Question about a drug used on me

Hi Everyone:

When I was a kid after having had some traumatic experiences in the hopsital and drs. offices, I had developed (before my fetish) a fear of lying on my belly (even to sleep) and nurses (especially having to get undressed or lie down in the presence of). One dr. visit was particularly scary (for a young kid). Not too long after a pretty traumatic hospital stay I was due for a check up that vaccinations and boosters and when the nurse asked that I get undressed down to t shirt and underwear, I immediately became nervous. She checked the usually vitals and since I was was under 10 she got a rectal thermometer and began to shake it down. As soon as the jar of vaseline was opened I knew where it was going and began pleading to take it in my mouth. The nurse politely but sterny said that all kids inder 10 got their rectal temperature taken and it would not hurt and that I should be a good boy and lie down on my belly. I started to yell no and both my mom and the nurse tried to calm me down but it was no use. The nurse asked my mom for some kind of consent which she agreed to and then left the room. a few minutes later she returned with another nurse and they forced me on my belly while I was kicking and crying, my mom held down my legs, the second nurse held down my upper body and the first nurse pulled down my underwear, swabbed my rear with alcohol. Since I was tense and moving the needle really hurt and I remember really crying as I got the needle. The nurse pulled out the needle and pulled up my underwear and I remember lying there crying for a few minutes as the second nurse left the room and the first nurse said she was waiting for the drug to take effect. I first noticed even though I wanted to keep crying I wasnt crying as much and then not at all. at the same time I got tunnel vision and my ears began ringing. I soon became woozy but not nauseous. I also became somewhat compliant with the nurse as she had me roll over (with her help), took my temperature, back over for the dr's exam and then back over for more needles) I remember getting dressed and walking home (all with help) and not protesting when I was got my PJs on and in bed, even though it was the middle of the afternoon and my friends were playing outside. I also remember being warm from the vaccinations and having my temperature taken a few times for the rest of the day and not complaining, just rolling over (with help) and having my kid tighty whities pulled down and a cold thermometer go im my rear with no hassle from me. The next morning i woke up like nothing ever happened (except for the sore rear and slick veseline before I cleaned it off in the tub). I remember getting out of the shower, got dressed , ate and went to school. That was over 45 years ago and I remember it like it was yesterday. I know there are many on here with a medical backgorund and my question is, what do you think the nurses gave me that did that to me? I know it was a long time ago and there's no way to know for sure. just looking for good guesses. After having developed the fetish I always wanted to know but was too ashamed to ask.

Thanks,

Rick

I suspect that you got Librium or Valium but Phenobarbital is also likely in 1969. Some other barbiturate is also possible but I think less likley.

Thinking back to 1969, I doubt that a pediatric office would have Librium or Valium in stock unless they treated kids with seizure disorder. You probably got phenobarb. or a good dose of Benadryl.

I really liked your story. It sounded really hot being forced on your tummy and held down and drugged to make you compliant to what ever the nurse wanted. I know to you it was probably terrifying and as a kid it would be scared too. But as an adult I would find it arousing having women hold me down and pull my pants down and give me a shot to make me obey everything they say and the drugs would make me do what ever they wanted and they could have their way with me. That would be a dream come true. It would be the ultimate form of submission. If I were given a drug like that I hope that the women would take full advantage of me sexually. If the ladies are sexy I wouldent report them.