Mistress requested a punishment report of at least 500 words written within 30 min so I run...
The first days it was so hard to be slapped being diapered (dirty). Wanted so much to run and clean myself. So many slaps on face, I knew I deserved it but was so hard to do it. I had a little headache every time it finished. From first to last day never got used to it. Being dirty, smelling, and slapped. Terrible.
The other punishment, kneeling 30 min holding a ginger suppository was not something new, could tolerate it and had time to think on my dangerous behavior. Dangerous for me and others. The burning of the homemade suppository was a good reminder helped me a lot to focus on my behavior.
The anus spanking I had to suffer next was so harsh.The anus was very sensitive and swollen. Every stroke after the tenth was like electric current passing through me. My already wet eyes were full of tears and I was crying.
The writing of lines was very difficult because of the spanked anus. Every day I had to write for more than two hours, almost half day devoted to my punishment. Everyday for ten consecutive days, but I was thinking that I could have been in hospital injured,not half but all day and night,with something broken. So I am happy for not having an accident and grateful to my Mistress for using Her time to correct me.(237)
For the rest of the day I could go out only for one hour to buy what I needed and than back home. Being grounded, She told me, means loss of privileges. No chatting on zity, no net except yahoo for reporting to Her. When it was sleeping time I had the enema, which I will never get used to, get the 50 with metal rod on my rear and get diapered to sleep. All this enema punishment and diapers was making my morning bowels movement not regular and had to help me by inserting in my rectum through my anus little liquid soap to help me expel or get constipated.
Then the same punishment, I felt so devoted to this effort to correct myself all those days.Day every day I was thinking my mistake and how I had to be careful in future.(381)
The repetition punishment, for 10 days, started day by day to free me gradually from my so guilty conscience and shame but never completely. I will always be ashamed because of what I did,but I hope that my punishment will always help me to focus and avoid drinking much.(336)