Once in a while I had this masochistic urge to really clean me out by taking a strong dose of a laxative and spend the next hours on the toilet with watery diarrhea. I guess it's partly due to the fact of knowing that once started I had to go through with its effects and there's nothing I could do to stop it. I'm also usually feeling great once it is all over. I've experimented both with castor oil and sodium sulfate/epsom salt. While the cramps on castor oil were quite fun from a masochistic point of view, I preferred sodium sulfate as it hit me faster and tends not to linger around all day long 😉
Does anybody else have comparable experiences?
(disclaimer: I'm very well aware that the abuse of laxatives can be dangerous and lead to all kinds of problems. I personally always took at at least 2 months between sessions.)