(contiuned story)
I drive to the hospital ER, show my badge for proof of identification, state my purpose, and wait for a response from the male nurse seated behind the triage desk. He directs me to her. I pull open the curtain, introduce myself, again state my purpose, and verify her identity. She is pale-skinned, with long shiny brown hair, mid 30’s, and with hazel eyes. She doesn’t appear to be afraid of me, or have any signs of distress. She is without blank stares and rather calmly looking. Matter of fact, she and I recognize each other. I didn’t pay much attention to her name at first. After all, she has a common name for this region. I look at her face and recall she has three alleged[/i] abuse cases filed against a perpetrator. She smiles at me and says, “I’m glad it’s you this time, I like the way you open me up.” She continues to smile as though she is consciously projecting her voice, dragging out her vowels as though she is speaking through her vagina. I had never felt such a twitch and twinkle in my clitoris as I am feeling now. Her eyes, her voice, her erotic expressionisms send my brain off track and immediately demands sexual arousal. Even though I have encountered her in the past, she has never declared her own thrills and secrets she holds in her own garden. Immediately, I realize that no matter what I say or do, she is going to think it is just a bit naughty. I am feeling sorry for her soul. Who does this? Why would anyone gain such a climatic pleasure from medical examination equipment?
I stand at her bedside, without questioning her provocative voice, and explain the entire procedure to her. I place my SIC on the bedside table and flip the locks open. She gasps with a sigh of relief. I raise the head of the bed just slightly greater than 30 degrees. She brushes my left elbow with her pinky finger. I feel a more pronounced double throb deep inside of my own vaginal wall. I explain to her that she needs to slide her bottom down to the edge of the bed. I grab her hips firmly and pull her towards my waist. She lets out a light, “Ahhh.”
I have arranged the internal and external vaginal exam instruments and rape kit in such a fashion to maintain a sterile field. I don my tight-snug #8 sterile gloves. I drape her vaginal area, leaving her legs spread wide-open with her knees bent in proper position. I shine the bright GN light spot-on her vagina. I carefully comb through her dark brown pubic hairs, catching any fibers or foreign debris into the sterile specimen cup. I unwrap the sterile packaging, which contain the metal Collins specula, and drop it into my sterile field. She takes a big pleasurable breath in and lets it our slow and hard. We make eye contact. Again, I feel that deep double-throb in my vagina and feel a slight warm trickle of fluid escape from me. I take my right hand, spread open her labia major, and insert the cold metal Collins specula. She grunts and moans and shifts her hips ever so slightly from right to left, left to right, and back again. I can’t help it now, my own vagina is screaming, begging to be deeply pleasured. My heart is racing. My vagina is rhythmically throbbing, panting, and gorging out of control. Leila tilts her head slightly backwards, her lower lip becomes larger, and her mouth slightly opens. I see her pupils are dilated. She closes her eyes and sucks slightly on her lower lip. She is sexually aroused and euphoric.
I lock the speculum in place, being to swab her labia, internal vagina OS, ad deep into her vagina. The corner of her eyes are twitching and I can tell she is rolling her eyes back into her head, as she can feel the circular twirls of the swab tempting her anterior vaginal ridges. Without hesitation, I smell her raw sweetness. If this is what heaven smells like, it must be real, I thought.