My penis was often stiff as a child. Many such arousals were permanent, so some days I didn't get a limp penis. During puberty, it is often normal to get these spontaneous erections. Sometimes, however, they are also annoying. I felt quite early, at the age of 10, that it was nice to touch the stiff penis. Of course, this was not an onanism. More of a sexual arousal. Initially, I only rubbed my stiff penis up and down on the mattress in bed. It gave me a kind of help to fall asleep.
When I was 11 years old, my puberty began. I noticed that my testicles were getting bigger and the skin color was changing and the first pubic hair was coming (fluff). On a recreation at the Christian Association, some boys were in the same dormitory. And they didn't talk about anything but masturbation (jack off / wanks). I didn't understand it at all, I didn't know what they were talking about.
Only then when a boy showed it to all of us live. He sits on the bed and masturbates unrestrainedly on his large penis and was already powerful for his age (13 years) in puberty. He had dark pubic hair and a large penis.
We are all amazed and watching!
He also got an ejaculation (Cums)!
The seed flew to the ground with a high arc, and then two more flare-ups came and we were all practically speechless. I think most people were just talking about it at the time, but none of them were really able to do something like this boy. But he wasn't our teacher. There was no reason for me to try it on myself right away. With the other guys, it's more likely. I don't know if they did it or not.
When I was 12 years old, I had a good school friend where the topic of masturbation was very present. In the beginning, we only made comparisons, compared our penises and there were always erections. Connecting also to mutual touches. But not yet too communal masturbation. When my school friend presented the boy (from the Christian club who showed the unrestrained masturbation) as a friend, it was a kind of "community" that this boy masturbated practically and showed us exactly how to do it. Often the three of us would sit on the couch and he would sit right in the middle so that we could both watch closely. But I was too shy to do that right away.
But then I switched directly to manual operation. And then I didn't rub my penis against the mattress anymore and then masturbated every day and a lot. I was truly obsessed: without masturbation, I thought I couldn't get through the day. Because of my severe phimosis, however, it was never possible for me to move the foreskin back and forth over the glans. After my circumcision at the age of 18, masturbation therefore caused me great problems. Inflammation set in again and again and the glans was constantly irritated and reddened.
First I tried it with my own spit, then with Vaseline or something similar. But all this made my redness and inflammation worse, so I switched to the "dry" hand push. It was a big process, but I overcame it well.
I still like masturbating today, although with my age it is becoming less and less.
Peter / Germany / Year of birth 1961