After not feeling good from a long car ride, Mom said that she would make me feel better when we got home. I was made to get ready for bed, and not much later, I was called into the bathroom. When I entered, Mom was sitting on the closed toilet seat waiting. I looked over to see the red squeeze bulb sitting in a bowl of soapy water. I didn't know anything at this time.
I remember having to get totally naked and climb over her lap, where my fingers were just touching the floor and legs flopping up in the air. Then my butt getting spread and Mom lubing up my crack. Then her sticking her finger in.
Next came the sounds of bubbles and shortly after, feeling something going up my butt. Then the rush of water, as she began filling me. The first two or three didn't feel bad, but as I got more, I remember pleading / crying to go potty. After a few more fillings and ready to burst, I was made to wait over her lap for ????? Eternity ?
Then I was allowed to go. Farts, big expulsions, cramps, and more expulsions. She stayed in the bathroom cleaning up while I crapped like I never remembered.
At some point I started looking in the drawer to look at the bulb. I saw the hot water bottle, tubing, and nozzle that looked like the one on the bulb. Never put the two and two together until it got used on me. Also found a douche nozzle, but again ???