I have enjoyed enemas and rectal temps, med play for years, but I have only thought of this topic in recent months. It seems very different, and yet has an eroticism all its own, and the daring and personal invasive nature are most compelling. I am looking to learn more and while my interest is mostly in seeing a lady wearing a diaper and watching as she wets or fills it, I have to wonder how many actually do defecate into their diaper? Urine is one thing, but more women seem so disgusted and afraid of their feces! Considering how much is exiting from them it seems ironic, but I suppose it's a cleanliness issue as women, for the most part, are very prissy and like to be very clean in all situations! Still, I would love to talk with and find one who wouldn't mind allowing me to witness her relief into her diaper and then also allow me the privilege to clean her and change her bottom! It's a fantasy I suppose that will never be fulfilled, but the most fantasies are like that!