My first butt plug was a very nice experience. Such a turn on to think about it. An older friend got it for me for my 18th birthday. She thankfully told me to open it later in privacy. When I opened it alone later that night, I couldn't help but laugh. strangely enough, I never even though about using it. It stayed in my closet for a good six months or so. One day cleaning out my closet I found that little pink plug still in its box. After doing some searches about plugs I figured I would try mine out. I got out some lube and started working it. This was the first time I had ever had anything substantial up my back side. What a feeling. I didn't get it in this time or the next. It was either the third or fourth time when I was playing with it that it finally happened. It was going deep. Since I had yet to get it in I was kind of determined. I remember there being only just a little bit left and so I gave it a bit of a push and it went in much to my surprise. It was very painful. I was crying and trying to get it out. But it was so lubed up that I couldn't get a good hold on it. The only thing that I could to do take away some of the pain was to turn the vibrator in it on. It finally started easing up on the pain and eventually I had a huge orgasm. Taking it out was a whole new story.O can't wait unitl I move up in size. Would love to feel that scary feeling of being so full all over again.