Loss of control of situation after knowing you were going to have a suppository?

I know this may sound unusual but the most enduring memories and subsequently eroticized feelings about my childhood suppository ordeals are centered around the lead ups to those treatments as well as the actual treatment itself. Don't get me wrong, the insertions were quite dreadful, a most horrible feeling, and they seemed to dominate my early childhood but it was the lead ups to them like being chased down or carried upstairs screaming and kicking that I became fixated on. This didn't really make a lot of sense to me over the years until I realized, from reading various posts on this forum, that the basis for these feelings were rooted in the fact that I was not in control of the situation right from the moment I knew that I was going to be having a suppository. The other thing is that I have always liked to be in control of situations so maybe that has something to do with it. I would be curious to see if others have felt this way and I am sure it could apply to forced enema treatments as well as suppositories.

I can't remember very well but yes, firstly those experiences were very unpleasant, and if there were strange people viewing the 'session' it became an ordeal.

But at a certain date all it changed and I waited the suppository with impatience... Now, without control over the situation, be given a suppository was an electrifying feeling.

Hi, Mike, nice to see you again.

It seems to me that we all strive for "loss of control" in striving for orgasm, so it seems logical that our earlier experiences in "loss of control" from anal medical treatments are necessarily invoked.

For me, unless I experience the loss of control of humiliating anal submission, I cannot acheive the lovely loss of control of an orgasm.

It would be interesting to know how many of us on this forum can also enjoy vanilla sex. I can't, except perhaps with a Dominant who understands me by virtue of having made me submit in the past.

From what I read, vanilla sex is synonymous with bland, non-kinky, straight, "bambi" sex, so count me out on that as well!

Having a partner who will "take control of the situation" is a huge turn on for me, especially if they take me back in time to those early ordeals and, of course, my "loss of control" over what was about to be perpetrated upon me.

I would love to experience a total loss of control by inserting a shppository. I recently tried three glycerin and I was able to hold it for an hour. I cramped bad and really wanted to go. I finally gave in to the urge and destroyed the diaper. What I really want to to have a violent uncontollable movement that nobody or nothing could stop. Ahy suggestions?

Hello Longshot. Your solution is simple, just mix 1oz water with 1oz glycerin and inject into the rectum. You will have no problem having an uncontrollable movement within minutes.

For me the turn on of the need for a bowel movement is the naughtiness and thrill of putting off going to the boy's room.

I am an habitual nappy wearer - nappy knickers (as many pairs inside one another as I want) and then plastic pants.

I usually use six glycerin suppositories to induce the urge to empty my bowels. I find the delay between insertion and the onset of cramps is not dependant on the number of suppositories. Whether I use one or six it is always about twenty minutes before the laxative effect starts. This means there is plenty of time to pull up my nappies and dress in shorts and a shirt.

Of course I have no intention of going to the boy's room. Deliberately pooing one's pants seems to be a social taboo and as such is frowned on. I find the naughtiness a turn on. I usually become sexually aroused and erect at the anticipation of the onset of cramps.

Then, when the cramps do start I play with them. Clenching my bottom and holding my breath to control the urge. In the lulls between spasms I let my bowels lie heavily on the inside of my anus. This is sure to precipitate further spasms. Stroking myself through my nappy helps.

If I only use one suppository I find the laxative effect wears off after a short while and I am left with an anti climax. (This can be solved with more suppositories or a Fleet.) With six suppositories the laxative effect lasts much longer and almost always gets strong enough to cause loss of control.

When the spasms get very strong and I desperately need relief I find I have to stay very still. If I am alone I might sit and move my pelvis in my nappy so that I masterbate. Playing with my nipples helps.

This is when, in society's eyes, I should be going to the boy,s room. Instead I don't and, of course, more spasms invade my tummy. Then it is too late. I have put off for too long. The spasm that beats me ties my bowels in knots and I fill my nappy.

This is the best part. I can relax as I don't need to fight the laxative any more. I fill my nappy and even when my bowels are empty they are still in spasm. I let the cramps wash over me. I savour the thrill of feeling the seat of my nappy bulge.

Longshot, have you tried caster oil.

I once took a big dose - 8oz at 12 o'clock lunch time.

I had been constipated as I had been taking diocalm anti-diarrhoea pills and had not had a BM for days.

As usual I pulled on nappy knickers and plastic pants under my regular clothes.

Nothing happened for ages and ages and I had given up on the thought of a BM.

Then at half past five my tummy suddenly gave out the most huge rumble followed immediately by a bowel cramp.

When I say cramp I mean the daddy of all spasms.

I couldn't help it - one moment I was fine, the next an anus stretching log was pushing an enormous bulge in the seat of my nappy.

The log became softer and softer as spasm after spasm invaded my bowels. Boy, did I have a full nappy?

The spasms went on for hours. I managed to get cleaned up and changed after about an hour and a half but I was messing my nappies well into the night.

WOW! This is the experience I am searching for. I will have to wait until I have the time to devote to this but I would like to expetience the total loss of control. How long did you have to wait until you could control yourself?

Castor oil is the laxative that has given me the most number of accidents. Not only does it work urgently and can be uncontrollable, but it’s sort of sneaky at times too. It works on me between 2 and 4 hours usually, but once I took it just after supper at 7 PM, then put the diapers on right away. It was 45 minutes later that I had to pass gas, but .. Surprise! It felt like gas but it was the effects of the castor oil - a loose mess into the waiting diaper. In my experience castor oil is the best laxative for unpredictable results, and you’d better be well diapered soon after you take it. I have had real cramps with it, or at other times, no cramps at all, just suddenly diarrhea with little warning. It works into the next day too, and I have had accidents in my pants the next day with little warning, it just happens. I take a dose of 100 cc,(about 3 oz) the size of the bottle it’s sold in, and mix it with orange juice, wipe my mouth off to get rid of the oily sensation, and swallow some candied ginger or other similar sweet candy immediately after. No aftertaste - just a warm feeling of excited anticipation. I like to take it so that it works at night in bed with thick diapers and a couple of plastic bloomers. Better have a plastic mattress cover too. It works repeatedly with me, up to 15 to 20 times in the diapers. Drink lots of water too.

This stuff is too funny...:]

No one has mentioned bisacodyl suppositories. Dulcolax takes me about a half hour before it has to come out. I have never tried the Magic Bullet but I understand that it is faster acting because it is a water soluble medium.

Fred01ca

You are right: Castor Oil is the most effective laxative that I may imagine. I prefer to swallow a dose of 2 1/2 oz Castor Oil together with fridged carrot juice at night or early in the morning, 15 minutes later this will begin to work in the small intestine. Even during the sleep it will continue to go its way through the bowels; so pay attention to the first evacuation, for this will happen without any advance warning!