Like many of you out there I have had a life long interest in enemas. Mostly I have masterbated to several lovely fantasies that I enjoy, centered around a Dominant man having to give me an enema. It is not my choice. Sometimes it is 'forced', sometimes sexual.Over the years I thought I had decided that, at least once before I die, I wanted to experience what I have thought about a million times! At first it seemed the challenge was to find a man to give the enema. I met a few men with the express purpose of enema play. For various reasons, these meetings did not end with enema play. Finally I confessed to my BF about my fetish. He is enthusiastic. We do some Dominant/submissive sex which I love, and enemas would play into that.However, despite BF knowing about my fetish for months, he has not given me any. Asking him to do it isn't what makes me hot. And I think that I have decided that it is NOT just the enema, but a whole fanatasy of Dominant men, being taken anally, etc. The fantasies are elaborate, similar to Intimate Invasions, but have more emotional intimacy to them. Basically, I am afraid that simple D/s enema play will not come close to what I have been wanting. Maybe I should leave the fantasy alone or I will ruin what I have?For those who finally lived out their enema desires, was it as good as the fantasy? How did you get your partner to understand not just the enema, but also the fantasy? Or did it matter?