Honestly I couldn't fantasize a better person than I have .
I have known her most of her life ,we are “never heard it” confidantes ,can tell each other anything and it doesn't go anywhere.
I don't feel anything but properly cared for ,she doesn't look at my failing body and see a failing body she sees a man full of love and respect .not the broken down thing I have become .Her Mom is my G/F so it's love and Genuine family concern ,2 weeks ago was a bad week stress was getting to me and I wouldn't let her get me up ,she knows me and my schedule and I didn't know it then but she was freaking out and texting with her mom ,how to “help me” .And her mom asks me “is she driving you crazy already” I'm like hell no she's the brightest thing in my life in my house .she doesn't change me for the money ,she is the daughter I didn't get to have ,and she sees me almost everyday between caring for me at My home ,me hanging out with her mom ,or us all going out to do something ,I am always around .
I guess what I am saying to sum it up ,I cared for my family elders at home till they died ,since I never began a family ,I was the last ,trusting my care to strangers ,not anymore ,I am family to her ,so I couldn't ream up a better ending to my life ,than what I have .maybe I am getting what I gave from my friend Karma . I say these things here because I know they are between us ….happiness like kinks means different things to all of us ..