I wonder if other guys found relaxing with a good high enema to be less embarrassing than letting your date find out your on the small size.
Relaxing and enjoying an enema can, without question, be a sexually gratifying experience without being fraught with the concerns of rejection by another. That is the the whole aspect of self gratification, that is not limited to just enemas, it applies to just about any solo sexual activity.
There undoubtedly are those of both genders that will turn to a solo sexual activity as a compensatory offset to real or perceived personal sexual rejection. Of those that do so with enemas, I speculate that is due to their already present anal orientation and enjoyment of enemas in general. Were the same individual to not be anally oriented and enjoy enemas, it would most likely manifest in some other fashion using other 'play toys'. For me personally, I would have developed my love & enjoyment no matter what. Enema pleasure for me started when I was quite young,long before I was ever concerned about the size of my penis, all I knew then was that it made 'my thing get really hard and it feels good'.
Please forgive the coming bluntness. There are women who will not be satisfied unless they are "stuffed full" by the size of a penis that borders on being found on large animals, and there are men who are not satisfied unless the woman is "so tight you can't use a Q tip".
Obviously, by definition,those are two extremes. The important thing for me to keep in mind is that a woman who is going to be concerned about my "lack of size" is an individual that is not right for me,and to ensure that I am not one of those men who obsess about "lack of tightness" in a woman, that would make me a man who isn't right for her.
There are other factors to penile endowment that influence a partners attraction and often don't get the light they deserve...how long you stay erect,is the shaft smooth or veined & muscular, how long the ejaculations and orgasmic twitch's last, the shape of the head, the texture of the penis itself, is the pre-ejaculate a constant flow or several large crystal clear prismatic drops...to name just a few. I remember quite well several girls in high school and a number of ladies into my twenties speaking clearly and distinctly commenting positively on these and additional aspects of what they found attractive about my penis and why they wanted it. One in particular a year after graduation, from Texas who was visiting up north for two weeks, came back the following year and stayed for a month and a half. One night, I asked her what the attraction was, she replied with out any hesitation at all with genuine sincerity..."In addition to just flat out liking you, you are one of the few guy's I can take completely in my mouth without gagging, or get filled in the front or back without it hurting".... That particular statement along with others like-in-kind before and after did wonders in helping me to realize that girls and later women did indeed find my penis attractive and ultimately allowing me to be comfortable with what I have. Being smaller in some respects than others allows women and myself to do things they absolutely would not consider out of fear of physical harm with men who have a larger penis.