[quote author=sloop69 link=topic=28133.msg266551#msg266551 date=1262547367]
I love deep colonic enemas, makes me feel good. I get erotic/sexual pleasure with the tube going in, the filling and the emptying. I do them in the shower/steamroom. I have this desire to play with the product. It does't offend me at all. Is this normal? Do people enjoy playing with it? Am I sick? I especially enjoy the smell when it's joined with piss. I'm wondering about my mental stability. NO, no one knows I do this and enjoy it so. I don't dare tell my wife I do enemas, too embarrassing.
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Here are the DEFINITIVE answers according to me. 😁 😁 😁 😁
Lets call a spade a spade. Playing with the feces (or shit), and it ISN'T "the product" as you say, is clearly NOT normal. Whether it is bad or not is another question, and I would say no, it isn't bad. There are one or two other threads on this site asking about opinions on SCAT. The consensus among site members here is that they do not like playing with feces. HOWEVER, whether it is normal or not, does not matter as long as it doesn't affect your ability to carry on the other aspects of your life in an responsible fashion.
There is also a thread on "the smell". People have differing opinions about the smell of the expelled enema.
As far as your "being sick" or "being mentally unstable" is concerned, the answer would be NO, unless these activities prevent you from being responsible for the other aspects of your life.
What you do behind closed doors that does not injure another person is perfectly alright by me.
You had better be prepared to confront your wife with this if it ever becomes an issue.