Yeah.
Every time I go into the hospital, I expect to get an enema. That is the way it was during the golden age.
Butt the really traumatic ones were given at home. In retrospect, my mother was just doing what the doctor ordered. Butt the wiring of my prostate and ass were intact when it began and only more so as the years and the enemas rolled on.
I guess that she never had a clue. Butt I was both hooked and fucked up.
It felt so damn good. And on some level I knew, just KNEW, that it was so wrong. She was my MOTHER, dammit!
So, I love the bag, or the hose, or the whatever. I have it all. And retired, amicably separated from my wife (who never understood the haunting need for a full ass), I play when I feel the need. Not the want, butt the NEED.
I enjoy being on the reciving end, for sure, butt to make that happen I need to have TRUST. (Sorry about the CAPS, butt it is important to me.)
Meanwhile, I like to play with asses, to gently nudge them to the heat of desire, so that begging and wiggling and humping, they scream for penetration.
It is not about genitals, it is not about power (necessarily), butt it is about vulnerability: being that little boy who lives inside some of us more than in others getting taken care of..... in a safe, sane, and consensual way.
Dr. D.