I went for my first pelvic exam this morning with my GP, had a visual and speculum exam and a bimanual exam (not a pap smear but I'm being referred to the gyno for that). It was my first exam so I was very nervous but it went very well and now thinking about it I'm getting slightly horny 😉
The doctor pulled the curtain around the exam table, and I nervously lowered my trousers and sat up on the exam table. It felt softer than I was expecting, there was a thin paper covering that felt cold against my bare behind but soon warmed up. The doctor removed the plastic speculum from the packet and showed it to me, explaining how it worked and how he would use it to open me up and look inside. He asked me to lie back and open my legs, there were no stirrups on the table so I was told to pull my knees up and press my heels together, and keep my bottom down on the table. I heard the snap of the rubber gloves, watched the doctor lubricate the speculum, and then lay back on the table. I felt so exposed, and slightly apprehensive knowing the speculum would soon be inside me, wondering if it would feel cold and how fast it would open, whether my vagina would be stretched wide, whether I would be able to keep still, whether it would pinch or hurt or ache. All these thoughts raced through my mind in just a few seconds as the doctor gently spread my folds open, told me to relax and slowly began pushing the speculum in.
He was so gentle I barely felt it entering. I was expecting it to feel cold and hard, but it warmed quickly and almost felt soft. I felt the blades turning inside me as he adjusted it to the correct position - an odd feeling, not painful but just slightly uncomfortable, whilst at the same time oddly stimulating as I could feel the blades reaching deep inside me. As he opened the speculum I took a deep breath and looked up at the ceiling, concentrating on relaxing myself completely so as not to tense my vaginal muscles and make the experience more difficult. I felt a slight stretch as he opened the speculum but it was almost pleasant, it felt more like being eased open rather than stretched. I felt my vaginal muscles contracting, not from pain but from a strange unexpected pleasure, which was embarassing as I hoped he couldn't tell I was getting turned on by the exam. When the speculum was fully open he adjusted the light and spent what felt like a very long time looking into me, although in reality it was probably only a minute or two. I could just feel the heat of the lamp on my private parts, in a pleasantly warming way. I focused on the ceiling, feeling so undignified and yet almost enjoying the sensation, knowing how wide my legs were spread and how open I was, feeling full from the speculum but not unpleasantly so. The blades created just enough force to feel controlling, and feeling the doctor's hands touching me almost made me blush, at the idea that I was really submitting myself to this and the realisation that I could possibly even enjoy a real medical exam!
After he finished looking inside me I heard the screw being loosened and the speculum slid out. My vagina felt suddenly empty, but this was soon replaced by the doctor's finger. Again he slid it in so gently I could not even feel it, which added to the humiliation of the exposure as I could feel his knuckles against the entrance to my vagina as his fingers slowly palpated my cervix, and then it was over as quickly as it had started. I got dressed and was out a couple of minutes later, still feeling the wetness of the lubricant between my labia and just touching against my inner thighs.
I'm being referred to a gynocologist for a more thorough exam and a full Pap smear as I have not had one before, I'm almost looking forward to it after that experience. As I relaxed into the exam I was able to - well, not quite enjoy it at the time, but certainly preserve the memories for future fantasies. I may write a story based on this experience in the future, and also about my forthcoming exam which will involve more investigations.