I had an early fascination with my bottom and all of the wonderful and mysterious sensations of insertion as early as 4-5 years of age, but it was not until the enema doctor in military school started doing his "clean outs" with a long orange colon tube each time at the age of 9-10 years old, that I had my first real love of the feelings in side deep. The tube would make that 1st bend and when the second bend would give way, I had the most funny internal feeling that I had ever felt. Was I turned on ? I would say yes, as it was then as well, that I started noticing erections and the strong funny feeling of ejaculation on the table that took place for my 1st official orgasm. Some us mature early...I was most fortunate to experience this then, as it was a very lonely time in my youth and this gave me something to which I could look forward longingly and know I would be well cared for.
It was from that moment on, that I started (living for) it seemed...the next cleaning out, sometimes, misbehaving and getting enough demerits, that I would be required to see Dr. Crawford in the clinic, at which time I would watch him prepare the Ivory soap bar in the rather hot steaming water, presented then, in the blue striped white enamel 2 quart can each time.
I honestly became preoccupied with this obsession to the point of not being able to concentrate on my studies too well. There was usually a spanking following and THAT, I did not enjoy at all, but the gentleness following, was always worth getting through it all for me.
I remember clearly as well, there would be other cadets that would actually come down to the clinic and request the same when I was laying on the table receiving my treatment. There was only one treatment table in that tiny clinic and he would send the cadets back to class at times, so as to not have them standing around in the hallway. One, would usually be allowed to wait inside while another was being irrigated, but no more than one at a time as I remember.
I remember witnessing others getting their treatments as well and it became a very shameful pleasure for sure, that I could not quite figure out at the time as to why I was so attracted to this procedure.
It was not like any one ever set me down and explained these things to me so we were on our own, to make sense of it all.
Things progressed from then on after leaving that year in the institution, to experimenting on my own and I was forever passionately drawn to rectal insertions of both tubes and warm water to this very day. It is NO LESS, the indescribable lovely sensation today, all these years later!
Simply amazes me still ! I would prefer a nice long enema, to most any other little sensational pleasures available in life. Who needs drugs or other artificial stimulants, when warm water & a long tube is possible? Certainly not me!
Oh, and as an aside, I was around 25 years of age when I had an unexplainable urge to contact this doctor of many years past to thank him, for introducing me to such a wonderful experience and lifelong pleasure...I was devastated to find out that he had recently passed on. I did not then, get the opportunity to personally thank him and it saddened me for some time.
I hope he knew deep down, how much he helped us youngsters to have something to carry forward into this life, that would be of such benefit over all these years. Thank you again then...