I always wear diapers when I can outside. The fantasy has always been that I'll be discovered, embarrassed and humiliated and forced to be to do outrageous things so I won't be "told on." Of course, it is fantasy because in reality if I would ever be discovered, that wouldn't happen.
I used to travel for my job and having the time in motel rooms was always fun. I'd leave clean diapers on the night stand just to wonder what the staff would think.
As it was, I stopped doing the job that had me travel for many years. Then I got a job where I had to travel about five hours away for training, staying at a hotel in Baltimore, MD.
It had been a while since I had driven that far and stayed in a hotel, so I wore my extra thick cloth diaper with plastic pants and I took advantage of the long drive to fill them up. Before I got to the hotel, I stopped a chain drugstore to get a couple of things.
I picked up what I had needed and also stopped to look at the "personal lubricants" because I had thought about getting a dildo and would need it if I did. I decided to pass right then so proceeded to checkout. It was a bit uncomfortable walking with the big old soaking wet diaper and I could feel a bit of moisture escaping.
As I got to my car and opened the door, a big surly "kid" probably around 20 came up behind me and said, "Excuse me." I turned around and he informed me that he thought I had pocketed a tube of lube from the story.
I so much wanted him to take me back to the store and strip search me! The reality of the situation and I wimped out and told him he was wrong. I probably shouldn't have but I offered to go back in the store so he could check, that was enough I guess to convince him I was guilty so he just apologized and left.
He was the perfect overbearing big (tall and heavy) person to help me live out my fantasy, but we all know it wouldn't have worked that way and he probably just would have been embarrassed as fuck.
I got to the hotel and couldn't wait to check in and have a strong masturbation session fantasizing what could have been...