I had my first ever examination by a local fet doctor in my area. It did not go so well.So the doc booked a room and we met up. He tried to make conversation but I wasn’t there to really make conversation just for my exam. We had discussed in detail different procedures and how it would work. It started off ok with a exam of the penis and scrotum etc Then he asked me to turn on my side for a rectal exam which was fine as well Then all of a sudden without any notice I feel an immense amount of pressure on my asshole and I found out he “started prostate stimulation” by trying to insert a large curved ball dildo into my anus. Without notice or explanation of what was occurring At that point I kind of freaked out put my clothes on and left I feel really bad but it was a complete turn off. He did not apologize or anything. He just said “I guess this isn’t for you”. I feel really bad because he took time to get the room and I practically just walked out. Do you think I reacted poorly? He did explain prior that I was his first male patient and he knew I was nervous and that it was my first experience. I was already nervous and in my head but that sent me over and I freaked out and left.Any thoughts?