Ok so after looking up on the internet constantly to find somewhere local i can get good diapers not just the pull up crap sold in pharmacies i found a supplier that wasnt too far from home, i drove over and ordered some lille supreme fit medium super plus (or something like that but an all in one diaper) while the lady was ordering it i could see up on a shelf they had single packs of loads of incontinence products, ranging from small bags to some giant ones which i can only assume contained thicker and thicker diapers ! or maybe just more of them,
it turned out in the end i could only order a case not single packs...so i got lumbered with 88 diapers and this box was BIG but i got it in my car and ive unpacked 3/4 bags into my house but my family got home so theres still a pack left in there hopefuuly ill get it out later
this leads me to where the hell can i store them all??? so im kinda trying to sort them into a bag under my bed which is going ok so far, but im throwing out all my old diapers i had some tena flex and some too small tena slip which are all being chucked 😢 ok on an update theres no way i can store all of these diapers which sucks but ill figure something out
i decided to wear one of my new diapers out to the shops just with the intent of wetting in public, it was really good fun! i think i waddled a bit as they are nice and thick but noone noticed, as i walked through the shopping mall i saw a pharmacy and out of habit walked inside (ive been looking in every pharmacy ive come across for days now to find good diapers) and came across constipation relief tablets....so i got to thinking and thought id get some just to see if it would help me mess as i always fantasised about a bondage situation where i messed uncontrallably, so i bought them and took double the recommended dosage (A bad idea never try it)and i told myself id walk up to the end of the mall and back then go home i didnt have much hope for them as the working time was like 6-12 hours.
So on my walk i came across a second pharmacy and i wandered in again and i found they sold glycerin suppositories and well my thoughts of my fantasies came back so i bought some and headed back to my car...i decided however i wanted to try them after reading how people put themselves in situations where they use a suppository then be somewhere where its impossible to get to a toilet in time, so i went to the bathroom and decided i really wanted this to work so used two of them. i did another lap of the mall then headed back to the car,
on the way i was expecting to feel twinges or something but nope nothing, it took me about half hour to get home and i drove slowly but there was no reaction at all and i was a bit disheartened after hearing about how people can never hold it in, so i went inside and lazed around for a bit when my family came home so i headed upstairs to get changed out of my diaper when the urge just hit....and i wholeheartedly agree with every comment made about them, once you use a suppository you WILL mess, luckily noone was upstairs as i just closed the bathroom door when my butt just exploded out, im not a big fan of messing and the clean up its a bit rough, just the thought of not being able to control it and i certainly couldnt ^^ and the fact i couldnt control it gave me an indescribable feeling and got me really horny, and well fun insued ^^
so that was my day filled with diapers, if it was boring to read then well i didnt make you!! just thought id share my day 😄
oh and btw about taking a double dose of constipation tablets, 6-12 hour later i was on the toilet constantly which is why im still up now lol