Prostate massage

It has been discussed here before I know. I would like to see if anyone can relate to me on this. As a very young child I had a condition where I held my poop in when I felt the need to go. Do not know why I did this but I did. It led to me having accidents in my underwear until I was 13 years old. It was hard for my entire family to deal with but we got through it. I was taken to see a doctor about why I would never poop. I could hold it in for days and days. I was only 5 and the doctor had to check how backed up I was. The doctor did this by first pressing on my belly hard and then by putting his slippery gloved finger in my bottom. As he did this he inadvertently hit my young prostate. This of course caused me to have intense tickleing to happen which I had no idea what it was. I was also given an enema at his office. This experience all connected me to this and played around with my bottom to get this great tickle feeling. I wonder if anyone ever had this start so young like I did... I would like to chat if possible...