Last night I was feeling very low. I was cranky so got scolded and slapped by mom. When I went to bed I started crying. Mom heard me crying and gave me more slaps. Even dad slapped me. Apparantly grown up people have to be strong. Only kids cry.
Now you can understand why I like ageplay. I miss the care which I never got anyways.
Mom said angrily that I am not fit to live in a house. I should be sent to mental hospital where I would be given shock therapy to set my mind right.
This scared me so much that I was sleep-talking gibrish in deep sleep.
It's nothing new for me.
Though I am a cheerful normal young girl but in extreme stress I miss periods. I sleep-talk gibrish.
This may have disturbed mom-dad.
They came to my room to wake me up but in fear something very embarrassing had happened in sleep.
For the first time as an adult I wet the bed.
Mom slapped me more
Actually at that time I was having a nightmare that I am in a mental hospital full naked on the bed with all wires attached over me and I am being given shock therapy while being watched by many medical people.
It may feel interesting to some thinking of it as medfet but for me I don't know why, even the mention of the same scares me a lot.
I remember once my girlfriend was watching a movie in which a lady was being given shock therapy
I happened to accidentally see it playing on her laptop. It scared me so much that I had a throw up of entire lunch I had earlier and I was sweating in fear with high BP. I was about to faint.
Some things scare me terribly
As a punishment of wetting the bed mom made me wash the bedsheet at night. I am not allowed to use the bed today full day. Not even chair and couch in my room.
As a punishment I had to sleep on the floor for the rest of the night and till whole day I have to sit on the floor only.
Apparantly I need to learn a lesson because I am not fit for using a bed because how an adult can cry and even worse wet the bed in fear.
Terribly embarrassing
I can't tell this to my friends.
Atleast here people don't know me so I can share these embarassing incidence.