Last night I was feeling very low. I was cranky so got scolded and slapped by mom. When I went to bed I started crying. Mom heard me crying and gave me more slaps. Even dad slapped me. Apparantly grown up people have to be strong. Only kids cry.Now you can understand why I like ageplay. I miss the care which I never got anyways.Mom said angrily that I am not fit to live in a house. I should be sent to mental hospital where I would be given shock therapy to set my mind right.This scared me so much that I was sleep-talking gibrish in deep sleep.It's nothing new for me.Though I am a cheerful normal young girl but in extreme stress I miss periods. I sleep-talk gibrish.This may have disturbed mom-dad.They came to my room to wake me up but in fear something very embarrassing had happened in sleep.For the first time as an adult I wet the bed.Mom slapped me moreActually at that time I was having a nightmare that I am in a mental hospital full naked on the bed with all wires attached over me and I am being given shock therapy while being watched by many medical people.It may feel interesting to some thinking of it as medfet but for me I don't know why, even the mention of the same scares me a lot.I remember once my girlfriend was watching a movie in which a lady was being given shock therapyI happened to accidentally see it playing on her laptop. It scared me so much that I had a throw up of entire lunch I had earlier and I was sweating in fear with high BP. I was about to faint.Some things scare me terriblyAs a punishment of wetting the bed mom made me wash the bedsheet at night. I am not allowed to use the bed today full day. Not even chair and couch in my room.As a punishment I had to sleep on the floor for the rest of the night and till whole day I have to sit on the floor only.Apparantly I need to learn a lesson because I am not fit for using a bed because how an adult can cry and even worse wet the bed in fear.Terribly embarrassingI can't tell this to my friends.Atleast here people don't know me so I can share these embarassing incidence.