So a Zity friend suggested a while ago I would make a good domne ( HA!!!) And maybe I could try being his Dr one day. I pointed out, not only is my screen name Sercret SUB ( NOTE clue in the name) but I was HIS sub !!!!!
Long story short I wanted to please him and thought it would be a one off experiment.
Well, several appointments later, I made a bit of a discovery today.
It seems he likes my “ seemingly uninterested” facial expressions rather a turn on and a little intimidating too ( his words) I could present this persona as medfet is not my kink ( yeah right seems I have been kidding myself)
Today before our latest video consultation I donned my old work uniform ( a blue nurses style tunic) hung a stethoscope round my neck to complete the outfit and that is when it hit me.
I was not feeling nervous, after all I had prepared the session well. Written my notes, it would involve a test I carried out in my day job on regular basis, I had included an answer he had given on a recent thread here. I had included surprises for him, included aspects I knew he would find embarrassing yet arousing I should not be nervous!!
No, as I zipped up my tunic, it dawned on me, I was not nervous. I was aroused!!!!
Since that first time as Dr H for my Dom , now probably about a year ago, I have been dabbling in being Domme and Dr H. I admit I enjoyed the role play but not sure I ever realised before this morning, just how much it turns me on too.
It looks like 2023 is going to be a year of self discovery ( and I suppose I reluctantly have to agree that my Dom, knows me better than I know myself)