Relaxing in bed, whilst snuggling up with the dog

Recently I have started to go to bed whilst cuddling up to my dog when I am in diapers at night as shes so cute.

Granted my Labrador is kind of like a living and breathing teddy dog as shes so adorable and cute, I never had a dog as a child growing up because as a kid I had allergies & mum didnt want me to have a dog.

Whilst I am cuddling with her all my worries melt away as she makes me feel protected and un vaunrable from harm, I know I am not invincible but she makes me feel so happy.

I was wondering does anyone else have the same or similar experiences and if so is it my subconscious mind telling me that I am a baby again because she makes me feel so special, by that I mean my dog.

And when shes with me I rarely ever have any night terrors as I still have ptsd from years of being a victim of sustained bullying and torture by People I had thought where my freinds but in reality where anything but that.

Anyway got to go out, now so I will write again soon.