Who has which experiences with embarrassed compromised enema giver and avoid watching emptying enema?

Were it avoid watching emptying enema bag while given by mom or nurse? Who has which experiences with embarrassed compromised enema giver?

I received even big enemas already in my early years. I can remember laid in hospital on my side and just saw one time a two hands sized clear enema bag before administered. Although I got enemas very often at home and in hospital I can remember just this single event to saw the thing but it influenced me very deeply (the small disposable enemas I had ve seen very often of course). So today I love the sight of ememas bag and emptying enema bags.

I am curious about experiences how enema givers like nurses react when you demand to “observe” the produjuture or just turned around your head to watch it also when patient is adult?

I guess most enema givers are ashamed to be watched and also demand to avoiding looking in her/his face while the enema flows. Who has which experiences?

This is the whole reason I try to avoid using givers.

When I do it has to be someone I trust implicitly

No reason to look at the results before the 3rd round because I don't expect it to run clear.

When I help my lady friends I never ask to see the result. It is usually obvious how successful the treatment has been by the accompanying sounds of the evacuation!