The Reason I wear diapers (updated)
For myself the reason is simple, If I didn't wear diapers I would have more embarrassing accidents/situations in public and everyone knows how that feels like.
Also its got a lot to do with the fact I enjoy wearing them and maybe this is a purely pycallogical thing but also they are very comfortable as I mentioned in my previous story.
I am not into any sexual thing or porn, but I wouldn't rule out that in some-way I am somewhat of a diaper lover although I dislike that phrase as I don't think I have a fettish for them, also I have to consider the fact that I am disabled and didn't choose to go down this path.
I am also somewhat like a adult toddler as I wear diapers through the night to prevent any accidents that might happen although I usually am dry through the night, but I wear them in-case of a accident as When I am asleap I cant always make it to the toilets on-time as I am a hevy sleeper, I have been wearing my diapers on and off for nearly six years now ever since being diagnosed with a weak bladder in 2010.
Also wearing diapers isn't a problem for me as I have simply gotten used to being diapered virtually 24/7 although my problems with incontinence are intimitant at times and there are times when I can go months without any accidents, in the whole I believe my body is trying to say that I should never have been potty trained in the first-place as its been rebellious ever since.
I did go years with out having any problems and had a normal life if you can call it that until suddenly and without any warning I started having problems in 2008, although I kept this quiet until 2 years later out of embarrassment hoping it would cure it's self and go away saddly it didn't and it got worse to the point when in March 2010 I decided I had had enough as it was ruining my life.
Since then I have come-to terms with the fact that I will have to bite the bullet and wear diapers for the rest of my life which I have no problem with maybe some-day there will be a cure but I don't think I would want to be cured as I prefer wearing my diapers as they bring me a sence of serenity that I cant get in any-other way.
If I won the Euromillons draw big time then I would like to become a full-time adult baby and get a place of my own whilst having someone professional to care for me as I missed alot of my childhood years because of verious reasons and I wouldn't say no to going back to simpler times.
But until then I will be someone who just wears diapers or nappies out of necessity and who has to be a 36 year old adult male who is trying to live his life to the fullest extent before it's too late.