Yeah, and tasted my own pee too. But just to taste, and a long time ago.
As qualified in most of my posts, i'm a gay total bottom with sub and i see sperm in a pretty complex and individual way. i don't disconnect it from the orgasm that accompanies it.
i love the chemistry, attraction and bond of opposites. As part of my wiring, and that of some Tops/Men i have connected with, i don't perceive myself as having a "cock" or "sperm." To me, Tops/Men Who need/want to penetrate and seed another have a "cock" and "sperm". Sure, i know i have a penis, and yeah it feels good to come physically, but for me, it doesn't feel good psychologically... not what i want or need. i call me making myself cum: "taking out the trash." lol, no, it's not a lack of self esteem, it's the opposites thing... i'm probably an extreme bottom and relate to my penis as a sort of clitoris, so what it feels and precum, in my mind, is sort of like the wetness a woman gets when she anticipates being penetrated and bred by a Man/Cock.
i don't taste or consume my own semen, but i swallow and want to retain every drop of what a Man puts in me. i don't want anyone eating it out of my pussy once He has put it there. i want to share a Mans orgasm and seed, so when He has an orgasm in me, it's like His orgasm and seed transfer and become mine. To me, that's an enormously profound experience, all the pieces are woven together for me.
Yeah i know, i have a very different take on sperm. i could go on and on about this lol, it's all connected to me.