Has your uncontrollable urge to expel enema's diminished over the years?

I've been taking enema's for 25 years, not regularly but probably 1-2 every few weeks when I get time and opportunity.

Recently I've noticed that when using plain water enema's or maybe even soapy enema's that I no longer get the uncontrollable urge to expel, you know the part where your body takes over and says ‘OUT WITH IT’.

For me that always used to be one of the most enjoyable parts of the experience, the danger and risk of holding on to long, or being forced to hold an enema in a bondage scenario. Now very little seems to happen, I mostly get bored and release it of my own free will.

I made this realisation last year during lockdown when I set out a diaper challenge for myself. I took a two quart enema with a little salt added and quickly diapered myself with plastic pants for protection. I then drove 4 miles out to the country and began a 2 mile work through a popular woodland walk for my daily exercise. The thrill of this was the would I/would I not have to release, would I lose control in the walk? If I did would the diaper hold it etc etc, part fantasy and part horrible reality.

What actually happened was I finished the walk with absolutely no urge to go at all, in fact I then drove home undid the diaper and released it on the toilet like normal. That's about 70-80 minutes, a drive and a walk and nothing? No involuntary push or cramping.

Has anyone else experienced this? I really miss the uncontrollable urge. I know additives can be used, I'm familiar with glycerine etc, but there was a time where water definitely would have the right effect and my body would fight against the invasive water, but not any longer.

My ability to hold is greater than ever.

I wait for spontaneous expulsion

I am beginning to think that you build up a tolerance fur whatever quantity or solution you are taking and the urge becomes less. Then if you increase the size or the strength it comes back. Just got to be careful you dont get carried away if you are one of those that likes the urge feeling

I like Lisak's comment. I've been using large enemas on the final fill of a series for 20+ years. I too have noticed less of an urge to expel which I also really enjoyed. Taking qty is not an issue, I can take a LOT if I choose to, getting rid of it is more of an issue these days. I've found the following works for me: I mix up a small qty (about 1 qt) of a strong Epsom's salt solution - 4 table spoons per qt. Then when expelling a large enema, when the flow slows but I'm still holding a lot of water, I use a 12 oz bulb syringe to add about 10 oz or so of the solution. Within a few minutes I get a very good rush to go. Typically I repeat this a couple of times.

Anyone else have a fix for this issue?

BJ

Having had an especially good B.M. this morning I found my gut receptive to a big soapsuds enema. This time I was intent on trying for the entire bag.. Instead of relying on the big Klystra ratchet clamp I chose to control the flow by squeezing a loop of tubing in my left hand while controlling the 35 fr colon tube insertion with the other. Stopping occasionally to allow my colon to adjust to the incoming stream I discovered that I could maintain a perfect flow rate by almost closing, then briefly opening the tube fully to provide a pulsing sensation. I was amazed that I was able to take the entire four quarts while lying on my left side. It wasn't until I heard the last drops of soapsuds gurgling it's way down that I realized I had finally taken the entire bag in one try.