Was Receiving a first blowjob embarrassing?

Like you were really brave to receive such a thing I’m sure any woman reading this will say lol.

That being said, I remember being with a young cheerleader who was very tan and attractive (we were the same age). I was shy and not great socially at that age so still not sure how I stood out enough to have a relationship with this girl.

Anyway, one evening after school we were hanging out and afforded some extended, unintentional alone time by her parents. While sitting on the couch she looked down at my pants and said, “if you show it to me I will put it in my mouth”. I was caught off guard and my heart started racing a thousand bpm. We had not even really kissed that much and I’m pretty sure I could count the times we had even held hands at that point.

I slowly undid my pants and moved them part way down, but was hesitant to fully expose everything. She finally took over and lowered them all the way to my knees. I felt very awkward with her looking at it for the first time and even more so when she wrapped her hand around the base to hold it up for her mouth.

As she started to lower her head to my lap it felt like she was going in for a close inspection which increased my feelings of embarrassment. She paused for a minute hovering her head above my penis. Her brown hair shrouding any view of when the actual moment of her going down onto me might happen. I held my breath with anticipation.

Then, finally, I heard the quiet sound of her lips opening and felt myself going into her open mouth. In a moment of feeling a need to reciprocate the level of intimate contact I blindly reached my hand to her her lower neck then pushed my hand down the front of her unbuttoned Abercrombie polo. I inched deeper inside her shirt until I felt the crease of the top of her breasts. I chose to go right for ergonomics sake and effortlessly slid inside her bra and down until the mound of her breast filled my hand, feeling her nipple against the center of my palm.

She stopped and looked up saying to me, “When your ready, go in my mouth, okay?”. I was red in the face at this request. The thought was horrifying as the sensation still assimilated somewhat at that age with the feeling of uncontrollably peeing.

Speechless, I nodded and was quickly back in her mouth. Before long I knew the moment was imminent and quickly warned her I was about to go. I heard her take a deep breath and I felt the uncontrollable peeing sensation. I could tell she was making some awkward swallowing attempts as I pulsed and she retained me in her mouth as she swallowed.

Obviously it was erotic, and still is thinking back, but also felt awkward after and embarrassing at the time.

Anyone relate?

Not embarrassed but so very pleasantly surprised. Until it happened, having a girl go down on me had been one those abstract concepts. We had met at a party and found a secluded room to make out. I was fondling her breasts over her clothes and getting no resistance, let my hand wander under her top to grope her more and then pushed her bra aside to touch her directly. She pulled away and I was afraid that I had offended her and she was ending the liaison. Instead she unfastened my pants and took me in her mouth. I had heard from more experienced friends how amazing a blowjob felt but was totally unprepared for the exquisite sensation. I did not last long before she captured and swallowed every drop. It was incredible and created a most wonderful, enduring memory.

I was so embarrassed I gave her 15 minutes to knock that shit off!

Well, giving my first blowjob was embarrassing.

My first was unexpected but certainly not embarrassing, why on earth would it be? It happened in her car in the pitch dark. We were kissing and I had my hand up her skirt inside her panties fingering her, and she had unzipped me and was slowly rubbing my cock. All of a sudden she stopped kissing and moved her head down, it was so dark I had no idea what she was doing until totally unexpectedly she took me in her mouth. The feeling was so intense and pleasurable and unexpected that I knew I had no control and would climax very quickly. I told her I was about to climax and thought she might move her mouth away, but she stayed with it and I ejaculated in her mouth. She had a little difficulty with the semen as it was her first time too but eventually managed to swallowed it…

Well, giving my first blowjob was embarrassing.

How so? 😃

I've never received one, but most of my fantasies involve this instead of penis to vagina sex. Especially a high-suction tongue swirl.

Well, giving my first blowjob was embarrassing.

How so? 😃

Yeah, Don't tease us! We want to hear it.

Are you serious……i love getting head

Not my first blowjob; but I was definitely embarrassed when, by accident, I ended up ejaculating inside my girlfriend's mouth. She had expressed that she did not want this. She was alternating hand and mouth, and she took me in my mouth unexpectedly as I was nearing ejaculation. She did not take it badly, since it was accidental.

Neither of my female partners gave me one, but after switching to fellas the second guy I did, he'd administered the first. I was 35 at the time.

We were both nude and totally comfortable in our manhood.

Not embarrassing at all. It was my next door neighbor. Both of us were 10 years old. It was a weekend sleep over and we were playing strip poker. At the time both of us were naked and were making up things that the looser had to do. One of them It was either a blow job or ten spanks on each butt cheek. He lost the first hand so I opted for a blow job. Both of us were already stiff so I got up from my chair. He got on his knees and without any hesitation he took my little boyhood into his mouth and started licking and sucking. The feeling was to say the least delightful after about three minutes he took it out of his mouth. I didn't cum that time but did after several more hands of the game. By the time we were done, our little tiushies were bright red and tingeing. Every thing that happened was very natural neither of us were embarrassed at all.

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Well, some of it was embarrassing.

I grew up in a rural and hyper-conservative / hyper-religious community. I was the youngest in my family by many years and my Bible-thumping father routinely beat the crap out of me as a kid. Unforgivable sins were laziness, fornication, homosexuality, and back talk (my father was certain that i was guilty of all of them, but by the time of this story - i was 15 - i was only guilty of the last one).

Anyway, after my mother died it became routine for us to go over to a deacon's house after services for Sunday dinner. This family was all-in on church: the deacon and his 16 year old daughter sang in in the choir and the mother taught Sunday school. The daughter - Ruth - was a year older than me and was active in about every church extra-curricular activity. She was about 5'4" and a little heavy, maybe 140 pounds? She was a paragon of church youth group virtue and was also popular in school.

Anyway, one summer Sunday afternoon while the adults sat on the porch drinking lemonade, Ruth told her parents that we were going to go listen to records - I think they all figured that it would all be gospel. Indeed, the first record was some Christian-folk. After that she asked me what kind of music I liked. I said that I liked most kinds of music believing that to say Pink Floyd would probably get me a lecture on values and Hell. She surprised me by saying that she really liked The Who and pulled out the album Quardraphenia. She put some more Christian folk on the tape deck to play through the speakers and plugged headphones into a splitter so that we both could listen to The Who while wholesome music played for anyone who might hear. She surprised me again by firing up some reefer.

In no time my head was swimming beautifully with the rythmns and melodies of the album. Between sides 2 and 3 she left to get some snacks and when she got back she sat beside me on the sofa and we chatted. I have to admit - I was a shy kid and had never even been on a date (plus, everyone thought i was gay because i was what they referred as “a delicate kid” after my mother died).

Anyway, before starting side 3, she said “Fred, I think you're cooler than people think.” She put some more Christian music on the speakers, started side 3 on the headphones. We drifted off into Pete Townshend's guitar. During the instrumental on side four, Ruth gets up and dances a bit - I just sit and watch.

The last song on the album is “Love Reign O'er Me” and as it starts she lifts the headphone off of one ear and says “I just love this song” then she kisses me and shoves her tongue in my mouth (yes, my first real kiss!). We kiss long and hard, our tongues exploring each other's mouths.

Needless to say, I'm hard as blued steel at this point. After our kiss, she looks at my lap and says something that i couldn't hear (I'm wearing headphones, duh) but I'm somewhat mortified that my erection is so visible through my church trousers. Before I could move or say anything Ruth is unbuckling my belt and un-zipping my pants. Pulling my dick out with one hand she looks at me with a mischievous smile kisses the tip of it. She the proceeds to give me an incredible blow job in sync with the rising and falling of the music - her intensity increasing as Roger Daltrey's voice intensifies, rising and falling with the orchestral back up music (and through it all, her big headphones stayed in place). Through a combination of the reefer, the music, and Ruth's skills i cum at the crescendo of the song and Ruth takes it all.

After we recover and the music is over (and my pants are fastened back up) Ruth makes it clear that we are not boyfriend/ girlfriend but just two friends who had some fun - and to not breathe a word of it to anyone. Of course I wouldn't. My old man would definitely beat the shit out of me if he heard about me smoking reefer or fornicating with a fine and innocent Christian girl like Ruth.

As we put everything away and started back to rejoin everyone in the back yard, I asked her what she said before she unbuckled my belt. She said “I said 'I knew you weren't a queer'." (Such was my reputation throughout my school years). That was probably the most embarrassing part - that, and all told, it was only a five minute song.

Ruth and I never dated, but over the next couple of years we did hang out together a few times.

Sometimes when I hear that song, I wonder if they wrote it specifically to accompany a blow job.

First time was not embarrassing at all!! In fact, it was so wonderful! I had fantasized about getting one for so many years before my first time getting one, and when this special lady worked her way down on me it was a mind blasting experience. I will never forget how much she enjoyed it also as it was her first time giving one also.

The last song on the album is “Love Reign O'er Me”

Good song. Now every time I listen to it, I'll think of your post. Thanks for that!

Blow jobs have always been a bit disappointing - maybe I have just been unlucky in my blowjob partners but my first was in a car with my gf before taking her home in the evening. We never had full sex but we in our innocent ways managed to get each other very hot. We played with each other slipping our hands in each others pants and her pussy used to get so wet while she often made me come in her hands. For my birthday she promised a special treat and asked me to make sure my penis was well washed. What anticipation ….. It was dark and this time she took my penis out and lowered her head to my lap. She licked it and then took it in her mouth. I was very worried about coming and it wasn't long before I was on the verge. I said I'm coming I'm coming and tried to take it out but she kept in there and took it all. I don't think she liked the taste - she jumped out of the car and spat it out. She didn't do it again …. but we went our separate ways not too long after anyway.

Good song. Now every time I listen to it, I'll think of your post. Thanks for that!

If you get the chance, see if you can match up your next blow job with with the song. They go well together 😄

For whatever reason, I never remembered my first blow job. I remember the woman and subsequent blow jobs from her but not the first. I was in my early twenties when it happened.

Somewhat related, I do remember the first time I went down on a girl. She thought it disgusting, and in hindsight, she also did not understand her anatomy. We were 19.

I remember my first blowjob - I was terrified and kept screaming: “Stop It Some More!!!!!”

For whatever reason, I never remembered my first blow job. I remember the woman and subsequent blow jobs from her but not the first. I was in my early twenties when it happened.

Maybe you don't remember it because you didn't quite understand or know how to interpret the new feelings it brought to you.

@MissStress

Alas it was nothing so dramatic, it was probably late at night and simply one of the moves she used during sex and the night just blended into one blur of sexual pleasures for me. She was more experienced than I was too. I do remember reaching for the condoms and she telling me she was on the Pill.

I wish I could answer this question, but I have never had a complete blowjob before at least not long enough to cum from it. I have had some oral from my wife many years ago, but she never really liked to do oral on me, although she sure loved me doing it on her and frankly I loved doing it to her, too.

My first time receiving oral sex was most certainly not embarrassing. It was a first time for me receiving and for my girlfriend giving. I thought it a lovely gesture and sign of how willing she was to go to engage in various kinds of sexual activities.

That said, it was not my preferred kind of activity. It never did all that much for me sexually other than showing enthusiasm and a desire to please me.

Not at all, it was wonderful. She drank every drop and then kissed me.

It was not embarrassing. It felt so damn good, but I came almost immediately. The second one lasted much longer.

I dont remember the 1st time I received a blowjob…..really dont.

I know it was my 1st girlfriend, but when and how was it….. 😢

Za

I wasn’t embarrassed at all but I was very excited and a bit worried that we might get caught as my girlfriend was doing it to me on the street behind a silver Mercedes. It was dark though as it was after a night out and I walked her home. She stopped me about one street away from here house and pushed me behind the parked car got down on her knees and undid my flies and started sucking me. I was standing not quite believing what was happening at the save time looking around in case anyone was about.

Mine was definitely not embarrassing. It was from the older woman that took my virginity. We met up and she hoppein my truck and went to a motel room I had rented. She got so excited, she stripped off her clothes and then took off mine. She gently pushed me back to sit on the bed and started kissing me. After a few minutes of kissing, she said your going to enjoy this. She slowly dropped to her knees and started rubbing my cock and then she took me in her mouth. I had never felt so good as she worked her way up and down oh so slow ( I told her she took my virginity a couple days after it happened) so I wouldn't blow to soon. And when the feeling started, I said I'm going to cum, she started going faster. I said here I cum thinking she would take it out, but she sucked even more till I blew. She sucked me dry and crawled up next to me and wispered how was your first one. I replied so good. She told me I tasted better than her husband.

Frank

It wasn't embarrassing at all, it was enjoyable!

19 years old, not quite a virgin, but close. In a latrine in Cu Chi one of the housemaids cleaning the place asked if I wanted a ‘suckee.’ I had never had a blow job - lots of hand jobs in high school - so this was something not to be passed up. I paid her 5 dollars in MPC and she pushed me down on one of the latrine seats and nearly ripped off my fatigue pants. I was embarrassed since I had not showered in days, but she had my cock in her mouth before I knew it. She was a great cocksucker (I know that now) and she stroked my balls as she sucked. In about 30 seconds of this I knew I was about to cum and didn't know if I should pull out, but I erupted in her mouth. She was a real pro and took it all in her mouth, but then spit it on the latrine floor. I was embarrassed by my premature ejaculation, but she seemed happy that the job was over and done in less than a minute. Easy money for her! Ahhh, if only to be young and full of cum again!

If you get the chance, see if you can match up your next blow job with with the song. They go well together 😄

I think she might have taken you out for a spin just to see if you were gay since you had that reputation. She put you to the test!