I have some random, not necessarily related thoughts and questions about enemas.
As a gay bottom, most of my experience with enemas has been just the practical side of clean out. i have a twelve inch silicon enema nozzle and built in hose with a separate valve in my walk in shower.
The practical side of enemas is not the least bit exciting to me, probably and mostly because they are self administered and never really done for their own sake, but as clean out before sex for my Top.
The sexual side of enemas, on the other hand, is endlessly erotic and exciting to me, my imagination is fertile and my backside fantasies abound, but they are sterile without a partner. Solo play leaves me feeling empty and wanting, so i typically eschew it. i say "typically" because, hope springs eternal and i have a drawer full of toys purchased for my fantasy, someday hoped for, Top (it'll be like christmas for Him).
So, here i am looking for input from my expert friends. Where do you guys buy kinky, but useful, enema stuff? i've been looking around for double inflatable nozzles and colon tubes, but have been surprised by the lack of choice? i usually have pretty good success on Amazon with toys, but the only double balloon nozzle i have found there is the "Clear Stream" that gets really poor reviews (about half of the reviewers give it the worst rating?) i like the idea of it, but want something that works? Searching around Zity i've found some info on supplies that look great, but are EU sourced, which i suppose i could buy from if that's the only choice, but shipping and time, money exchange would all be easier buying in the US?
Would appreciate suggestions you might have re what you've found exciting to use and where to get it?