I've always been a fan of desperation wetting. It seems to heighten all the senses when it comes to diaper wearing. I'm diapered up for the day or bed time nice and dry. Knowing that the time is coming where I'll reach the point of no return and end up soaking wet.
When I was younger, I could never enjoy a full on wetting as the thrill of my diapers made it to where I could only dribble at best. But old age has changed that. The sexual thrill of diapers has faded enough to let the "fun" of diapers take on a whole new dimension. With old age came enlarged prostate and the problem of "overactive bladder". Being a serious DL, I have embraced my newfound issue and incorporated into my diaper time. While before I'd have to wait forever for the moment when a soaking could happen only to have a meager little dampening of my diaper. I'd have to stand and force myself to not think about the thick padding between my legs. I'd have to daydream about things that really didn't make a full on wetting enjoyable. Then, finally I could strenuously force a little pee. It was actually really frustrating. UGH!
Now, I'm retired and can to wear my diapers and plastic pants whenever I want. Full time wearing has taken the extreme edge of the thrill off. That and the overactive bladder has opened up a whole new experience. I now know what it's like to have a real accident. All it takes is not going to the bathroom before leaving the house. Within an hour the need to go hits me. It's sudden and without any warning. I can withstand it for only a short time. I know that depending where I'm at, I'm going to have a "real" accident.
I fight for just a minute more before my bladder wins. Then, I absolutely flood my diaper. No dribble here. It's a full on pee going everywhere soaking. The feeling is out of this world. There's the fear of a serious leak, and humiliation of knowing you really couldn't fully control yourself. Also, being it's not a dribble the sensation of hot wetness spreading all through my diaper at once is almost enough to make me grab my diaper front even in public. After that when I've finally finished wetting there's great feeling of relief. That Ahhhhh moment when all that stress of holding goes away. It's replaced with the 'oh god, I'm gonna leak" and yes, that has happened. Fortunately it's after a previous wetting. But the embarrassing "walk of shame" knowing there's a telltale dark spot on your pants iis still there.
Another fun thing is feeling the uncomfortable sopping wet spots in my diaper disappear into a nice warm damp heavy diaper. The cloth soaks up the wetness and spreads it to areas that seconds before were dry. I do this mind freeze just enjoying the entire experience. It's even better out in public where you know there's a chance of diaper failure and being discovered your a diaper wetter.
So, yes resist as long as you can. The results are outstanding.
There's that old saying; Good things come to those who wait......