Enjoy 'holding back' a BM and then using laxatives?

Does anyone else enjoy holding back a BM for a few days until you feel really full and totally bunged up, then taking a laxative (either oral or suppository) and then continuing to try and hold back the urge to go?

I regularly will goa few days without having a BM and when urges come along I manage to supress them until they subside. This way I can go for a few days and feel very bloated in my lower abdomen.

Once I am ready - normally when I have time to be able to enjoy it, I will take a laxative and allow it to work its magic. Then I know that in a few hours or so I will be needing to pass a BM really bad, but I will continue to fight the urge and try to hold back.

I really enjoy feeling my full bowel cramping and the stool pushing against my anus trying to escape.

When I know I can not hold back any longer I allow myself to use the toilet and enjoy the feeling of my very full bowel emptying, always amazed at how large the stools are. I always feel so good afterwards.

I want to try a Dulcolax suppository one day when I have been holding up for a few days, but not yet had the courage to try. I don't think I will last long trying to hold it.

I am very much into you going at least a week without having a BM and then trying different suppositories. The problem is that most of the time I usually don't eat healthy or enough food in a day so my BM there usually small. The ones that I found that work the best for me are Fleet glycerin suppositories that I have melted down and reshaped in ice cube trays that way I get more glycerin in one go. Then I will use my dildo to shove it as far in my bowels as I can. But for me it's not necessarily the full feeling that I get in my rectum but the cramping I get in my stomach that I enjoy.

I don't often actively hold back, but when I'm busy, I'm more than happy to postpone going. And when it turns out that I need a laxative, all the better 😃. I use different types of suppositories or enemas, depending on my mood.

I get "vacation constipation" naturally. If I'm on travel, it can be an entire week before nature calls. When it does, it's like I'm wrapping it around the bowl twice. Very full, dilating, and long lasting. Heavenly and blissful.

But it can also be potential for embarrassment. Once that "moment you can't ignore" arrived after I got back to the office from a business trip, so I got up to go to the men's room only to find it had been closed for repair, and I had to go all the way to the other end of the building and one floor down to seek refuge. The whole way I'm clenching my butt cheeks, doing deep breathing, thinking about baseball, anything to prevent dropping ordnance prematurely. I barely made it there, desperately fumbling with my belt buckle, trouser button and zipper as that massive telephone pole baby was already crowning. It seemed to take 30 seconds to emerge in its entirety; an amazing BM I won't soon forget.