Redemption the movie

First of all let me apologize for not posting the video here but i do not want to get into any trouble from the administrator. The video is a 20 min video story following a young girl. She Accidentally causes a car accident that ends the life of her father and her mother ends up resenting her for it. Well the guilt she feels causes her to start wetting the bed and the video shows how her mother reacts, and she reacts badly. The reason i am not posting the video is like i said i do not want to get into any trouble. However I would like this post to be responded to from time to time to keep it near the top so hopefully the admin sees it. And for the admin, if you want to see the video, post a reply and tell me the name to send the link to and if you feel the video is ok to post then i will let you post it.

I watched the video and immediately thought of posting it here. the person who told me about the video also mentioned that he heard they may be making a full length film for it.

Well pyskira it was a very sad video and i watched the hwole thing not that there was a anything pedohile abut it but i dont think it would fit here for this place but thats my opinion and dont take offense to it please!!! but it was kinda hard to watch a kid get abused like that even though it was only mental abuse and not sexual it was horrible to watch that pretend or not.

It is at the very least shocking to see, I saw this video a while back and eventhough it's a story depicting someone's account, it is hard to watch.

Luvs It.

It was educational and sad in some parts.

but if i had the chance to step into her shoes i would take it.

Ok., I understand the fantasy part of your wanting to be embaressed and diapered by mommie. but man this kid was abused in life thats not cool i know its a fantasy to be made to wear them but think about what you said this kid got the shit knocked out of her and her mom abused her to the point that this kid killed her mom and tried to kill herself because it messed her up so bad!!! do you really think you wan that now?? i think not if you relay think about it deep inside. it was abuse and wrong to treat this kid this way. Maybe diapers where the answer to help but not to punish them for something they cannot help in life. think about what you said and you will see this is not a fantasy to want. The forced diapering maybe but the ass kicking and humiliation never needs to be brought on a kid for any reason ever. they are helpless and cannot change their situation at least legally that is. If I ever saw a parent try this in front of me to a kid for bed wetting well lets just say the [parents will need diapers on them when I'm done because I will scare the living shit out of them for doing that to a kid. if its the kids desire to be i diapers then god bless them but to force a kid into daytime diapers for punishment and humiliation is wrong period.

WOW, what can i say... that was, a lot of things. It really got to me. Im amazed. Too stunned for words really. Im glad you psted that up.

This is an unfouronate event that happens in everyday life. but as you said Sandy0450 i would also find it hard, nearlly impossible to stop myself from getting involved

There's a lot of hard truth in that video. It's very sad and people don't know how they are affecting kids for the rest of their lives, and also how they will interact with their children there after.

Luvs It.

I think everyone should see the full length film. It would be a good thing for all. Now I have been in diapers for my entire life due to medical reasons but still let people know what it is like to have to live like this to never use a toilet EVER.

Certainly educational on the aspect of abuse and punishments for bedwetting. Many here certainly have it ring true at least to an extent - few I imagine have resorted to this extent, however. This certainly is a well done short.

Abuse takes many shapes and forms in the life of so many - not simply diapers for bedwetters. I feel for all who have had to deal with this from others in the past. We hear so often that the abused become abusers...I imagine abuse can lead to that OR to many other reactions.

I wonder if it wouldn't be healthy to have a thread or entire section on this or other diaper sites for those who have gone through abuse to share their stories and know that others either share similar history or at least care.

I find it amazing how abusive people can be to there own children I typically dont condone violence but the mom got what she deserved you can only pus people so far thanx for posting the link.

I watched that movie and it made me so depressed. I never knew diapers could be a horrible way to punish a poor child.

Oh yea i watched this before and in the end she killed her mother. Hmm is such a sad story 😢

I have not seen it, but judging by what I read in people's replies to it, I must say it is sad and apalling that the mother would do such a thing. If in the end of the video, as stated in the post before me, she kills the mother, I must say "Good for her, the mother deserved it." Mental abuse is just as bad as Physical abuse. Mental abuse is, in my opinion, worse than physical because anyone can practically get away with it and it does a fair amount of damage.

I work with children, so this really struck me. There are thresholds to punishing children, and parents need to recognize them. A punishment is designed to be a deterrent from certain behaviors, but when it hurts a child in such a profound manner, it loses its resolve. Punishment should never leave a scar, physical or psychological.

This movie does an amazing job illustrating the extremes some parents go to control their children. Thank you for sharing this with us.

Indy films usually aren't known for high production value or quality and this is no exception. Probably one of a kind as far as films go but it played out like a bad diaper story that has been re-written and mangled a thousand times. It could have been worse but it also could have been much better.

Does anyone know the name of this movie? it was on myspace and it had a girl whose father had died in a car wreck. her mother blamed her for everthing and she started to wet the bed. her mother puts her back in diapers and forces her to wear them everywhere. one day the little girl has enough and murders her mother. later on she still wears diaper and is caught by her husband who think nothing about it.

i saw this movie about a year ago and i wnat to find it again. i think it was on myspace and i thought the name had something to do with retribution or something ... anyone know.

It is called Redeption i am familiar with it

If by sad you mean pathetically transparent... I wouldn't go so far as to say that this short flick had a hidden agenda, because it was not terribly hidden except under a thin layer of mushy excuses.

The explanation as to why this 'true story' is not to be found discussed by media sources is flimsy at best; because she was a minor it was sealed? How many child tales have been accounted for by the news who simply leave the child anonymous-plenty. So why not this one? Because this is not based on someone's true life story, but rather the writer/director's cheap fantasy that happens to involve exploitation of a child. Allow me to point out specific indicators that reveal this.

The voice-over monologue is nothing but fluffy and ambiguous slop usually found on Hallmark cards. There is nothing profound in any of it, nothing life-telling, not much of it really focuses on the story. The only reason you are able to ascertain that there is a story is through the blatant, spoon-feeding by a few rushed scenes at the beginning and the end. Everything in the middle is masturbatory material for the writer.

The music selected to play in the background of certain scenes (one specially noted moment during the 'first forced diapering' is inconsistent and less than fitting for the supposed atmosphere of abuse that one would assume he is trying to convey) is never terribly relevant; like the cheap monologue the music is secondary in interest towards this project and it shows. Because the creator's mind is elsewhere, that's why these details are empty and lack relevance in the finished piece.

There are also the specifically chosen angles, the duration of specific shots and most apparent are the scenarios selected throughout this piece of smut; almost every scene of abuse revolves completely around commonly stated fantasies that you will find inundating every diaper fetish community message board. Think about it: forced diapering, forced regression, humiliation, uncontrollable bed-wetting, for God's sake he even doctored the diaper to have the cheap, knock-off tape design on the waist-band to appear more infantile! All of this, and then in the end she receives acceptance in regards to her wearing as an adult-who here doesn't pine for that again and again throughout the forum?

It's not a real movie, it's not even a short, it's an exploitation flick and those who were involved probably never had a clue because it doesn't stand out to those who do not have an interest in this particular fetish. Kind of the way that one practitioner of BDSM can sniff out another practitioner of such; it's fairly easy (especially in this medium) to sniff out your own kind and then determine their agenda, and Michael Bryson is a pedo diaper fetishist.

If you disagree, I challenge you to refute these specific points, or point me in the direction of some further proof into this (gasp) film that might persuade me to believe otherwise; until then I shall remain confident that my perspective on this is not skewed, but right on.

Dreamer, I still wonder how I ended up with this interest too. There really is nothing obvious in my childhood, I just have been curious about wearing a diaper for as long as I can remember. The only condition that I know about myself that might have played a part is that I have Aspergers. And I've always had a fascination for recording stuff and looking back at the past. I've scanned a ton of old family photos, I take many today with my camera, I worked on yearbook in high school. I videotape many of the sports games for my school. So while I now know it's rare for people to have memories from when they were a baby but that always bothered me.

If you were the youngest and had to agree to be the baby, how did you get a diaper to wear?

I have played the video about 5 times now and I can't get it out of my head. I am sure you all believe that what we are seeing is a re-enactment so I'm not upset at viewing it, but I know it may be a true story. In that case I am truly sorry for the child. I too come from an abusive home yet survived and I am making my own way in life. as near as I can tell the only lasting effects are my love of diapers,(not so bad) fear of confrontation, ( not so good) and co-Dependantcy-(don't want to be alone).

I would like to be her - from wear I am now, but at the age I was threatened with diapers and did my best to avoid being diapered( I was never diapered after age 4) well not by any one but myself. As a child I am sure it is traumatizing and I know I would not have like it in the least back then. But because I know that no one is being hurt in the making of this film , it's like watching any other movie, I think it's great. Some one has put my fantasy on tape.

I went through a lot worse abuse for not being toilet trained and then caught wearing my brothers' plastic pants, which was back around 1952-3 and I was around three and ever since then I have wanted to be a baby and hopefullywould have been adopted by a family that was a lttle more supportive and nurturing to my baby side. It has not just become a lifestyle with me, it what I am. I would like to have playful yet naughty fun with my babyness too

Dspsbldpr, I do agree with you on all points except one. Why do you call Michel Bryson a pedo - because he used a child in the film to portray a child? Yes I know that there are plenty in the community that will use this flick to masturbate to, Well it is a fantasy for many of us, isn't ? There is not nudity and what a person is turned on by does not constitute pedophilia. I know the net has been pretty much cleaned up of children in diaper shots but not because it is illegal but in poor taste or perhaps border line. I think a true pedo could get off on a fully cloth really cute looking child, does that mean we should sensor all child images ? I suppose "we" may recognize the intention here or believe we know it but it may not seem that way for all. Consider this, a person who knows nothing about AB/DL , what do think they would understand this film is about?

For me, every time I see an older child in diapers I wish it were me and nothing more. I do wish I could have had the experience of being diapered after potty training but mist out on my opportunity. If I had been diapered at any age from 5 to 15, and had a picture of me in diapers, I would proudly display that photo for all to see. As it is the earliest photo of me is when I was 25 with a Poliroid , who remembers what they are.

Well this is just my simple mind at work and I hope I didn't offend any one and excuse me if if you think I am wrong or way off base. But I just don't see how a person could tell this story on film with out the use of a child to play the part of a child. I am not outraged at all by this film. I just hope the child actor was well compensated for her part.

I'm calling him a pedo due to the appearance of motives. To simply utilize a child in something in and of itself is not pedophilia, even though you are correct-for everything created, someone out there could potentially masturbate to it. However, if the person who gets off on the situation is, in fact, the person creating the scenario-solely for this purpose-then I call that pedophilia.

Think of children like JonBenét Ramsey in the beauty pageants. If the parents, or whomever is involved are simply there because child beauty pageants is where their interest lies in a non-offensive way, then so be it. But let's say that you have some pervert organizing the details, and he suggests that they have a childrens beauty pageant swimsuit two-piece swimsuit edition. Perhaps nobody picks up on the ulterior motive here, but there is one, and that person is a pedophile who is operating, for the most part, under the radar except perhaps to others who have similar interests-they can call it when they see it.

Back to this video. Sure, I agree with you again that being diaper enthusiasts does make us ultra sensitive to things like this and what motivations could be potentially misconstrued. On the other hand though, if you pay close attention to the devices used in the video (the specificity of camera shots, props, etc.) you'll start to notice something: In the entirety of the video there is no actually content other than a child forced into diapers and humiliated. Like stated before, the voice over is comprised of two-bit Hallmark fluff that anyone could write in their sleep; it has no real meaning, but it sounds terribly profound (and cliche). The music has no motivation and is almost completely inappropriate; somebody wanting to truly convey strong emotion in a video of any nature would have payed more attention to this-but this wasn't the motivation behind this. Everything was rushed to get to the gold in this video-and then it drags and drags.

All of this screams of very specific intent on behalf of the creator. A person is not likely to get away with making a video that is so blatantly exploitative and thrusting it out there without risking getting caught, but if they hide the true nature under fluff and misunderstanding it might just work. Then, when people see it, even if they might suspect something they will be hard pressed to provide any proof against him beyond the fact that perhaps he's just ulterly incompetent as a filmmaker.

Unfortunately the burden of proof is mine, and as I am no lawmaker or lawyer I haven't really much a clue as to what could bypass this charade and get this thing removed and him dealt with appropriately. I also fear that, due to its nature, the person who might be able to do something would be very unlikely to ever happen upon it as it is fairly buried and not something that most would consider finding.

I'm pointing an accusing finger at him because of intent, as it is displayed in the entirety of that video, pure and simple.

I agree with that. I HATE that stupid movie. The narrator does nothing but repeat herself the entire time. It is an incredibly common and cliche fantasy and nothing more. How many of you dream about having a slightly abusive "mommy" who forces you into diapers and uses every chance she gets to humiliate you?

To me, this classifies as child porn. It's not meant to warn viewers of the dangers of child abuse or whatever the hell it's disguised as; it's sexually exploiting a child. Why is this popular? And more importantly, why hasn't the s.o.b. who created it doing at least some jail time?

For the rest of you who continue to support this trash video: I find it rather telling that the one link provided here is now dead, cut off by the site that hosted this filth because it violated the TOS. I would like to put in a vote that, in the future, should anyone post a link to this video in these forums that it be removed and the thread containing it be wiped. Enough is enough; it doesn't take a damned rocket scientist to see this thing for what it is.

This is very close to what actually happened to me although I was six and I never ever wanted to kill my Mother. I confronted my mother once later in life for making me wear diapers and humiliating me and she answered me with: well it cured you of wetting the bed. Sadly this event affects me to the core of my being. Perhaps the "pedophile" filmmaker was similarly treated when he was a child and this film is therapy to him

Although I think that that film is trash, when my mom found my stash of plastic pants she ripped half of them to sheds beas she made watch as she called them disgusting and made put the rest of them one one pair on top of the other while spanked with a wooden spoon and no thick cloth diapers to absorb the pain then having one pair at a time bieng pulled by the leg bands till they ripped and told that if she ever found me wearing or hiding plasic panties she would send me to a shrink, When she got to the last pair she ripped apart the side seams on both sides and asked me how I liked plastic baby pants now. I was crying and told her how much I hated her and I wished she was dead,. While she still is my mom, I've never been able to feel close to her at all.

The film is exploitation of our lifestyle. We seek the why and the how of who we are, we are voyeurs of this type of material and anything related. We want to know why did some one decide to put us back in diapers, buy plastic pants for us, baby us, introduce us to this condition. Is it our fault? Because in that question we accept blame and guilt. What event brought us here? Is it because that we were between the ages of 4 and 18 when diapering may be construed as child abuse, or sexual exploitation so no one acknowledges that it happens. Diaper companies don't put youth sized diaper on retail schelves. Why? Parents buy them by the case from health care suppliers. Is it that a professional is the only one to able treat a bedwetter? Where we came from is clocked in secrecy and we want to find out!!That is why we say that "It is not your Fault" and it is time to get over it and enjoy the benefits. Your parents and loved ones, will not allow you to escape the guilt. The same thing happened in the gay community and although we are not the same, we are the same, and can only hope for the same coming out.

A thousand pardons, I was not attempting to be coy as you put it, and I agree that this is a load of crap. But I did live through a similar experience, and I am fucked up because of that experience,and since a part of that fucked up-ness is fantasizing about just such a scenario as portrayed in this thinly veiled pornographic pipe dream. I merely pointed out that the filmmaker may have been using this film as some sort of self therapy. I know I would probably have killed myself long ago had it not been for my ability to fantasize about that which so affected me in real life. What are all these stories and discussions if not an attempt to feel better about ourselves?(Therapy) By the way I admire your mind!