To role-play or not!

So - I have always had a strong medical fetish. Always thought I was alone on this - till I discovered this and other groups. The thought of having a in-command female realistic play doctor perform a basic medical exam without wild or extreme aspects provides an anxiety, yet such a rush - it is hard to explain - at least for me. And that is my problem. I have tried to carefully test to see if my spouse has any interest, but in 10 years - I have not been able to see any interest with her and this topic - my urge to explore the fetish is at a point were I feel I need to reach out to find a role play partner - but it's such a confusing dilemma. Besides the aspect of how to locate a willing female play doctor that is understanding and can relate ( I do not want the experience to lead to something more), its the other part of me saying don't do it... Anyone else going thru or have gone thru this same issue? This is the first time I have actually expressed my feelings in any form so openly - I hope this does not sound stupid!

. . . .I have tried to carefully test to see if my spouse has any interest, but in 10 years - I have not been able to see any interest with her and this topic - my urge to explore the fetish is at a point were I feel I need to reach out to find a role play partner - but it's such a confusing dilemma. Besides the aspect of how to locate a willing female play doctor that is understanding and can relate ( I do not want the experience to lead to something more), . . .

You should see this thread:

http://www.zity.biz/index.php?mx=forum;ox=display;topic=88390

I made a few posts there.

I had to smile when you said you don't want the experience to lead to something more.

Most welcomes to newbies say there is no question that's too dumb to ask.

Keep putting it on this wonderful site

Good luck with your search for a female play doc should you choose to persue your thoughts. They are as rare as rocking horse dung!

Have you try the classifieds buddy?. you should post and ad there

You just have to keep searching and talking to people. There is someone that would love to play with you the hardest part is just looking for them.