Going from DL to AB

I was wondering how many of us started out being diaper lovers and over time became adult babies. I started out with only being diapered and a snug pair of plastic pants being the ultimate turn on to where there's nothing more thrilling than being dressed up as a diapered 2 year old sissygirl and treated as such. A heavy dose of humiliating and various punishments along with it.

I realize now that ABDL for me is an addiction. I always seem to want to take it to the next level. Starting in my teens with just diapers, I gradually kept adding new aspects. It's a logical step from diapers to a baby bottle, then pacifier, add a rattle, baby food, on and on. Each with an opportunity to explore new humiliations and punishments.

So now the only limits are social decorum and consideration for my partner. There's baby dresses, rompers, onesies, dozens of diapers and plastic pants and every baby item I can think of.

.Soon my big sized baby crib will be finished and I'll be put down like any other infant. Any others find being a Diaper Lover is turning into slippery slope to Adult Baby?

I've met many who practice the discipline to not let their love of or problem of diapers grow into anything more then just that. I how ever don't know for sure if I was Dl before Ab but I can assume I was from the bits of memory I can still recall. I became an AB rather fast and almost without any warning. I don't want to go into details about as it's personal but I'd say as early as 14 to 15 I started to enjoy the babying, comfort, and care of the AB life. Could be other reasons I started to enjoy it but I honestly can't be sure; to many variables. I don't much care for the regression aspect of AB merely the feeling of comfort and security that comes with it.

Diapers are a gateway garment, and they try and get us all addicted from the start.

Luvs It, I guess that means we'll soon see things like ads to "diaper responsibly" and things like "diaper permits" to make sure there's no diaper abuse. We'll have to show ID that we're over 21! EEK!! ....RUN! it's the diaper police...

Luvs it and Metoo, this is funny and almost true. Sorry sir but that diaper does not meet dsha specifications. It must be worn with a onesie or rompers to properly conform. 🙄

I was wondering how many of us started out being diaper lovers and over time became adult babies. I started out with only being diapered and a snug pair of plastic pants being the ultimate turn on to where there's nothing more thrilling than being dressed up as a diapered 2 year old sissygirl and treated as such. A heavy dose of humiliating and various punishments along with it.

I realize now that ABDL for me is an addiction. I always seem to want to take it to the next level. Starting in my teens with just diapers, I gradually kept adding new aspects. It's a logical step from diapers to a baby bottle, then pacifier, add a rattle, baby food, on and on. Each with an opportunity to explore new humiliations and punishments.

So now the only limits are social decorum and consideration for my partner. There's baby dresses, rompers, onesies, dozens of diapers and plastic pants and every baby item I can think of.

.Soon my big sized baby crib will be finished and I'll be put down like any other infant. Any others find being a Diaper Lover is turning into slippery slope to Adult Baby?

I think there's a wide scale with AB on one end and DL on the other and most of us fall somewhere in the middle, and move back and forth as time goes on.

At least that's how it was for me. I started out being mostly DL, then for several years I explored the AB side of it--playing with baby toys, drinking baby formula out of a bottle, even tried baby food once. I also tried crawling, getting spanked, all that stuff. I found that I didn't really like most of those things but it was something I just had to try at the time. After much experimentation I have pretty much decided that as far as AB goes, I sometimes like having a paci stuck in my mouth but that's about it.

And I guess if you want to add a third dimension to all of this, you could add "Sissy" to the scale. Most of my plastic pants are very "sissy" looking and I also have a couple of pairs of very "sissy" diaper covers. I'm not always into this, most of the time I just like being in my wet, smelly, and sometimes loaded diapers. But now and then I get in a "sissy" mood and take it in that direction for a while.

Bottom line is, there are lots of aspects to this wonderful fetish and you need to experiment with various "flavors" of it to really find out what you like. And once you do, keep on experimenting because it seems to change over time.

And is it addictive? Well, it can be, I guess. Honestly for me it's just something that's always been part of who I am--not something I just happened to discover and become addicted to. And for me it's never gotten out of hand. I've always been a "binge and purge" sort of ABDL. When I was young I'd go through the usual cycle of girlfriend-->I'm in love and no longer need my diapers-->throw away all of my diaper stuff-->break up with girlfriend-->go out and buy more diaper stuff-->love my diaper stuff for a while-->find new girlfriend-->repeat cycle.

Then I found a girl who accepts my ABDL side and it's become part of our lives. But I still go through cycles of going back and forth between being extremely into this then, not so much for a while. It's sort of leveled out over the last 10 years and now I generally wear and enjoy my diapers as much as possible on weekends and not so much during the week. But I no longer throw anything away. Now it all just goes back into the diaper box in the closet until next time.

I consider myself AB and DL. I do tend to fluctuate, so to speak, back and forth between the two. I love being in my diapers! The thicker the better! I like feeling babyish. In my mind i like being a baby, but being an adult and doing adult things. I imagine being babied, but also still doing adult things and carrying on my adult side at the same time. I still do just like to be babied and not doing anything adult related, but its enjoyable for me to be in my diapers and do whatever!

I started out with plastic pants and progressed into nappies but after I met my wife it was full baby mode with mummy making me clothes and buying them for me,as a baby I had no choice to wether I was a baby boy or baby girl.

For me it's purely DL. I relate to the 5 senses with it. Nothing about AB interests me. But, if you do I encourage it!

I think of myself as a nappy lover, its the plastic pants for me that are the big part of the fetish, i do have some things would be classed as being AB, I'd like to be a young child who still has wetting problems and my pants get the brunt of it.

I am mostly a DL, though there is a part of me from time to time that enjoys being treated like a child. Most of the time, I wouldn't classify it as "baby," as I would consider my preference to be along the lines of being treated like a 8-10 year old who wears diapers, i.e. still young enough to be disciplined and scolded, etc, but also fully "capable" mentally.

Me too I started out more into medical fetish and then read " diaper research..... I became fascinated by diapers after that

I feel that my original fascination was as a diaper lover. I loved to just wear the diaper and enjoy it a lot. Overtime it has moved fully to the AD/Dl side. I ended up adding things to my fetish over time and when I got married fully went to playing 3 different roles in my AB life from being humiliated as a little baby girl of around 8 to 12 months wearing me diapers, pink pacifiers, pink rubber pants, baby food and formula and bottles and being totally taken care of. To a 24 month old toddler that switches between boy and girl depending on my wife mood on that day. She will punish me and spank me and give me timeouts for being naughty baby. I love this as she really makes me feel like her little baby girl. The last age is a naughty 8 to 18 year old that wets the bed and is punished for wetting the bed and my pants. She loves to tease me and say since you are such a baby girl for wetting she will dress me in her panties, a diaper and a bra and panty house and take me out in public and make me wet in public and make comments about me wetting. She loves for me to suck on a big pink paci in the car. I love my AB/DL lifestyle.

Like with many, for me it is a mix as well. I've a few printed onesies that I love to wear when I am diapered up. I also have a pacifier, but I don't tend to use that very often. Mostly, I am my adult self when wearing. I don't regress. But I can enjoy being changed like a little baby a whole lot 😃 I've slept in a proper crib once, which I did enjoy.

I started as a D/L, before puberty, then I would get hard when in my diaper. Later when I was about 45 I was getting into AB as well. now at 70 I went shopping and wanted a new pacifier, as my wife has been throwing them out. Looking for a large baby size, I got as hard as I now get when I picked one off the shelf!! So now a AB/DL absolutely! ( I have been wearing my diaper / onesie shirt & drinking out of my baby bottle for many years as well!)

I would call myself a DL. I never thought much of the AB side until recently. I have always enjoyed the smell of baby powder and diapers but I never really had a deep connection like with wearing a diaper.

I was having a slight bedwetting episode recently and decided to wear a diaper to bed. I hadn't worn in a few months. As soon as I put it on I realized how much I missed wearing. I was laying in bed feeling my diaper. I had to pee so I let it go. Everything felt so right and I had this overwhelming urge to put my thumb in my mouth. I hadn't sucked my thumb in a long time. I used to secretly do it when I was younger for whatever reason but it hasn't crossed my mind in years. I slipped my thumb in my mouth and I melted. It was the most relaxed and soothed I'd been in ages. I fell right to sleep sucking away! When I woke up that was the first thing I thought about. I'm definitely going to incorporate thumb sucking back into my life. I'm also interested in trying an adult pacifier. I don't care too much about any other babyish things but ending the night with a disposable diaper and my thumb in my mouth sounds amazing. No one has to know.

I'm an adult baby and a diaper lover. Maybe I should say I was an adult baby. I was immature for my age and I had a Dom just got into that. I thought I was just going to be a naked c********* but we got into BDSM and then when I turned out to be a lot more submissive than what he thought he turned me into a baby. I wasn't even planning on it. If I had known about it I probably hadn't done.

But once I was pretty well at his place and would have had to call and have my mom bring me some clothes pick me up. Naked to go home and I didn't want to leave anyway cuz I really enjoyed being there. So I went along with it

I never dreamed that I'd love it like I did. I didn't like diapers for a good 8 months or so but damn I got another one.

I think of myself as mostly a diaper lover, but the truth is somewhat different. I still love to wear my diapers and rubber and go potty in them and once in a while make a mess just like when I was a kid, but in the over the past 20 years I have found myself enjoying some AB stuff. For example, I started buying colorful prefold diapers with various baby patterns, duckyhead diaper pins and rubber pants in a variety of colors and patterns. I even have some rumba pants with ruffles. A few years ago when I was wearing my diapers and rubber pants and receiving a massage, for some reason I just put my thumb in my mouth and started sucking when she left to get some warm towels and when she returned she started to giggle seeing me sucking my thumb so I just continued to suck for a while. After that I sucked my thumb every time she gave me a massage until one time she gave me a large pacifier and told me I should use this rather than my thumb because it would be better for my teeth. From then on I would bring the pacifier with me when she massaged me and she would always smile, give me kisses and tell me I was her good baby while she removed my wet diapers, cleaned my pee-pee and bottom and then began to massage me. My fiancee doesn't want me to suck on my pacifier because we are trying to induce lactation so I'm only allowed to use her nipples to suck on. I also rely entirely on my fiancee to change my diapers just like my mom did when I was little and that always puts me in a little space.

That is totally what happened to me. I was mostly a DL till about 5 years ago, then I started being more of an AB. Now I'm a sissy baby girl wearing pink frilly stuff and skirts.

I started wearing nappies and plastic pants. Then I came across magazine's about sissy babies and thought it would be nice to wear frilly baby pants and dresses

Long story short, I'm a medically urinary incontinent person. I became a DL from wearing 24/7.

A few years back I started stepping into the AB side. Started wearing AB/DL printed diapers, even the girlish and pink ones which I enjoy.

I have a few girlish training pants, using to air out while sitting on a chux pad occasionally. I guess I like

wearing AB/DL items for change and kink.

Then I purchased a couple of adult size pacifiers. I enjoyed them for awhile as well at the start. I no longer use or have them.

There have been many times wanting to get frillies, skirts, bottles and such. Then I remembered about the pacifiers and the money wasted.

I guess if I had a playmate(s) that could change. Doing it solo isn't that interesting to me at this point.

As for now, I'll just stick to wearing AB/DL diapers for the kink side. Who knows when things can change.

Dear happy lover, you sound practical and adventurous at the same time; add in a healthy curiosity and I think you must be quite interesting. Sorry the pacifiers lost their appeal for you but I’m not sure it is, or isn’t indicative of an AB interest. I know people who use pacifiers, or a surrogate, simply to calm nerves. Also , I suspect, there are a lot of men who have a fascination with softer, prettier items-supposedly many boys at some point experiment wearing mommy’s clothes or a sister’s panties…neither confirms an AB desire or a particular sexual preference. Might but not as well. You sound secure in who you are so enjoy what works for you and if AB desires present themselves enjoy and I hope you find a playmate. If you enjoy an occasional skirt—hey, they are comfortable (ask a Scot); just stay away from high heels they hurt the feet!!! Nice post, thanks.

Lonbaby

Ionbaby- thank you for your post. I want to be practical, I like to be adventures. I like change in most things. Here's my story from the beginning. Not in full detail because I don't write books.

I want to make it very clear about myself being a medically incontinent person and a DL. I've been incontinent for over 12 years now from a spinal cord injury.

A little history first. I've always been very active doing something, especially any thing outdoors. When I injured my spine my life turned upside down.

I became urinary incontinent from the injury. Being told there's not anything at the time any medical treatment can be done by three different surgeon's.

Two months after the injury my so called wife left me with divorce papers. Her reason was because she's not going to be married to anyone wearing diapers.

I my so called life was completely turned upside down. I was completely embarrassed, ashamed, humiliated by being incontinent and wearing diapers 24/7. I hated my life.

After time went by a life reality check hit me hard. I was able to accept my life for what it was. I didn't like it, however it could be much worse.

After accepting my situation, learning being incontinent isn't so bad. Ok, I wear diapers for a medical need so what, big deal!!!

More time has passed and discovered how comfortable I was wearing diapers 24/7 anywhere at anytime for a medical need. Diapers allowed me to live my life.

The DL side, after wearing the same diapers 24/7 for so long day in and day out it was boring. I wanted change.

I've learned about the AB/DL printed diapers from many Zity members. How cute, but yet provided protection as well.

I purchased some recommended AB/DL diapers and loved them. They were just as good as I was using. When looking in the mirror, it looked great wearing a colorful diaper.

This is my change that I needed. I actually enjoy wearing diapers. The more I I wore them the more I love wearing diapers. I'm a DIAPER LOVER.

Then realized I wanted more DL related items which I got. I wanted more at the time by stepping into the AB side a little. Finding out that I wasn't into that near as much as the DL side.

So to sum it up, wearing diapers for a medical need can get very boring. I needed something different more than anything.

I'm proud of being a DL. I'M no longer ashamed or embarrassed being incontinent.

I live a normal life being incontinent, I work full time supporting myself. Able to do most things I did before the injury. Probably the most important is enjoying my family especially my grandkids.

My life could be better, however it could be much worse. I'm able to walk and function as normal, maybe a bit slower. At least I'm not bed fast or in a wheelchair which I'm greatly THANKFUL FOR.

I hope this makes sense, maybe I'm weird. This is how I cope with my lifestyle. Make the best out of life as it is, because thre are no guarantees tomorrow.

Respectfully NAPPY LOVER.

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Hear, hear! I, too, got bored with the plain whites, or greens back in the day! I found that the AB-targeted diapers provided a nice "change" from the ordinary. And the variety these days is amazing! If I could travel back to the 80's that's something I'd definitely miss.

Hear, hear! I, too, got bored with the plain whites, or greens back in the day! I found that the AB-targeted diapers provided a nice "change" from the ordinary. And the variety these days is amazing!

I knew other people felt somewhat the same way. Welcome to the club. Lol.