Missoopsey's diaper training.

5 17 14 sat

potty- yes

diapers- 2am, 630am, 4pm, 915pm

2am-Enjoying my morning with my friends in chat. I ended up sending most of them to bed and then went to pass out myself. I put on a fresh diaper and went to sleep.

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630am- I woke soaked, I had leaked... I felt cold and uncomfortable so I changed and washed up

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11am- went to radio job interview, I didn't wear... seems like a scam... met some interesting people though.

2pm- Went to the munch, the only one there was my friend the leader talked to for a while, when people started showing up, I felt less and less like a member, one person sat next to me and s=just ranted their problems... didn't even ask me how I was, just went on and on for 20 minutes about her trivial issues... then there is the girl who seems to be an endless hub for drama. Today her goal was to interrupt me in the middle of every sentence, it seemed to upset her that I didn't seem to care. When I was leaving I said bye sweetly and went to hug her, she scowled and just sat there. This is a person who made the effort to take two play partners from me. Her first munch she hooked up with a married guy, and was unhappy that I told her she was not innocent. She acted like a predator. Most people notice the fake in her voice, and the need to be the center of attention, I stepped back and realized it wasn't me, and I shouldn't be envious of people who have little to no substance. I think she started hating me when I defriended her, I needed space and found out what I needed was a universe. My problems cleared up when she stopped making appearances in my life. I spent the following months distancing myself emotionally and learned a lot about myself and how to keep smiling even when people are out to hurt you. Blankie was a source of strength in finding that calm in myself, I felt helpless, like I must be making up the glares, I must be imagining how she interrupts me and tells me everything I say is wrong and she has some artical she read one time to prove it. Blankie asked me.... "do you notice she is really mean to you? It's like she just wants a rise out of you..." I teared up, I couldn't steal my emotions anymore, someone else could see it and saw how much I did to try to fix it. All I wanted was for things to be pleasant, being told your smile is fake you kind of wonder if that's a problem.

230pm- my anxiety was going through the roof, I smiled but on the inside I felt completely alone among these strangers, I could see into the fibers of their shrouds. I needed out. "MrZ... what are you doing now?"

He got back to me immediately, and told me I could come over.

231pm- I stood up and told everyone I had something pressing to do. I was genuinely sad to not get to talk to the few people I actually appreciate but I needed to escape.

345pm- Got to Z's with out directions only on memory. Oh and I started from a freeway I hadn't been on yet, sometimes the "blond" is not debilitating lol.

4pm- I came over not wearing, I had a few in my bag; Z had none so I gave him one. He crinkled in the bathroom putting it on. he came out in his kaki shorts, they bulged in the back and the front due to the padding, I laughed and watched him turn red. I put one on myself and took the teasing from MrZ.

445pm- we went to pick up his cat from the groomer, giggling in the car about his padding was fun, there is something about the smile on hie face when he's embarrassed. The girl at the groomer looked at us like we might be a couple, she might have insinuated it and I don't think either of us fussed about it, just smiled at each other like "as if"

515pm- Back as Z's house he was suppose to be working, I was playing viva pinata while he answered emails, he kinda just rolled around next to me. He kept getting distracted til he finally gave up. I looked over and suddenly he didn't have pants on, the surprise made me blush. I tried not to look at the bunched up padding between his legs, the large diaper made him look even smaller. He's got such a cute smile I wonder if he knows.

530pm- I Shared some of my soul with MrZ. I asked him to tell me about more about himself. He told me about some of his plans and ideas and passions and I sat and listened. He's such a cool guy, he's been there to listen when I was depressed and feeling down. I enjoy his company so much.

630pm- We kicked it watching cartoons and he worked up the courage to ask me to give him a massage, we were watching "drawn together" that show about a cartoon reality show and relaxing. It was interesting seeing his pale white legs sticking out of the green delta form. I remembered The time I was there before a few weeks ago and he was insistent on me wearing in the hot tub, it was kind of a turn on as I rubbed his shoulders. He always seemed to melt in front of me. he slumped to the floor and rolled around with his knees in the air... he looked so little... but I didn't dare tell him that. It was like being in the forest with the deer I was very still and smiled. He is adorable when he warms up.

8pm- left Z's for the night, got a hug and patted myself on the back for being so well behaved, being just friends isn't always easy I know he's probably not into me and it's not ok to hold one sided affection against anyone.

915pm- I got home, there were people in the chat 😄

I love that people pop in at all hours. I changed and got comfortable packing a bowl.

930pm- talked to MrTrees and MissDaisy on skype, Trees gets so blushie when I little him.

1230am- Had a long and fulfilling conversation with my friends I ended up putting them to bed even though they wanted to stay up and talk more.

My dad died 12-13-14

It's been a really hard few months with my birthday and all the stress

I started my blog on tumblr feel free to check it out

http://mizzblazey247.tumblr.com/

Thank you guys for the support and messages. A reader donated 2 big bags of dog food for my dads dogs, I'm creating a video series on patreon to honor my dad and his writing.

I've been doing amazing with training and the blog is being scheduled out. DrLars has me on metimucil at the moment and my play partner who I met last oct has been a wonderful friend and an amazing daddy dom. My little and boyfriend has been a growing source of strength.

The members here who have been so kind to me thank you so much for helping me with my training goals. The catheters that several members helped send me, have been an amazing experience and helped relax my bladder even further. The cath and bag kit that was picked for me served as an amazing medical weekend. I continue to think the next thing I try wont be as euphoric as I imagine it and it surpasses my expectations.

Feel free to message me here on fet I've got to get back to moving

Very interesting!! Thank you very much Miss Crumptious!! (and others).

Hot story

It's been a few years since my original post about my diaper training. I've been through a lot, and gotten to know so many different people. The messages I've gotten over the years with positive encouragement have been amazing.

If you have any questions, I've gotten so many, I'll try to answer them if I can.

everyone is curious about my status on my diaper use and plug play.

I reached my ultimate goal which was to weaken my bladder to a point that a few days of diapers makes it hard to control myself.

I have several online daddies that check in and make sure I'm wearing when I'm using for lengths of time.

I've gotten to a point where my bottom is still able to clench if I really try, but because I try to keep my diet healthy I dont have to worry about that. It's really hard to push myself to use my diapers for that, it takes a really patient dominant.

My goal with my plug play was to get my bottom to a place where I can take a lubed member with no warm up. Its made bedroom fun amazing, as well as solo play. I dont do a lot of enemas if any at all lately since I have been doing really well with my diet

Recently I've been wearing 247, the last week I've been out of diapers only a few hours a day if at all. I even went into the hot tub in a diaper.

It's been a good month, I got a job and have some amazing people in my life.

Maybe I'll write some more entries

Check out my original post here:

http://www.zity.biz/index.php?mx=forum;ox=display;topic=82455

and let me know if you'd like to see more.

Always happy to hear nice things. Good luck on the new job!

And, always like to hear more of what's going on for you. So, please post whatever... Have fun and enjoy!

Missoopsey, I would love to hear more of your adventures. Hope the new job works out well and you enjoy it.

Awesome!, I am really happy that you have entered a wonderful season in your life. It makes me all the more happy that you are chasing your goals.

This weekend was awesome.

It was mothers day and my little/daddy was in town and I got to be little like all day. Daddy even made me lay down for a long exam and then made me take

an enema, and taped me into my diaper. He made me stay in it while I pleased him, and teased me as I filled my diaper for him. He was so proud of me for staying diapered all week for him.

On monday I spent the day with several of my doms reaching me on kik. I taught one of them how to role play, it was good lesson over all I wanted non sexual medical role play, and he was confused about how that can be fun. After the scene he was kind of stunned. "that was so hot! I didn't know roleplay could be more than "I put my penis in your vagina". It explained a lot why people don't respond to his messages, and he thanked me for explaining how not to be invasive about asking for pics. don't do so continuously it makes people feel pressured they dont want to send a pic organically. When they do send a pic... dont ask for another... and another.... and another.... especially in the middle of a good scene.... if you keep asking for something... and getting it.... they might be just trying to be agreeable (like I was in this scene) by the 5th picture he asked for... i had to say no.... there was no other option, I had to stop the fun.... I explained how a good role play scene devolved into just him asking for pics and videos of me. Instead of giving up on him, I had him continue the scene. I have a lot of patience, but I also have standards, I'll be harder on new partners, because I'd rather know if you'll just give up after a no immediately A dom who can't take a "no" or unsterstand your limits, is a dom who's ego is in the way. I was proud of myself for not being passive aggressive and giving up. He was very gracious about all the advice I gave him and asked me to guide him on how to treat me. I appreciate it when someone doesn't treat me like I should like what girls in their past like. I like people who are willing to learn and grow, those qualities are more attractive than abs, and chiseled faces. Over all Monday was super kinky. I was instructed to put in my plug and leave it in. My plugs are hollow so I need to wear them with a diaper. I kept it in for 4 hours, which made my long term dominants so proud. It had been a while since I used my plugs. after 4 hours I needed to clean up and take a bath. When the plug when in I didn't warm up and stretch my inner muscles, for a good reason. When the plug slides in it shocks the muscles and they hold tightly around the base of the plug. As you hold it, the muscles tighten around the plug making it impossible to push out. So when it's removed I can feel the muscles spread reluctantly to let it out, I can feel the bruising in my tender area and how much it's done to loosen my muscles. It takes up to an hour for the gaping feeling to subside. But this time I didn't have to worry about it. After my Bath, my doctor dom said the plug needed to go back into my extremely sore hole. I'd be expected to keep it there for several more hours. All total the plug was in about 8 hours. It felt amazing having several dominants checking in. I've been wearing 247 for the last week, and oneof my main doctors; DrE said it was about time to start training my bottom. My bladder has shrunken down and he knows I have a hard time being with out diapers, especially when I'm out of the house. He is the most fun doctor to play with. The role plays about being in a medical nursery and being permanantly unpotty trained are in depth and so detailed.

I really loved the story of your diaper training. :-) I am sorry to hear that you lost your father though! :-(

Thanks for the update! I love reading about your progression. Are you getting closer to total incontinence now? 😃