I was very curious about boys because I wanted to see how big their genitals were. When I met a few AB/DL's in RL I was asked a few personal questions and a few asked me if I would be interested in spending alone time with them.
It was very different and personal with me because it was one of the first times that I had somebody change my diaper properly. It was also the first time I began to change someone else's diaper. After a few times doing this we opened up more.
The first time happened on a bed when I was being changed and the other male I was with asked if he could play with my penis. I was very shy about it and sat there very quiet and he asked me again. I was still quiet... he said he was sorry he asked and when he reached to tape me up I managed to tell him to try.
It started with him tickling and teasing a bit with his fingers until he leaned down and I could feel his breath between my legs. I felt his lips surround me and didn't last more than a minute until he made me cum.
I was shocked and felt that I wasn't up to his expectations. He giggled then left the room to wash up then quickly returned to wipe me. I was worried that he wouldn't talk to me again until he taped me shut then gave me a kiss and cuddled.
He was telling me how flattered he was that he pleasured me so quickly. He told me that if I was ever ready to do anything for him that it was okay. I asked him if I could wait for another time and he understood that I had no experience pleasuring another boy.
A week went by before we spent alone time and it was the only thing on my mind all week because I really wanted to be around him. He started it off changing me then again he pleasured me almost as fast as the first time. Again he told me if I didn't want to do anything that I didn't have to but he was glad to make me happy.
I told him that I was ready and after I changed him I grabbed his penis firmly and it was very big. It was the first time I ever gripped something so large and I didn't know what to do. I also had no experience with oral sex and worried that I might cause him pain.
He told me to feel my teeth with my the back of my lips and take it slow. It was a new experience and I remember the taste of sweat and babywipes. I couldn't put it too far in my mouth because it was too big (it must have been 8 inches).
I could hear him telling me to relax and guiding me to say that it felt good and to try drooling more. I was giving him a bit of a hickey on the tip until he told me that I need to be more gentle. I began licking around his penis and the slow movements of his legs made me feel more familiar with the areas that pleasured him.
He said that it feels much better inside my mouth but this time I put my mouth around his penis my mouth was more moist along with him. I struggled to have it go deep in my mouth again but kept trying.
This was when he started touching the top of my head making me twist along his penis and I started to grip and stroke him. I could feel my jaw muscles getting tired but I also felt him throbbing inside of my mouth. He was starting to pull my head up and down faster and deeper.
I started to feel his penis going down my throat and I could feel myself gag. I could feel my instincts making me jerk my body away from his penis until he moaned out not to stop now. I relaxed only able to breathe out of my nose while I tried licking and suckling my hardest because I could feel that he was enjoying it.
He was grabbing and pulling my head so fast I felt like I was going to pass out but I managed to go limp and hoped he would hurry up and cum already. It wasn't long after that when he lifted his hips and his penis went completely down my throat and I could feel him shooting his load inside me in spurts. It was several constant shots of cum timed between his pulse.
He tilted back and released my head as I jerked away and felt every inch of his penis as I backed away. It was the first time I tasted semen and it was a whole warm salty mess that I didn't expect. I was catching my breath as I coughed up cum all over his bed and on his legs.
I just stood there not knowing what to say until he got up and put his arm around me then walked me to the bathroom. He told me to rinse my mouth out and handed me a bottle of mouthwash as well. It felt very disgusting but it was the same thing that he did for me and I started to feel better that I pleasured him.
I taped him back up and I ended up spending the night there and talked about what happened and how we both felt about it. We hung out much more frequently and I must have given him oral sex on a daily basis. These days we joke how bad my first time was.
That was my first real experience and we both decided to fool around with each other when we're not in any relationship. He really helped me out with my confidence and even told me that I'm better off being in a relationship with women because he knows I'm very close to my family and if I ever settled with a man that they would disown me.
I think of him as one of my best friends because we look out for each other and we still talk to each other. When I date he also makes sure I don't cheat on the person I'm with because he's against it. It was my first real relationship with another male and if I never met him I don't think I would be around today.
It would be unfair of me to promote any sexuality. I believe there is a crowd of people who will do anything for attention or affection. I know that what I said was very sexual but if I would promote anything I would recommend you be yourself and keep it between you and who you're with while respecting the person you're with.