I joined this site officially today but I spent all last night while at work reading one thread. I finished the thread after I got home from work this morning and right before bed. When I got done reading I couldn't stop thinking about the stories I read and my personal experiences and some of my fantasy's I wanted to have sex with my fiance as soon as I walked in the bedroom. She of course was asleep because it was 7 am lol. So I thought about masturbating, actually I thought about it at work but couldn't fathom actually doing it. Definitely crossed my mind though lol.
So as I was laying cuddled up with my erection on my fiance's ass I became even more aroused. Again I thought of waking her up and having some great sex. Of course! She is still on her period... so that wasn't going to happen. What did I do next? I tried and tried and tried to go to sleep. It has been a long work week filled with 12 hour days and my body was and is currently tired, yet I couldn't sleep.
Finally after about 4 hours of fantasizing and remembering the stories I had read I was able to fall asleep. When I woke up today I did my usual routine of getting up using the restroom and immediately taking a shower. While in the shower I thought about masturbating again. I couldn't stop fantasizing and just being extremely horny. (I am always horny but not like this) So I stood in the shower with the warm water rushing over my body. Again I just couldn't bring myself to masturbate, only because we had guests over otherwise I definitely would have.
So I get to work. I clock in early like I always do, and I don't think about it for about 30 minutes while I am eating my breakfast. Then I get on here and I will probably be on here my whole work shift, off and on, just fantasizing and reading as much as I can.
When I get home in the morning. I know I won't have time to masturbate before I have to go meet a friend and pick up some stuff for him. After I am through with that though, my fiance will be at work and not able to take care of me :-(. Which is alright because it will more than likely be the best masturbation orgasm I have probably ever had. I am horny by nature and I definitely enjoy the suspense leading up to an eventual orgasm.