The urge

I miss the urge that I used to get after having suppository during my childhood days.

Mom used to put it back to my bum and let me allow to play, the only condition was if I feel to go just tell her.

It would be merely 15 minutes before I rushed to her saying I have to go to potty and the urge I used to get was unbearable and guess what, it used to be a glycerin suppository only.

Nowadays even with Dulcolax I do not get such urge. Is it same for others? or my system is indicating to switch to enema.

Yes, it might be time to try an enema.

It's far more mundane, but you can duplicate that urge with a change in diet. Nine to twelve servings of fruit or vegetables every day, at least half raw or minimally cooked (still crisp), and lots of water, and you, too, can have the old urgency back!

Pinot Noir, who eats a chef's salad for lunch most days

Sadly, I missed all that.

The first time I even heard about suppositories was just a few years ago in my late 50s when I read about them on Zity. Of course, I immediately made a trip to Walmart and pickup up a pile of suppositories, but I didn't really know how to enjoy them, other than to shove a few up the caboose and wait for them to melt.

Of course, the enemas came much earlier. I had my first enema at age six and I have been self-administering my own enemas since about age 10 when I started sneaking into my my parents bathroom to use my mom's enema and douche equipment until I bought my own enema paraphernalia soon after getting married at age 22.

It's sad that a fetish can lead to a dependence