Who would like to hear about my adventure?
I have been doing enemas for more than 10 years. Cleaning out helps me feel a certain kind of peace. When I have the chance to complete multiple enemas I feel happy and a little excited as well. Well today was a different kind of peace, I lay on my back watching the sun rise through the woods….
Let's start at the beginning, I woke up at 4 this morning with a plan, first I will do one bag as a prep so there is less of a mess when I expell outside. Then I will grab a blanket a red open bag 2 liter filled with warm salt water so I can retain and enjoy my time outside, expell and return in the house.
I wake with anticipation and walk through the house grabbing supplies, first I grab salt, a blanket and a sweater. I feel naughty because I know I'm about to head outside and don't want to be caught by my child, I already spoke with my wife and she knows today is the day.
While the bag fills with warm water I fill a cup with hot water and some salt for the second bag I will do. Inserting the hose and releasing the clamp I can feel the water and remain standing. While I am filling with water I check zity to see how everything is going. After a short while I am full and begin to prepare the next bag adding my warm salt water mixture for less cramps and longer retention.
It is finale time and I can see outside because the sun has begun to rise, This will be perfect. I live on a few acres of land and it is pretty thick woods, I am heading to a trail on the property that I made last year. Laying my blanket down on the ground and finding a tree to hang my bag from. THE STAGE IS SET!!
I am wearing a sundress with a pink sweater so I stay warm. The tube is inserted, then I release the clasp halfway and begin to lay down on the blanket. I can hear the birds, insects, and my rooster crowing. The ground feels cool and soft as I lay on my back. I feel relaxed instantly and supported by the earth.
The water begins to slosh around, traveling deeper into my body. Knowing that this is a salt water solution I recieve very little cramps. I am able to roll to my left and I observe little chipmunks playing, this makes me happy and smile. Time ro roll over to my right and as I roll the water move deeper inside. The sky is colorful with a new day beginning and I feel so relaxed I know today is going to be a good day.
I hear the gurgle of the bag and am surprised at how easy it was to accept this outside. I laid there for a while and enjoyed the feeling of water inside of me. The birds sang above and the sun was peeking through the woods. It was a beautiful moment and I listened and speculated about life. The time alone in the woods with my thoughts and the sun rising allowed me to see a bigger picture of life past bills and gas prices. I reflected on my own journeys and aspirations…. Time to expell
I stood and walked a little further through the woods until I found a tree that had fallen. Standing beside I squated and arched my hips up so I did not expel on myself. Even this had a special quality to it. That is hard to find the words to. Wishing I had time to do another bag I headed back to the blanket and picked up my things.
Will I find myself wondering through the woods in the early hours with my trusty enema bag and a blanket? Possiblly…Possibly.… Tomorrow? Who knows!