Recently, I had a spanking that brought me to tears. First of all, I felt really bad about how I was misbehaving and not being a good girl for my Daddy. I admitted to him what I had done wrong and basically asked for my punishment, just so I could get it over with and be back in his good graces again. My Daddy had dealt with this issue with me before, so he was upset and disappointed in me.
It's worth mentioning that for some time, I had expressed to my Daddy a desire for him to spank me until I cried. I'm pretty sure that my need to do this is partly rooted in my childhood experiences, I like the way that it feels- both the pain and how it makes me feel like a little girl, and also because it's just hot and sexy. Though he has given me many spankings, none of them have brought me to tears, even when he used various implements and left marks.
As I was on my way to see him and get my punishment spanking, I was actually really nervous about it and I secretly wanted to show up and have him decide to give me a loving session instead. When I got there, he called me by my first and middle name and told me to go stand in the corner. After he sat down, he ordered me to take down my panties, pull up my dress, and get across his lap. He gave me the most serious spanking that he has ever given me. Usually, he would give me some kind of a break, but not this time. He spanked my whole butt and upper thighs really thoroughly. Then he asked me to reach in my bag and hand him my wooden paddle, which he used and then had me count down the final five swats. It was really painful, but I never wanted him to stop.
After the spanking was over, he ordered me into the bathroom for an enema. As I stood there watching him get the bowl of water ready for a bulb enema, that's when the tears came. I felt so bad that I had disappointed my Daddy and also so embarrassed that he had to give me a real spanking, I couldn't help it but put my head in my hands and finally cry. It's worth noting that the bulb enema was amazing and we also had anal sex while Inwas holding the water. My Daddy cares about me a lot, and it is just a powerful realization at times for me. My bottom also really hurt too, it actually left marks and bruises which I enjoyed watching heal over the next few days.
After my punishment was over, I loved how he took care of me. I laid next to him with my head in my lap while he told me how special that I am to him. I loved it how just like when I was a kid, everything started over new after my spanking was done. It just all made me feel amazing and reset me, I've actually felt really good since my punishment.