My thoughts on (deep) anal play (solo...)

Here is the thing and how I think about it

Short about me : 22, male, shy, anxious, alone and never had a relation (I had a nice post somewhere, can't find it --')

I have "some" experience in Anal play, did it for years, deep, wide, enema, vibro, fingers, fisting

I LOVE watching deep insertion videos, would like to see it in real life, or even perform it on a partner 😳. But I don't enjoy deep insertion on myself.

Exciting to watch, but when I perform it on myself, I get little to no sensations past the anus. I sure feel the thing (https://www.lovehoney.co.uk/sex-toys/dildos/double-ended-dildos/p/toy-joy-double-digger-penetration-double-ended-dildo/a32956g58432.html for example), but it does not feel GOOD, it's there it moves but nothing else. On the other hand, the friction on the anus itself, that's what I like, and going bigger increase the sensations.

I get in the descending colon pretty easily, about ¾ of the 19 inches dildo I linked, but…not my thing

What I do like is removing the dildo once it's deep inside, my 37 inches tentacle feel great to remove, but not while inside or inserting. Yes there is the feeling of accomplishment but that doesn't really works on me.

Idk I wanted to talk about it for weeks, maybe I cracked the Matrixxx

I am not into depth play, but I would assume that your observation is pretty common. The colon itself has no nerve endings, only the anus has. That‘s why you can’t feel the toy inside you. I suspect that people enjoy it for other reasons. Have you tried anal beads? You can get them in all sizes. Should be fun to insert them into your colon and then pull them out bead by bead.

Well there's gotta be something in my rectum and sigmoid bend that causes me to have tremendous ass orgasms!

I guess you are correct with the, lack of, sensations once after the sigmoid. I don't feel much either, except when I'm turning from the sigmoid colon in the descending colon, but mostly it just feels like something is pushing, i do lay in my side so there's probably also pressure from my mattress… anyway, what really turns me on is not the feeling but the mental excitement, knowing that thing is getting deep.

what really turns me on is not the feeling but the mental excitement, knowing that thing is getting deep.

I don't get the excitement from doing it, but thinking about doing it makes me horny af

Have you tried anal beads? You can get them in all sizes. Should be fun to insert them into your colon and then pull them out bead by bead.

I own a 12 inches anal beads (see on my blog), I like to push and pull them, but idk it bend too much I need something different

Well there's gotta be something in my rectum and sigmoid bend that causes me to have tremendous ass orgasms!

I get a sensation when making the bend but it's not enjoyable to me