Here is the thing and how I think about it
Short about me : 22, male, shy, anxious, alone and never had a relation (I had a nice post somewhere, can't find it --')
I have "some" experience in Anal play, did it for years, deep, wide, enema, vibro, fingers, fisting
I LOVE watching deep insertion videos, would like to see it in real life, or even perform it on a partner 😳. But I don't enjoy deep insertion on myself.
Exciting to watch, but when I perform it on myself, I get little to no sensations past the anus. I sure feel the thing (https://www.lovehoney.co.uk/sex-toys/dildos/double-ended-dildos/p/toy-joy-double-digger-penetration-double-ended-dildo/a32956g58432.html for example), but it does not feel GOOD, it's there it moves but nothing else. On the other hand, the friction on the anus itself, that's what I like, and going bigger increase the sensations.
I get in the descending colon pretty easily, about ¾ of the 19 inches dildo I linked, but…not my thing
What I do like is removing the dildo once it's deep inside, my 37 inches tentacle feel great to remove, but not while inside or inserting. Yes there is the feeling of accomplishment but that doesn't really works on me.
Idk I wanted to talk about it for weeks, maybe I cracked the Matrixxx