Looking back at that image years ago: my enema nurse sitting on the toilet with the lid down, waiting for me, enema bulb in her hand, pointing up and lubricated, her looking at my penis as I came towards her in the bathroom, my looking at that enema device and at the huge bowl of hot soapy water beside her, knowing that she was going to refill the enema bulb over and over and keep giving me enema - all of that is indelibly etched in my mind, and I still think about it when I give a woman her enemas.
And also the image of the same enema nurse, sitting on the side of the bed beside the IV pole from which she had just hung the three quart bag of hot enema; she was holding the black curved bakelite enema nozzle in her hand, vaselined and ready, pointing straight up in the air, waiting to give it to me. She always looked at me directly in the eyes, never saying anything - her eyes said it all - waiting to put it in. And again, I stood in front of her, naked, and knowing that she was going to give me enemas all day long.
Whether she was sitting on the toilet or on the bed, she always wore a thin blouse so that her hard nipples pushed out prominently in front of her - straight at me. Thus, I always associate hard, thick pink nipples with the woman who is administering the enema or taking the enema.
All I can tell you is that the woman of authority, the firm, understanding woman who administers enemas to men - be they young, middle age or old - is both my dream and my reality. It is the feeling of her hand on the bulb or the nozzle, having put it in and holding it all the way up in me, controlling the enema nozzle and the enema - total, complete enema control over me - that is what I am thinking when I am giving it to the anally erotic submissive woman who just HAS to have enemas on a regular basis. THAT is what I am feeling and thinking when I have it up her, all the way up her, turning it and moving it in and out of her rectum, giving it to her, making her squirm and moan every time I work it and/or give her the fluid, cupping her breasts and rolling her hard nipples, listening to her groan out loud, louder and louder, as she gets wetter and wetter and approaches the inevitable, full body enema orgasm she has been thinking about and WANTING all week.