Diaper desires run in cycles?

For me the "magic" wil never be gone. But it never was magic for me anyways. I love my cloth diapers and plastic pants and always will. The one thing i now worry about is finding diaper pins in stores,even dollar stores and having to go on line just to get diaper pins. it's frustrating to know that because of disposable diapers you can find diaper pins in baby departments in stores anymore. I really hate that disposable diaper users ruin it for the cloth diaper users.

Be thankful that there is so much AB/DL stuff on the internet. For decades I was convinced that I was the only one in the world to enjoy messing and wetting myself. Now I know that there are others out there just like me.

I don't think that the magic is gone. I agree with most of the people here, being so familiar with the material, it is difficult to find something new to ponder. I've had the same problem. I try to check these forums often though, sometimes things that are so out there pop up and you have a new perspective on something. Also, try focusing more on your likes and dislikes. I know that when I became bored with researching, I wrote a fictional story that I submitted to the sister site, erotic clinic. Hope that this was helpful.

I have found that you have to step away from the internet stuff for a while. I have been a D/L for nearly 40 yrs. I have been through the whole guilt trips, the loneliness and tried to quit more times than I can count. I when the internet came out I was on in constantly soaking up all of the information and going to all of the different websites until I had seen it all and read it all, and, (yes) it is almost all repetitious stuff. But if you break away for a while and come back to it, you find new stuff to intest you. That is how I found this site. And I've come to realize that I can't get away from diapers, it's part of me and alwyas will be, so I gave up trying to stop and realized that I'll be wearing them until the day I die, and by then I'll probaly be wearing them because of medical reasons, not fetish or fantasy reasons.

I don't find the magic gone because I am dl. I don't spend a lot of time on the net and a lot of stories could probably be merged into one, but the chat is usually really fun.

I have had times when it seemed that diapers just weren't doing it for me any more . And like you the net just held more of the same old rubbish. As stated before , taking a brake has always helped refresh the wonderful feelings I get from wearing and using my diapers. Again new and different things can be the biggest injection of "Magic" but be careful not to over dose. Try living out one of your more tame fantasies..I have gone to AB parties and loved wearing baby dresses and diaper with others. I also got real brave once in my back yard while an other couple was over. I asked first , go the go-a-head, and took of my pants and spent the rest of the night in a really soaked diaper. These are memories that when i think about them rejuvenate my excitement for diapers. In my sociology class we learned about sensory deprivation. This is a defense mainly but when a person is subjected to a continuous stimulation that sense , weather it be smell,touch, sound, will -over time- become less aware of the stimulation. I can imagine wearing diapers so often that you would be less aware and like wise less stimulated.

I also felt a bit like that. Then, I found this site. I now have something to look forward to.

The diaper fetish & the like are on their way out for most part. There are way less folks who enjoy diapers today then just only a few years ago.

I think many if not most of us have felt this way before. I myself don't think I can really point to one particular thing that has caused this feeling for me in the past.

Yes, there is the fact of repetition, but I also find what certain people have to say and comment on about certain issues very interesting and I will look for that no matter the subject line as I may find something new that interests me.

Then there is the fact that I love my diapers and have no one to share it with. I will seek someone to share it with either. So, I have taken a break from diapers in the past thinking that I am for some reason just not right in the way I feel about diapers only to find myself stressed in irritable. When I turn back to my diapers there is a complete attitude change within me and I am again a more satisfied person within.

So, I don't think any one person other than yourself can find the answer for you. It is just like many others have said. Try different things, read different things or take a break and you may find your heart will soon be back in it. I really don't think there is too many people here that can say they could walk away and never wear another diaper again in their life without regrets.

EXPERIMENT ! Yesterday I tried something I didn't think I would like and to my compleat surprise it was wonderful. I like to wear a cloth diaper just for the diaper pins and plastic pants. I heat the way a cloth diaper feels when wet , the way it turns cold and clammy and you can't get away from the wet feeling. So I put a disposable on and then pinned the cloth on over that then plastic pants . I cut through the disposable to let it soak the cloth. I was working in my shop for hours and wet a number of times and the only wetness I could feel was right between my thighs. I absolutely loved the big bulky diaper and the semi dry feeling of the disposable and the slight wetness of the cloth to let me know I was soaked. If I had wore a double disposable I know I would have leaked or been in to change much sooner. I know for sure I will make a habit of this when at home, cause it was just too bulky for work, maybe not for going out when you want to be noticed.