Diaper desires run in cycles?

Ok, so I know i do this but how many other go through cycles of being completely into the diaper fetish, and then deciding you want nothing to do with it and you get rid of everything you have. Only to go out and buy it all again, after a few days, weeks or months have passed. So who else does this as well?

I don't think I have gone to that extream, but I started wearing about 4 days ago, I wore them all the time except for at work and in bed. Today I haen't wanted to put one on and I am not sure I will tomorrow either. I think if i would go for a long time without wearing I wouldn't throw them away. They are to expensive. I would put them up for when I want them in the future.

I never have, I just always loved it. Oh, in the passed when I was young, I use to think about not doing it, but it was only a passing thought and I never got rid of anything.

Luvs It.

Ive gonr through the on again off again thing, but it always comes back so i dont get rid of my stuff i know that itll come back eventualy

Although I don't think I believe in "biorythoms", is seems my desire to wear diapers come and go. It almost seems like there is a chemical build up in mind. After my diaper fix, I don't really care, at least for a little while. It's almost like I need a diaper fix. Does anyone else feel the same way?

I ued to go through fazes like that but now it is a pretty constant desire

Although my finacee and I regularly have diaper play throughout the year abeit sometimes a few weeks apart I do find that my desire for them is far stronger in the Spring/summer than it ever is during winter or colder months.

I think somewhere in my association with them it was always a warm summers day, my earliest recollection of being in them was when it was warm and sunny, maybe it's because of that?

I love it when it's a hot day and I'm sat in my garden in a diaper, sticky from barrier cream but wet and squishy beneath me. Coupled with having bare feet and light loose fitiing clothing over the top of it is a feeling I really get a lot from, don't get much opportunity for that these days though. 😢

I agree... i go through phases where i can't wear enough and then i will go days/weeks/months without wearing. It is very weird. Eventually I find myself really missing my diapers and will start wearing again!

I think definitely so like any desire after a period of playing my fantasies especially if I don't feel exactly like I thought I would.

Yeah, it does come and go with me at times. I'll usually go a few nights without wearing diapers, so when the weekend hits and I don't have work I can put one on and not worrying about enjoying my diapers through the night. Sometimes waking up in the morning, taking off the diaper and washing off has made me late to work.

Other times I'll lay off the diapers if I spend too much time in them. I guess you can say it's too much of a good thing after awhile and I need to stop for a time to better appreciate them.

I run in cycles. There will be occasions where I will wear for a few days straight (except for work and going #2), and sometimes I will go for a couple months without wearing.

Haven't done the purge thing in years though. I accept that its a part of me, and it would only waste money I don't have to get rid of everything, just to buy them again later

-Sky

Babybuckeye certainly has a key point here. I am one of those who also has the valley and mountain desires for diapers and realize it is just a part of me. so when the high desire (mountain) for diapers arrives I take care of it.

Just wondering if you all get this feelin too. whenever i get excited about nappies i would normally follow it through - then when i finish and shower clean myself up. i tend to not have the same urges anymore, kinda like my points about 24/7 people here. maybe its a privilege but once im finished i dont immediately look for another adventure for another while - it probably boils down to stamina, and this is where i have difficulty understanding 24/7 folk. surely you must get exhausted too??

Exhausted with what exactly? I wear 24/7 by choice but my wearing has nothing to do with sexual desires. I don't use them to 'get off' so there is nothing to get tired of. believe it or not there are people who wear for other reasons than masturbation or medical need.

I've tossed my diapers out at least a half a dozen times in the first 45 years of my life. The need would build to the point that there was noting I could do to stop it, I needed to be diapered and would go out and purchase diapers, bottles and everything else that could be found before the internet. I'd wear them for a couple of weeks and usually after taking care of myself (masterbating) I would get depressed over the guilt and shame and either throw them deep into my secrete hiding place or in the trash. This even continued into my marriage. Even though I had told my wife about the desire and need, anytime we had an argument I "just knew" that it had to do with my diaper need, and so out they went. It wasn't until I sought professional help that I learned to accept my need and got over feeling so ashamed and guilty. I also discoved that my wife never even though about my diapers when we fought and that I was the one that worried about it. Sure cost me a lot of good diapers, pins, plastic pants, bottles, etc over the years. 😢

The t-girls in this group can tell you we go thru binges and purges with our dressing sometimes. I have done so with both the crossdressing and the diaper wearing. And sooner or later the urge for both come back with a vengeance.

Five years ago, after several heart and pneumonia episodes, i did some real soul searching and decided the binging and the purging had to stop. i accepted me by reading everything i could on the subject of infanilism and transvestism. that research also helped me to finally enable my wife to understand where it all comes from.

Been there too. Must have gone around that loop 10 times.

Decided to accept it as it is since 2000, so no chance of throwing out a great collection of diapers and plastic pants and stuff.

Oh for sure.. the longest i've gone without would be about six months (usually due to outside circumstances that prevent me from wearing them) but usually it's for about a week or two that i want to wear them, then i stop and wait for the urge to come back. i've only thrown out my diapers a few times, mainly because i didn't want people to find them (i used to move around a lot and i didn't want the people who were helping me move to find out) but i normally don't because now i don't really have to.

Well seamuis it kinda does apply to you but doesnt at the same time!! all fuzzy said was do you get the same urges and do you get tired of it after that!! you wear 24-7 and kudos to you for doing so, however you seem to have a way aorund here of twisting words of others . he never once said anything about masturbation in his diaper, but you seem to think it said so, i asume thats what he meant also but it could have been shower to get your poopie butt clean also. So dont take everything to heart all the time read and respond to whats written and not what you think they mean!!! as for me im like saemuis ive worn them for medical problems and its more then self gratification its about security and practicality for me. come on fellas we need to get along here i know you two have no love lost between eachother but lets get along and have fun here. fuzzy said nothing about masturbation and it was not very clear what he meant but thats ok we all replyed lets get along and have fun agian!!! PLEASEEEEEE 😁 😁 😁 😁 😁

I normally put on my diapers when I get home from work. But some days I just don't feel like putting them on right away. So I just wait until bed time and diaper up for the night. This mostly happens when I think that I may have to poop again and I don't like pooping in my diapers. After all I have to keep the Potty Monster fed!

The only time i'm not in the mood for cloth diapers and plastic pants is when i have diaper rash 😳 😳 😳 :'( :'( :'( Which rarely but occaisionally happens due tooo long in wet cloth diapers and plstic pants 😳 😳 😳

For me i use diapers just like some people use panties.

Fuzzy, as a male your hormone level drops immediately after an orgasm. everything looks and feels different once you cum. interest as well as arousal are lost. what was once an exciting thought, no longer generates that same excitement.

Makes sense, i understand cheers thats a better way to look at it. Just dont tell your partner after you've shagged them, sorri honey i find you less attractive now that i've got my bit - then to toss her aside like a used diaper!

As a few of us have agreed upon, yes once one has satisfied the urge and excitment of wearing our diapers our mood and urge to wear sometimes is in the diminished mode. but as most have discovered, that urge (in the mood)returns fairly soon.

I think if you immerse yourself in any topic enough, you will start to see the same stuff over and over again. When I first started wearing diapers I was eager to learn everything there is to know about the AB/DL culture. Nowadays I feel like the things I see are more of the same, because there's a lot of redundancy when you get far enough into something of interest.

When you get into something too deep, you may find that you know all of it. Therefore, you have to explore the world yourself.

Have you DIY your diaper ?

Have you tried all brands in the world ?

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Wearing diaper is like other things, such as marriage, work, hobby, ... if you do not explore yourself, you will feel the magic gone 😉

Explore and share with us, I am waiting for your news.

I too have felt like the magic is gone or almost gone. Joining this site was one way I was trying to hang on to some of the magic. It helped for a few months, but now it too has become more of the same-old same-old.

I look forward to hearing more ideas about keeping the magic.

Sometimes I feel I have reached the end of the internet as far as the ABDL thing goes then I find another site such as this one. Like someone else said, I tried new or different diapers, I found out I could wear the xl goodnights and discovered they absorb really well under regular diapers. Just keep searching, new things seem to pop up for me at times.