MEN wanting to be a WOMAN

@DanMichMan

Yes Google DES pills given to pregnant women in the 60s. I will try to post a link.

Quote:

The scope of adverse effects in females exposed to DES (often called “DES daughters”) has been more substantially documented than the effects in males (“DES sons”). This paper contributes three areas of important research on DES exposure in males: (1) an overview of published literature discussing the confirmed and suspected adverse effects of prenatal exposure in DES sons; (2) preliminary results from a 5-year online study of DES sons involving 500 individuals with confirmed (60% of sample) and suspected prenatal DES exposure; (3) documentation of the presence of gender identity disorders and male-to-female transsexualism reported by more than 100 participants in the study.

End Quote. (I have the pdf, but not sure how to upload)

Here s another link ..

https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pmc/articles/PMC7031187/

Since my wife has accepted my fem nature , she has helped me strip my masculinity to a point to a point where anything male is unnatural to me. I have taken her name and she takes the lead on things like finances and who we socialize. After your premarital friends are aware it’s all fast forward.

So there I was; dressed in my panties, girdle, stockings, and bra and my partner began coxing me to parade around for him - suddenly this didn't appeal to me and I had no desire to do so. Wow! I then thought to myself, so this is how women I knew might have felt in response to my wanting them to parade.

I'm currently so confused of my inner very strong feelings. Since a very young age I was very interested in female undergarments. I would look thru the big Sears catalogs at panties and bra's wondering what it would be like. There pretty, sexy, and many types of different colors.

A little later I noticed much bigger the woman's clothing department compared to the men's in department stores. During this time I also noticed menstrual sanitary pads in the trash. Always wondering what it's like.

During puberty wasn't any different. Seeing my female classmates developing breast and knowing they have or will be soon with there periods. I was jealous of the bra's and carrying a small purse for menstrual times. I was even jealous of them using makeup.

In high school I had a part time job which I bought a 3 pack of panties. I wore them as much as I could. My desire to wear panties became so intense, the silky soft feeling of them against my genitals which I loved.

I would look at myself for long periods in the mirror. Feeling and thinking how sexy this is. Later I bought some panty hose, again loving the feeling of the soft silky texture. I thought it was very sexy and enjoyed it.

I got married at 22 and this obsession stop. My bride was very beautiful, but conservative with clothing and makeup. During the divorce my jealousy and desires was back a full swing again.

I purchased panties and panty hose again wearing them constantly under my clothes. I was craving more, I ended up buying a sports bra. Again I loved the snug soft hugging feeling. At this time my obsession was out of control.

I went on wearing my feminine undergarments as much as I could without being caught. I just couldn't get enough. I was completely comfortable, enjoying and loved the feeling of wearing these items.

A while later I started wearing very large period pads along with my feminine undergarments. I truly enjoyed the feeling of that also. At 41,I became urinary incontinent due to a spinal cord injury. At this time the desires stopped.

After getting back on my feet dealing with my incontinence and wearing diapers 24/7 a few years later. The desires started again. The only change was wearing female spandex gym shorts instead of panties.

I've started part time full MtF crossdressing for a year. Yes, wearing nothing but female clothing, hosiery, wigs, breast forms, corsets, makeup and shoes. The whole 9 yards. I'm so happy, enjoying that I feel so feminine, sexy while crossdressing. I actually feel and truly believe that I should have been female at birth.

It's been years since I've been this happy with myself. I feel so whole! I love the way I look, feeling like my true self. Now here I'm confused. Crossdressing isn't a fetish to me anymore. It's so real to me. I truly believe it's my desire or destiny or both.

I no longer want to be a male, I hate having a penis. I no longer want a penis. I want female genitalia not necessarily for sexual reasons. I want develop feminine breast. I want to be a FEMALE!!!

I truly feel and believe this. It's not a fetish or for any sexual reason anymore. I'm not sure if it has ever has. I just can't explain in words or feelings. I just know from my soul and mind that I'm so happy and whole as a female.

HAS ANYONE ELSE EVER EXPERIENCED THIS???? I know all this isn't a sexual thing. I'm 100% straight, I'm not at all attracted to males and never have been.

So to answer the trends question. Yes I would love to be a female in a heartbeat. I have an appointment made to move forward to get my thoughts, feelings and soul where they should be.