This is my first story I have wrote so criticism is welcome just keep it constructive. Hope you enjoy

I love my wife, and we have a great relationship, but there has always been a part of me that she did not care to really share. The thing is that I have a heightened sexual appetite and find myself enjoying several fetishes. The strongest of these desires is that of diapers. I have had an attraction to them since I was young, always interested in them in one way or another and as I continue through life my desires are stronger at times then others but always present. We do partake in these activities from time to time but on a lighter level and I often feel bad that I subject her to these desires when she clearly has no interest. Overtime the frequency slows and the extent of the experience lightens, at this point I have made the decision that I love her more than the diapers and if that is what happens then so be it.

We hadn’t been on vacation in a long time, so when we had finally accumulated some PTO and some extra cash we decided to take a trip to somewhere relaxing. Little did I know that this trip would be quite the relationship changer. We had gone back and forth on where to go but finally my wife Tara put her foot down, “look I am paying for this vacation so I will decide where we will go and what we will do, just ask off for these two weeks we will need them.”

At this point I knew not to argue and agreed and went back to playing angry birds on my computer. Little did I know I was sealing my fate as she clicked away on the computer purchasing tickets and hotel rooms. Life went on as normal until about a week before our scheduled trip. Several packages began to arrive and were addressed to my wife with strict instructions not to open anything. Of course this peeked my curiosity as well as several arguments over the contents until she ended it one day by saying if I don’t stop prying I will be very sorry as all of it was for me.

It was the day before our start of our vacation and I was getting off several hours before my wife and had hoped to get home and have some alone time to relieve some of my fetish desires before the trip which I still had no idea where we were going. I jumped into my car and hurried home, trying to decide where to start, do I have time for a long slow build or just a couple quickies. I pulled into the parking lot and hurried up the stairs, as I opened the door I nearly fainted as I saw my wife standing there holding my laptop open to one of my favorite diaper stories and a couple of the diaper dvds that I had ordered. “So this is what you really want huh?” Tara stated straight faced.

“Well it certainly excites me but you are what’s important!”

“Enough already, if this is what you’re looking at then you clearly want something else” she said as she tossed the DVDs at my feet.

“No that’s not it, it’s just that I need an occasional release and then it is off my mind for a while, you are still what’s most important in my life, I just need to deal with the other stuff.”

“Well if it is that much of your life that you have to play with yourself just to get it off your mind than it is clear that something more must be done. In fact I have been aware of this for some time and have gone back and forth in my mind on how to deal with it. And your right, it’s not your lifestyle but lately it has gotten more frequent and I think it’s time to do something about it.”

“What do you mean?” I said with a timid voice.

“You will see in due time, I have been talking with some experts and we have decided on a possible solution, or should I say experiment that has shown some positive results, but more on that in due time. For now you need to not worry and do as I say or we will have a larger problem to deal with.”

At this point I was very nervous, I did not want to lose my wife, I love her very much and just wanted to deal with my fetishes so that I could still live a happy life with her, even if it wasn’t her thing at all. Whatever I had to do to make things better I would, so I hung my head, said I was sorry and asked for forgiveness. I was quickly cut off though as she stopped me and told me to be quiet, she put down the computer and grabbed my hand, “for now just relax and enjoy the rest of the night” as she led me out the door and to the car.

We had a quick dinner with several drinks, before long it was almost as if nothing had ever happened, we headed home and upon arriving she poured me another drink. I knew I probably shouldn’t continue with our early morning ahead but I figured OH well what’s one more. By the time that drink was gone I was too, I stumbled to bed and was out like a light before I knew it, I had all but forgot about earlier but my wife clearly hadn’t as she began to go to work on her plan…

I sprung awake with a sinking feeling in my heart and a pounding head ache. I knew I had forgotten to pack last night and we were supposed to be leaving the house in 20 minutes! I sprung out of bed only to fall back to the bed as my brain throbbed out of my skull. At about this time my wife came into the bedroom all dressed and ready for the day, “what the hell, your still in bed you lazy ass, you’re lucky I already have the car packed. Here, take these, it should help with the head.” She hands me two small white round pills,

“These aren’t Advil?” I stated,

“Yes we are out, that is all we had, they are out of the first aid kit, and it will help until we can get on the road. We can stop along the way and get you something else.”

I swallowed the pills with some water and rubbed my face.

“Here put on my sleep mask and it will help with the sun, you can sleep in the back seat and will do the driving first.” She handed me the mask and I slipped it over my head.

“Much better but I will wait until we get to the car, I still need to pack my stuff, and where are we going?”

“I told you I already packed the car and don’t worry about where you will enjoy it, now let’s get going we are already behind our time line. We walked down the stairs and to the car, there was a fully loaded backpack sitting in the front seat and the back was clear except for a pillow for me to rest my head and hangover. I crawled in, buckled up and pulled the mask down, I must have still been drunk or the pills must have been a p.m. version as I could barely even stay awake long enough to hear the car start. Little did I know the two pills were actually left over pain meds from a recent surgery and with the left over alcohol in my system put me in a very deep sleep. Tara continued on the journey down the interstate on her way to the neighboring state, of Colorado about 6 hours away. Shortly after leaving the metro area she ran across a rest area and pulled off to begin her plan. She parked the car in the back corner of the parking lot and grabbed the backpack out of the front seat. First she placed solid sun blinds on the back windows so that any cars passing by could not see into the back seat and what it contained. Next she replaced the blind fold with a more secure bondage style one made from leather and rubber which buckled in back of the head to secure it in place. Next came a pacifier that had a port that allowed the care giver to inject anything they desire into the subjects mouth. This was also secured to the head with a strap witch joined with the mask making it more secure and near impossible to remove both without unlatching the straps. I shifted in my sleep and she held some chloroform up near my nose and I was still again. She continuously monitored me and being a nurse hooked me up to a portable EKG to make sure I was alright. Next came some mittens to keep my hands out of trouble, they were ones she got from the hospital to keep patients from pulling ivs out and keep them from hurting themselves. They have two metal grommets which are used to run a lace through if extra control is needed over the Velcro, instead she inserts two small luggage padlocks and secures them making it impossible to remove. Next she cuts away the scrub pants bottoms I was wearing along with the boxers. We always keep our selves shaved as it is cleaner for sex and looks much nicer and today was no exception but for some stubble. She pulled a large dry 24/7 from the back pack along with a liner and opened it up shaking it outside the car for all to see. All though the lot was not full anyone looking on would certainly be curious as to what was happening, she slid the large diaper and pad under me and then stepped back to retrieve more supplies from the bag. She knew I hadn’t used the rest room yet and always had to in the morning; she certainly wasn’t going to ride in a smelly car for the next six hours so she slipped on some pink latex gloves and grabbed an inflatable plug and some lube from the bag. If I only knew what was about to happen I wouldn’t have been so relaxed. A muffled snore comes from behind the pacifier as a little drool slips out from the guard, Tara reaches up and wipes the drool from my chin and then onto the plug, “thanks for the lube but I don’t think that will do,” as she rubs some lube onto the plug.

She grabs my penis with one hand lifting it to gain access to my rear passage and with a firm and swift push seats the plug in my ass. This makes me from my sleep but Tara is quick with the chloroform and I am out like a light again. She checks my heart and breathing and continues the diapering leaving the inflation bulb for the plug outside the diapers. Next she straps my legs together with a medical restraint and attaches my cuffs to the seat belt strap keeping me firmly in place. A neck pillow keeps me up right and comfy as she zips the now nearly empty back pack closed and shuts the back door and locks the car so she can use the restroom, it is going to be a long trip after all and there won’t be any more stops until they arrive at their final destination. I had no idea what I had got myself into as I slept in restraints in the back seat, as far as I knew I was sitting there in my pjs taking a nap…

Tara had been driving for about 4 hours before she noticed an increase in the beep of the heart rate of her husband. She was about 20 miles outside of the next rest stop and was beginning to worry if Tyler would wake before she could give him another dose of sleeping medicine. She had worked hard on this over several months, communicating with several people online about options on dealing with a partner who has “different” sexual preferences. She had done much research on fetishes and what it involves and most importantly the psychology of it all. She had noticed that usually after a small diaper experience it was off of his mind for quite a while and the issue wouldn’t come up for several weeks. After doing some research she found a specialist nearby that worked with fetishes in both ways, on one side she ran a facility that catered to the feelings and on the other a program which worked to cure those feelings, or at least gain much control over them. Her program involved intense immersion into the lifestyle which for many people would essential open their eyes to the fact that it is not what they really want. It was a risky move as if it didn’t work it usually did just the opposite and caused a stronger desire for the fetish. However being in that Tyler was not a full time ABDL and usually was satisfied after an experience that the immersion definitely had a chance of working. Not only that it allowed for a vacation opportunity and some time for Tara to relax and not have to deal with Tyler for several days at a time, there was a nearby spa she was certainly going to appreciate. Dom Natalia has had much success in “curing” many ABDL’s and if it didn’t work it would be a great gift to her husband that will hold him over for a long time. As her mind was going over all the research she had done and reassuring herself she made the right decisions, Tyler began to groan and rustle around. She quickly pulled off the next exit which led to a low traveled road, she parked the car on the side of the road and grabbed the back pack, and she retrieved the chloroform and the gauze and put him back to sleep re situating Tyler so that he wouldn’t be too stiff. She returned to the interstate and picked up the pace, anxious to get him to the immersion nursery!

An hour later and she was pulling into a long country driveway as her GPS announced she has arrived at her destination, there was a large house with a smaller older house about 100 yards down a small hill. Tara pulled up to the Main house and left Tyler in the car sleeping, she approached the front door and rang the bell. A short moment later and the door opened to reveal a beautiful woman with shoulder length black hair pulled back in a ponytail in tight fitting leather from the neck down. “hello” stammered Tara at the first impression of the dom she had hired to take care of her husband.

“ You must be Tara, I have been expecting you, and right on time, excellent way to start things off. Please come in, and where is your husband?”

“Oh he is in the car, don’t worry I believe we have a few minutes before he wakes up.”

“Well we must be sure, let me see him” They walked to the car together and she gave him a poke to see how he would react, nothing happened.

“Good we will start the paper work and then I suggest we get started as we have a lot of work.”

They went inside and went over the contract they had created for Tyler to sign which would give them full control for the next two weeks. The contract would allow them to do as they pleased to him, with no safe words. This way they could push him to the point of no longer enjoying the fetishes and he would no longer want to partake. Natalia made it very clear that Tara was to participate as it would help to reassure Tyler that this is not something that will be over in two weeks and that a new way of life is coming one way or another. She agreed and they proceeded to return to the car and drive down to the second house. “This is where you two will be staying; it is fully equipped for everything we will need and more.”

There was a large swing set with an oversized baby seat, a large sand box and a large rocking horse. I parked the car and we got out and proceeded to the front door to something I wasn’t fully prepared for…

Inside the house was nothing as it appeared from the outside. The exterior was old and worn with vines growing up the brick walls and thick old glass which had become slightly opaque so as not to allow an easy view into the house. The yard was small and kept with minimum maintenance as crab grass was the majority of the lawn. There was an old tree out front that had crooked branches that twisted around sparsely covered with leaves. As for the inside it was completely remodeled, the main living room was converted to a hospital room. The room had a tiled floor with drains and a back splash of tile reaching up about 3 feet on the wall. There was an OB/GYN table in one corner with a rubber cover on it, stirrups in place and all the restraints necessary to deal with a difficult patient. There was a hospital bed along one side of the wall with side rails covered by a rubber cover as well. The bed was well equipped with restraints as well with an area to secure the patient at the head, hands, waist, and ankles leaving them completely immobile. There is also two IV stands and several medical carts filled with speculums, nozzles, plugs, dilators and every medical tool necessary for the most embarrassing procedures. My mouth was agape and Natalia could see this, “don’t worry not everything is always necessary and you will find something’s are more useful than you would have ever thought! Now let’s grab that gurney over there and get our new patient from the car.”

We wheeled the gurney out the front door and down the short ramp to the car. We lowered the gurney to the level of the car seat and between the two of us managed to drag Tyler out onto the gurney which began to wake him. Natalia quickly passed a strap around my chest and legs and placed a neck brace on me before wheeling me into the house. I was wheeled into the main room and left to slowly wake while they explored the rest of the house including the bathroom, nurse’s room (where my wife would be staying) and punishment room and then up stairs to the full nursery and baby care center. As I began to wake I knew something was wrong, I felt very disconnected and fuzzy and I couldn’t move a thing, I recognized immediately that I had a pacifier in my mouth and this confused me even more. I began to moan loudly and try and free myself to no avail. Little did I know that my captors were standing over me watching me struggle and planning their next move. Natalia began by releasing my eye mask, as the light flooded my eyes I quickly closed them until they could adjust to the bright light. “Don’t bother trying to say a word, as that pacifier will not allow a squeak out of you, your wife has brought you here for some behavior modification. This is my clinic and you will be here for at least two weeks. First you must sign this contract so we may begin, it is for your own good and the good of your relationship so just sign it.”

They released my hand and gave me a pen and held the contract for me to sign. I struggled to get my signature on the paper while I tried to make out some of the contract. I couldn’t read it but could pick out words such as diaper and enema as well as other words which both excited and scared me. I knew this could end up with me in some serious trouble but to be honest it was all making me very horny and that quickly took over as I wanted to know what was next.

“well that was easy” exclaimed Tara as she slipped the mitten back onto my hand.

“now we might as well get started” stated Natalia as she picked up the inflation bulb on the plug and gave it a few squeezes. My eyes bulged as I was not used to things in my butt and this was now stretching me to new points, Natalia saw this and stopped patting my diaper, “still dry? Well I am sure we can fix all of this, but first I think you need a nap and some time to get prepped for tonight. They wheeled me to the bed and raised the gurney to the same height so they could slide me over to the bed and re secure me. Natalia walked over to a large glass medicine chest and retrieved a few bottles from it along with a syringe. She placed them on a medical stand and rolled it over next to the bed, I began to worry as she filled the first syringe from a bottle and attached it to the port on my pacifier, plunging the contents into my with forcing my to consume them. It was very medicine tasting and bitter at that making my grimace.

“It’s for your own good, that will get that bladder going, next is something for the bowels!” as Natalia said this she pumped the plug again causing another shot of pain.

My wife had disappeared from the room and now returned in a medical green latex nurse’s uniform. If I wasn’t already horny this sent me through the roof but there would be no relief as I was securely strapped and diapered.” Allow me to do the last one “exclaimed Tara as she reached for the final syringe which would put me to sleep for the next couple hours.

She hooked the syringe to the port and looked me into the eyes as she grabbed the inflation bulb and gave it a final squeeze, “ You’re in for a long bumpy ride baby so you better hold on because this is only the beginning!” and with that she pushed the plunger in that would send me to sleep in the matter of a minute. As I faded off I could see them gathering more equipment and going through medical books discussing the rest of my stay. I knew I was in trouble now and not so sure this was going to be as exciting as I was hoping…

I woke, groggy and unable to see clearly as I tried to open my eyes. I could barely make out two figures in rubber gowns standing over me watching me struggle to move. “Hold still while we change you so we can get on with the procedure.” Came a commanding voice that sounded familiar to my wife’s but muffled.

They removed my diaper and used it to wipe away the feces which covered my entire diaper area. The rubber outfits and tile floor with drain soon explained themselves as they began to hose me off. I realized that I was strapped into the stirrups and on full view as the sharp painful stream of water hit my testicles and anus. As I was now clean and cold the water flow was lowered and the nozzle is inserted into my ass to fill me with cool water. I strain against the bonds as the water fills me without care, resulting in waves of cramps that cause me to sweat and shake. They pull the hose out just as I feel I am going to burst and replace it with the inflatable plug I was oh so familiar with. It was quickly pumped as it filled my anus beyond comfort. At this point I was ready to be done and it had only been a few hours, how was I ever to last a whole week or more.

After what seemed forever of struggling with the gripping cramps and pain of my bloated stomach the plug was rapidly deflated and pulled from my ass before it was fully deflated causing me to scream from behind my pacifier. “ hey we weren’t looking for your opinion, if you’re going to make noise we will give that mouth something to do!” as Natalia finished this threat she walked over to a cabinet and retrieved a large plastic feeding bag with hose and returned to the bed.

My wife had retrieved a milk jug and poured it into the bag. Natalia grabbed a bottle of Castor oil and poured half of it into the bag before sealing the cap and shaking it up. “This will keep you thinking twice about your fetish for the rest of the night, formula, Castor oil and lots of bulk fiber.”

She hooked up the bag to the stand and attached the tube to the pacifier to start the flow, I had a hard time keeping up with the flow as I had to constantly swallow. My bowels were straining and I was losing little squirts here and there. Natalia noticed this and pushed a gloved finger in to stop the flow and tease me” if you can’t hold one little enema on your own than we will do something to make sure that you won’t be holding back anything for some time,” with that she picks up a syringe and injected my anus several times, with in two seconds I couldn’t feel my bum and I was releasing uncontrollably all over the floor.

“Good thing we have it tiled for this reason” as she directs the hose to clean the floor and flush it down the drain, a quick squeegee finishes it up.

“you must be wondering what just happened, I gave your sphincter a nerve block that will hold it open for several days, that bum is now an open tunnel. Your clean now from the enema but that bag you’re drinking will fix that quick, there for we need to move on with our procedures.”

With myself bowel incontinent I would have no choice but to just use my diapers for everything, a steady flow of fluids and diuretics along with muscle relaxers would ensure a very wet and sloppy diaper. They proceeded to remove every bit of my body hair with razors and hair removal cream, making sure not to miss a single are. Slowly I was turned into an overgrown giant baby as they rubbed a special lotion on me that would keep the hair from growing back for several months.

Now that I was naked and hairless they began dressing me for the night. First came a chastity device that would prevent any sort of arousal, after all I was not to enjoy this, so this would reinforce negative feelings whenever I became aroused over something that was happening to me. It was a cage that would make it very uncomfortable to grow at all as if you did your member would be pushed into some uncomfortable posts. Next was a series of disposable diapers and inserts. First a size large abena with two extra thick inserts followed by an extra-large dry 24/7 to wrap the whole package together into what felt like a ball around my waist. This was encased be locking natural rubber pants that had a chain at both the waist as well as the legs making it near impossible to access my diapers for any reason. The heat was already building inside this incredibly thick diaper and I felt a numb feeling in my lower quarters that only led to farther weird feeling. Next was a latex body suit that they referred to as a rumba suit, it had a lower area like typical plastic pants but with an upper shirt like area that covered my chest. It also had sleeves that extended to my wrists with weird buckles at the end. After that they asked me to form a fist with my hands, and I obeyed with confusion knowing that any disobedience would not be a good idea. They quickly slipped on a rubber mitten that would hold my hands in fists making it impossible to use them; they were quickly buckled shut and then attached to the sleeves using the buckles I had noticed earlier. Finally the thick leather blind fold which I wore the whole way here was once again attached to the pacifier strap at the back of my head sending me into total darkness. I am slowly moved from the GYN table to the medical bed where the side rails are pulled up and that waist belt is strapped over me keeping me in place. “That should do for tonight, I am sure he is going through quite the trauma after today, we will give him something to sleep and get some sleep ourselves.”

With that I notice a medicine taste in my formula as it runs dry shortly after and isn’t replaced this time. Within minutes my head is swimming and I am out like a light, to rest in my rubber bed, and dream of what could possibly be next…