In Which Carolyn discovers Tim’s Secrets and Takes Steps

Carolyn loved her boyfriend Tim with all her heart but he seemed so secretive at times. Aloof and shy when it came to talking about the things he wanted. Oh he was a very tender Lover. Soft and delicate with is touch and his kisses made her shiver with delight but he always seemed unsatisfied in some way she could not explain. He seldom had his own orgasm and as far as she knew it was nothing she could address or "fix". It was a mystery.

They were scheduled to get married in just 2 weeks and Carolyn was cleaning the home he had just had built before she moved in. They had shared this home for just over a year and Tim was gone to a network programmers conference so she had the time and privacy to do the real "cleaning" that only females seem to comprehend.

While vacuuming the floor of the walk in closet that was on his side of the room she bumped the vacuum against the back of the closet and suddenly there was a soft but distinct "click". She turned off the vacuum and discovered a small, well oiled and equally well concealed door she never knew existed.

She bent down and moved into the hidden space, a small but highly organized closet behind the closet and found herself in a whole different world. Neatly hung on the closet rod were 6 little girl style dresses sized for an adult. The style was frilly, pre school styles with velvet and silk with ribbons and bows but the size and cut were not at all for a female. No, these, she knew immediately, would fit her fiancé, Tim.

Carolyn knew about cross dressers, she had, after all, been to college, graduate school, internship and, finally and had earned her license as a private Psychologist and of course she had watched Jerry Springer but to find that her boy friend was a closet cross dresser was a bit of a shock.

This explained why he was so reluctant to talk about his own deep sexual desires. Maybe there was more to discover. She moved the dresses aside and found that indeed there was a small dresser behind them.

The top drawer of the dresser was full of make up, cleansing masques, lip sticks in a variety of shades and colors and nail polish. This was a preteen girls play kit for a make-up party.

The second drawer almost took her breath away. It was filled with adult sized disposable diapers, thick cloth diapers, rubber diaper panties in pink and off white and some that had Rhumba frillies around the seat. Some snapped up the sides but most were tight pull- on’s. "So," she thought to herself, "My Tim is not just a cross dresser but also a baby. Interesting." If he had diapers where were the rest of the things a baby needed? She found them in the next drawer down. Baby bottles, adult and full sized nipples for the bottles, adult sized and full sized passies, even some baby spoons, plates and bowls with Barbi and My Little Ponies on them.

By now Carloyn had a pretty good idea why Tim had never let his feeling out but it was the bottom drawer that cinched her conclusions. It had a small but adequate selection of dildos, vibrators and even a paddle for spanking naughty little ones.

Carolyn thought about how much she loved Tim, thought about her taking the Dominate role in their relationship and coming marriage, thought about the idea of changing diapers and treating her 170 pound, 5 ft 9 inch husband like a sissy baby girl and decided that not only could she do it, she would enjoy it. She had always had a very strong, direct personality and now that she had the proof before her she could see that he had always preferred that she lead in almost every way. From finances to the bed room he preferred that she take control. Well, she would take control and in a very direct fashion.

The first thing she did was to empty out the hidden closet and move everything to the spare bedroom. There would be no more secrets between them. There may be secrets in this house but not between her and her new sissy baby boy. Or was it her sissy baby girl? Only time would tell.

Once she had everything put away to her satisfaction in the spare room with the dresses hung in the closet and the layette laid out and put away she proceeded to go on the Net and find everything she could about adult babies, cross dressers and sissy submissives. Some of the things she found intrigued her as a psychologist. For one thing she found that few sissy babies were actually bisexual or gay. Almost all were straight men that wanted Mommy to control them, dominate them in intimate and sexual ways and they were highly sexually aroused by coerced or even directly enforced feminization.

The next thing she found, to her relief, is that most adult babies do not want to make a dirty diaper. At least not very often and most times never. It was considered "too real" and truth to tell the idea of changing dirty diapers did not appeal to her at all but she also made up her mind that at least a few times her baby, Timmy, as she now thought of him would just have to accept her complete and total authority over him. She would hold her breath and change him like any other baby.

Wikipedia was the real authority on Adult Babies. It is written by the readers and on the subject of Infantilism it was both clear and direct, "Adult babies have no sexual desires that include children." And then it went on to say, "adult babies are not child molesters or pedophiles." The article also stated that, "Most make wonderful daddies because they are so tuned into the thoughts and needs and in most cases actually enjoy most of the same programs."

The next day, before her Timmy came home from his trip she went shopping for baby food, baby cereal, baby wipes, powder, baby oil gel and all the other little touches that make a nursery comforting and functional. Her last stop was a store that sold gym supplies where she got a full sized massage table and a thick mattress to cover it. This would be the perfect changing table for her baby. She even got a mobile of little dolls and lambs to put over the changing table.

By the time Tim got home all was in place.

Carolyn met him at the door with hugs and kisses then said, "Did my baby have a good trip?"

Tim looked puzzled. She had never talked to him in that soft, delicate voice before. "Pretty good. We got the contract."

"Good boy." She kissed his cheek and took his hand leading to their bedroom. She set him on the bed and looked right into his eyes. "Timmy, I found your little secret closet so all that hiding and all the secrets are in the past. What you have to decide, and I do mean right now, is if you are ready to accept the role you have craved for so long or do we call off the wedding and I move out tonight?"

Timmy was struck absolutely speechless and he knew that once he made this decision his whole world would change but he also knew that a lady like Carolyn he would only meet once in his life so he chose to submit. "I submit." He said.

"I thought you might, darling." She said as she took a pacifier out of her pocket and slipped it quickly into his mouth. "First, we are going to have some new rules here. You may be a man to the rest of the world but once we are together and every minute you are with me you will be my baby. Is that clear?"

Yes."

"Almost. You will call me Mommy."

"Yeth, Mommy." He said around the pacifier."

For the next 45 minutes she laid out the new rules and then got him to confess about his need for diapers, dresses and all the rest. At last he got it all out but Carolyn had one more surprise in store. "Do little babies keep secrets from Mommy?" She said sternly.

"No, Mommy." He said meekly shaking his head.

"So you admit to being naughty and keeping secrets?"

"Yes, Mommy."

"Then I think you need to be punished the way a naughty baby is punished." She said as she pushed him back on the bed and reached for his belt.

In moments he was stripped from the hips to his toes and then he was commanded to roll over. Suddenly he knew what was about to happen and he started to whimper but Carolyn was a trained psychologist and not at all weak willed.

Once he was on his tummy with a pillow under his tummy raising his bottom she took out the paddle she had found in his secret closet and proceeded to start Timmy’s first real spanking.

With the first S M A C K Timmy let out a cry of shock and tried to cover his bottom but Carolyn calmly moved his hands and said. You have needed this spanking for a very long time, little one. Then she smacked his ass again and the flood gates opened and Timmy started to cry like a baby in deep uncontrollable sobs.

S M A C K ... S M A C K ... S M A C K the paddle came down on Timmy’s ass and he screamed and cried like a baby. Carolyn was delighted because she knew that he was also regressing, accepting her complete domination of him and getting rid off all his pent up emotions all at the same time. Twenty five swats later and her arm was tired, Timmy has a flaming red ass and he was sobbing and kicking just like a 2 yr. old. Perfect. Just perfect. She put the paddle away and commanded that he roll over and lay his head in her lap. Without hesitation he did exactly as he was told and she caressed his face, cuddled him and once more reminded him that Mommy was going to make all his real choices for him and if he was naughty he could expect a spanking every time.

It took a while but Timmy finally stopped sobbing, rolled over on his side and curled up with his head in her lap softly sucking his passy.

Mommy let him cuddle for a few minutes then she had him roll over on his back. In no time at all she had his pants back on him. Once his pants were on and zipped she took him by the hand and said, "Okay, darling, now let’s go watch some TV before dinner." Then she led him not to the living room but to the new nursery.

She opened the door to the nursery and Timmy was astonished at what he saw. Sucking his passy he walked into the nursery and sat down on the changing table like a good boy.

" No, darling, not there. That is for diaper changing. You belong in your play pen." And she pointed to a slightly over sized plan pen on the other side of the room. Meekly Timmy walked to the play pen and got in.

"No, darling, do you need to go potty?"

It came as a surprise to Timmy but all of a sudden he did. He started to stand up but Mommy said sternly, if you get out of your play pen with out permission Mommy will give you another spanking. Is that what you want?"

Shaking his head, No, He sat back down as Mommy said. You need to learn that I am completely in charge now and, as you are a little toddler, or almost one, I know you do not have any real control over your potty habits. That means that I expect you to have a few accidents and wet your pants.’ She pointed to the video camera that was mounted above the play pen and then to the other 5 set in the walls. Mommy will be watching your every move, darling and when I get back I better find that you have had an accident and need to be changed."

She turned on the TV, put in a tape of Little Bear, a popular TV show for 2 to 3 yr. olds then left the room to make dinner. Everything was going perfectly. Just as she had planned.