Ryan vaguely remembered his parents. He knew they were negligent and that they left him at age 3 with his sister, age 10, and never came back. Their Aunt had raised them and Ryan lived with her until His sister, Beth, had graduated from nursing school and gotten an apartment in Memphis, where she worked. Ryan began wetting the bed at age 12 and his Aunt had given him a spanking each time he wet, which was a lot. But when his sister got her apartment she had promised him she'd never do such a thing, but instead he would have to wear cloth diapers and plastic pants to bed. He agreed.

"Wake up sleepyhead, time to get your wet diapers off" Beth began to pull his plastic pants off. "Take a shower, put these in the wash, and I'll drive you to school. Beth unpinned both of the cloth diapers and handed them to Ryan. She took a baby wipe and wiped him clean.

"Good morning, Beth" He said as he went for the shower. He put in his contacts, brushed his teeth and put his diapers in their second- hand washer. It had been the routine for about three weeks since the eighth grade started. Beth had told him he couldn't change his own diapers until he was 15. He hoped he would have stopped wetting by then.

He struggled to hold the urine in until after the bell rang. It was the same everyday, he had a weak bladder, and sometimes he came close to an accident. But today he made it, only a little had snuck its way into his pants. "Time for Soccer Practice" He was excited to be on the team.

He barely made it through the practice without wetting himself completely, but his bladder had leaked enough to cause a noticeable wet spot on his uniform. Beth had suggested he wear men's guards until his next physical but he refused. He saw her car waiting to pick him up for dinner. Beth worked 6PM TO 6AM five days a week at city hospital so she was in a hurry. Ryan hopped into the car. He had to be diapered at 5:30 before she left.

"Listen, it's five o'clock, so you'll have to eat microwave stuff tonight because I don't have time to cook." Beth said.

"Okay."

As soon as they walked through the apartment door Beth said "Go lay down on your changing table, and I'll get your diapers, ok?"

"Yeah" Ryan went and laid down on his large changing table. A minute later Beth came in holding two cloth diapers and a pair of white plastic pants. She pulled down his shorts and underpants and lifted his butt by his ankles. She powdered him and slid the two diaper underneath of him. She pinned them tight and slid the baby pants up over them. They were too thick for pants to fit over them so he just wore his diapers and a t-shirt.

"If anything happens, you know who to call, nobody's allowed over. Don't remove your diapers for anything because you don't know how to pin them on. If you have to go, go in the diapers. I'll change you in the morning. If you take them off I will spank you, ok?" Beth looked at him.

"I do solemnly swear to do everything you just said." He said sarcastically. But he did remember the spanking he'd gotten for removing his diapers to go to the bathroom. She left and he made a microwave pizza and watched Tv. Then he felt pressure in his bowels.

"Oh no."He thought he had to go number two bad. Should he remove the diapers? "No, last time she gave me a bare bottom spanking, it hurt for two days" he thought. It was worse than his aunt's spankings. At ten o clock he couldn't hold it any longer and poop filled his diapers. "Ugh!" ryan said aloud. It felt awful. He sat on his bed and the mess spread all over his bottom. Hours later he finally fell asleep.

She smelled it before she entered his room to change him. "Oh dear, he must've had to go bad." She thought. She'd better revise that rule or he'd have a terribly smelly room, not to mention a bad diaper rash. "Wake up, sweety. You need a diaper change badly, honey." He awoke and felt an awful burning sensation on his bottom and winced. "Oh, I bet you have a bad diaper rash." He got on the changing table and lay down. She unpinned the diapers and the smell was awful. She lifted him by his ankles and used several baby wipes to clean the mess. She saw the bright red rash on his bottom and suppressed a laugh.

"I think you should wear disposables so you can take them off easily, I'll go to the store after I drop you off and get them, okay?" She said.

He winced as he began to get up and nodded. "Poor baby, that must hurt, better buy some rash cream at the store.'" She thought.

As they were on the way a truck came straight through a red light and barreled into Ryan's side of their car, a 2003 S2000 at 40 mph. All turned Black.

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He saw the rescuers take him out of the car and put him onto a stretcher, he was in a state of shock and his head hurt like Hell. That was when he realized he was wetting himself uncontrollably, and it again went dark.

He awoke again as he was being rushed on a gurney to the emergency room. He saw a nurse cut his shirt away, exposing a large cut. It went dark once again. He heard voices. He faded in and out for hours. Then he had a dream, it was one where he was 12 and awoke with a wet bed at his aunt's.

"Only babies do this" Ryan's Aunt said angrily. He saw himself begin to sob, standing there in wet underpants. "I think you deserve a good spanking!" and with that he saw himself being pulled over her lap and his bottom bared. The spanking began and he saw his bottom turn red and he began to kick in pain.

Then he awoke abruptly, and saw a nurse pulling plastic pants over his diapers. "Why am I wearing a diaper?' he thought but didn't say anything.

"Oh, you're awake, I'll go tell your sister." and with that she left the room. A minute later his sister walk in with a few stitches in her forehead, but otherwise she was okay.

"Are you okay, Ryan? The Doctor's said you'll be okay, but you had a huge gash on your forehead, and a cut that needed a few stitches on your stomach, but no broken bones, or signs of internal bleeding." She finished.

"I'm fine, but I uh why's-" He was cut off.

"The diaper is because you wet yourself at the crash, I don't blame you, and a few times in your sleep." She said sympathetically. He nodded, not to upset, but a bit embarrassed.

"When can I leave?"

"They need to keep you overnight for observation, so in the morning you can leave. I have to go to work and I'll pick you up and we'll spend the day together, okay?' He nodded.

He had not made it to the bathroom his whole stay, and complained that he couldn't feel it when he had to go. The doctor referred him to a urologist who would see him the next day. His mom walked in carrying shorts a t-shirt and a Pampers diaper and a bag.

"I wanted to test the new disposables, plus I heard about your accidents. I hope you're okay, Bro." She unfolded the Pampers and lay it aside. She removed his plastic pants and wet diapers and handed them to a nurse. She wiped him with a baby wipe, lifte him and powdered him. She slid the new diaper under him and taped it tight, it fit perfectly. He stood up and began to dress. "So, how is the disposable?'

It felt weird and crinkled a lot, making it conspicuous but it was okay. "It's fine." He said as he pulled his shirt on. They checked out and went to the lot where there rental car, a Mitsubishi Lancer ws waiting.

"The truck driver was hammered, and I'm going to sue his ass big time. 10,000 dollars in medical bills, and hopefully punitive damages. The car's totaled. I saved all of my money to lease it. He's gonna pay!" Beth said angrily. Oh sweet revenge!

"Where do you want breakfast, oh thanks to your appointment tomorrow no more school for the rest of the week. That's good, right?" she was trying to cheer him up. "This car is nice for a rental."

"Let's go to Bob Evan's, I'm not looking forward to school. I'm sore all over.'" He was exhausted.

After breakfast they went home because Ryan was tired, and he had soaked his diaper. ": I'm worried, maybe the accident injured your bladder, anyway let's change you." She led him into his room and onto his changing table.

The table was actually a baby's changing table Beth found at a garage sale, but it was large enough for Ryan, plus it was cheap.

She lifted him up by his ankles, changing his diaper was second nature now, she then removed his wet pampers and wiped him. She sprinkled powder on his bottom and applied cream to his recent diaper rash. She slid another disposable under him and fastened it. She threw the wet diaper in a large diaper pail that she just bought. The whole drill took less than a minute.

"All done, Bro." she gave him a playful swat and he hopped off the table and went to watch TV. He soaked his diaper as they watched a movie, and she changed him. He fell asleep still sore from yesterday's crash.

She changed him in the morning and they ate breakfast together. They went down to the car and Beth drove them to the urologist's office. It was a small practice in the suburbs of Memphis (That's Memphis, Tennessee for those who don't know). It had a brick facade and nice landscaping. Ryan would remember it forever.

"Your x-rays don't show damage to your bladder, so I suspect it is nerve damage, but we'll run a few tests." The young urologist said. After about 2 hours of testing. The doctor looked ready to read the verdict. He deeply inhaled and said, "It appears, Ryan has had permanent damage to the nerves that control his bladder. He may be incontinent forever. However, I recommend seeing another urologist in the future to see if they agree. There isn't a cure. He can either use a catheter and urine bag-" Beth winced, she'd seen them many times in the hospital "-or you can keep him the way he is."

"I think for now, the best solution is diapers. I will have him see a urologist at the hospital where I work." Beth said.

"Oh are you a nurse?" the Doctor inquired.

"I am a pediatric nurse, at Memphis city hospitals." She said, proudly.

"We're looking for one here," he gestured to the office "Full time, we're the only urological practice for a 200 mile radius. Starting 22 dollars an hour seven to seven weekdays."

"I'll drop you a line, see ya, thanks."

With that they left the office.

"Ryan I feel so bad, but don't worry Bro, we'll nail that driver. Maybe the other urologist will have a solution." Beth tried to cheer him up. He was on the verge of tears.

"Let's get you changed." and with that they drove towards home.

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They arrived at the other urologist's office, which was a long drive all the way to Atlanta. They planned to stay the night at a holiday Inn. The office was large, and many aides were scurrying around. After a few minutes in the waiting room their doctor would see Ryan.

"I'm guessing it's irreparable nerve damage also, but first let's run some tests to figure it out." The doctor said in a calm, laid-back manner.

After two hours the urine sample was back in as were the x-rays both showed no damage to the bladder itself, which pointed to damage of the nerve that controlled the bladder.

After a few minutes of explaining the results to the urine test, the doctor finally said, "I agree with the other doctor you saw. Come back next month and we'll check again, but for now just keep him in diapers," He said trying not to look at Ryan, who was starting to sob. He handed Beth a catalog with incontinence items. "Our supplier sells items half-price to our patients, so you might want to look at that."

Beth studied the catalog for a few minutes and ordered a large box of wipes, a huge bottle of baby powder and a large case of Tena youth diapers. For nighttime she ordered a case of Molicare super-plus youth. "When do they deliver?" She asked handing him the form while writing a check.

"Overnight for all of it, shipping included."

"Thanks." She left and stopped at the front desk to pay and register for an appointment next month.

Down the road she spotted a pharmacy and stopped. "You need some diapers for tonight." She went in and bought a small package of Pampers 6. She led Ryan to a handicap restroom and locked the door. She brought a vinyl pad out of a duffel bag and lay it on the floor. Ryan lay down and Beth pulled his shorts off, exposing a dripping wet diaper. "I have to give you a diaper change more often, don't I?" She said to herself. She threw the wet diaper away and wiped him off. "Go ahead and go poop in that stall," she said. She knew he had to go. He went ahead. She unfolded the diaper and laid it on the pad. Ryan came out and lay down on it. She applied cream to his rash and powdered him. She fastened the diaper, which had Barney prints, and pulled his sweats over it. Then a look of worry crossed Ryan's face.

"What about changing for Gym on Monday, oh crap!" He was once again ready to cry.

In a soothing voice Beth said "I'm sure they won't tease you, it's not your fault, and besides, if they found out about it right away, they'll know you don't care if you have to wear diapers."

"But I do care, Sis, Everyone will laugh at me." He began to sob.

"Bro, I'm sure they don't laugh at paralyzed kids."

"Yeh, but this is different!" He was crying hard now.

"It's not different it's a disability, and You're lucky it's not worse. " She began rubbing his back. She pulled out a pacifier from the bag and stuck it in his mouth. He began to settle down. She had learned over the past few years that this actually settled him down. After a while he stopped crying and she put the pacifier back in the bag they walked out. She could see the diaper peeking up in the back of his sweats, but she didn't say anything. She drove him to a dairy queen as a treat and then they decided to see a movie. When they returned to the hotel room, his diaper was still peeking up and she changed him. They laid on their beds watching CSI, Ryan's favorite show, and She gave him a bottle with juice because he liked it at nights when he was tired.

"Oh look at him in his pampers and T-shirt, he's so cute." Beth thought staring at the thirteen year old sucking on a baby bottle in just a diaper and shirt. She fell asleep.

Halfway back to Memphis, Ryan said he had to poop. They were making good time, so she didn't want to stop. "Honey, I think it's best if you poop in your diapers too. That way you don't have to worry about the bathroom at all." She said. Fifteen minutes later, Ryan pooped his diaper. It was stinky and disgusting to Ryan, but he would get used to it. An hour later, they reached their apartment and she stopped to change Ryan's diaper on his table. He was relieved to be out of the poopy diaper.

"Honey, Aunt Meg called last night, she wants us to visit her. I told her yes so get ready to leave in about an hour." She went to his room and got the diaper bag ready with the rest of the Pampers. The diapers and supplies she ordered had arrived, but she wanted to use the rest of theirs before opening the new ones.

Ryan hated Aunt Meg. She had given him a spanking and called him a baby every time he had wet his bed, which was almost every day. His cousin, Robert laughed at him. Robert was a year younger and never had an accident. Ryan hated him too.

An hour later, they departed Memphis, and headed south. Their aunt lived in a small town in Mississippi called Clanton. As they reached the highway Beth explained the trip. "It'll last a week, so no school till Monday, okay. (It was Friday) We'll spend two days at Meg's and stay at a hotel on the coast. It's a bit chilly, but you can still go swimming in the ocean.'" His eyes lit up he loved swimming, in fact, he was going to try out for the schools swimming team next week.

Ten seconds later, he was overcome with worry, what about Robert finding out about his problem? Would he have to wear a diaper to swimming? "Beth, how can I swim with a diaper on?" He sounded upset.

"They make swim diapers, bro, you can wear shorts over them. I'll buy you some washables for swimming, but for this trip I'll buy some Little swimmers at the store."

After Hours of driving they arrived at Aunt Meg's House.

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"Hi Beth, Ryan, you guys are early, I ordered Pizza, but it won't be here for half an hour. ROBERT! GET DOWN HERE YOUR COUSINS ARE HERE!" Thirty second later Robert appeared. He was a few inches shorter than Ryan and 12 years old. The two bore little resemblance. Ryan was darker-skinned, had a leaner build, and was dark-haired. Robert was pale, a bit on the heavy side, but not quite fat, he had blonde hair.

Robert whispered to Ryan "Wanna see my computer, it's new!" and with that they went upstairs together. Robert was Meg's only child and he had his own bedroom. The other bedroom had two twin beds and was a guest room. Beth and Ryan slept their when they lived there. They would sleep there for two more days.

It was an alienware aurora, a computer Ryan really did have dreams about. They decided to play Ryan's Halo 2 on Rob's X-Box, which was custom painted. Rob didn't have Halo 2 since his mom wouldn't let him. Beth told Ryan the ESRB could fuck themselves when she bought it for him. I mean purple blood?! Ryan was far more skilled so Rob asked to play COop and they did. They made small talk until the pizza came.

"Pizza!" Aunt Meg yelled. Ryan went down the stairs first and that was when Rob saw it. It was a diaper. It stuck out over the top of Ryan's sweats. He would ask Ryan about it later. Rob was glad he didn't wet the bed like a baby.

As they ate Beth described the accident and their injuries, but she left out Ryan's incontinence. "Whew!" he thought.

"So is Ryan still bedwetting?" Aunt said smiling wickedly.

"Well he was and so I made him wear diapers, but now he has to wear them all the time because of the car accident." Beth explained. The look of satisfaction left Meg's face and a look of sorrow replaced it. Ryan wanted to disappear. "In fact I forgot to change him when we got here." She took Ryan into the empty living room and laid out the vinyl pad. She removed his shorts and wet diaper and wiped him clean. She powdered him and put a new Pampers on him. They returned to the kitchen and Beth disposed of the diaper and washed their hands. After dinner Ryan and Rob returned to the X-Box.

Rob was silent and he felt sorry about all the times he'd teased Ryan about his bedwetting. "Finally a twinge of guilt!" Ryan thought.

"Look, Ryan I'm sorry I made fun of you for bedwetting. Can you forgive me?" Rob looked sincere. No, of course not, Ryan thought.

"It's no big deal, man I don't blame you, and now I have a legitimate excuse for wetting the bed!" Ryan tried to act like the apology was no big deal, that the teasing was not hurtful at all. But the teasing had separated the two, they weren't as close anymore.

Later Ryan took his contacts out and brushed his teeth. He went into their guest room. Beth locked the door and began changing his diaper. Once the new one was on, he started to get up but Beth stopped him. "I'm going to put two diapers on you, because you won't be changed until morning" and with that she put another diaper on him. The double diapering was extra thick. He went to sleep in double diapers and a t- shirt.

He awoke before Beth. He looked at his watch, it was six thirty. He decided to take a shower. He took a dry pampers, shorts, and a T- shirt. He went into the bathroom and locked it. He removed his wet diapers and threw them in the garbage. He showered, brushed his teeth, and put his contacts in. He tried to figure out how to put the diaper on when he began peeing uncontrollably. He rushed to the toilet. He cleaned up the mess with paper towels. He powdered himself as best as he could and lay down on the diaper. He pulled it up and taped it. He quickly dressed and walked out of the bathroom. His sister met him in the hall.

"What were you doing in there?" Beth said groggily

"Showering." He smelled breakfast.

"Let me see how you put that diaper on, Bro." She pulled down his shorts to see. She frowned and said, "Let me readjust that quickly." He lay down in the hallway and she untaped his diaper. Just then Robert walked out of his room and once he saw Ryan rushed back in. Beth ignored it and re-taped the diaper. They went down to breakfast.

Aunt Meg served them eggs and bacon. Beth than explained her travel plans.

"Ryan and I are going to the beach tomorrow and staying until Wednesday so we were wondering if Robert, here wants to come stay with us. We can drop him off here Wednesday on our way back." Beth said pleadingly

Meg paused to make it seem like she was actually contemplating it and she answered "Yes, but he better behave." Rob looked excited and Meg told him to go pack.

"We're leaving at 6:30 tomorrow so don't bother with breakfast cause we'll stop at McDonald's on the way."

That night Beth double-diapered Ryan and he couldn't sleep he was so excited. He loved swimming, and he'd get to swim. with Rob.

He awoke to Beth changing his diaper. She put a new one on before he fully awoke.

"Good morning sleepyhead. Don't bother to shower, you can do it when we get to the hotel. I booked two rooms. " She handed him a pair of jean shorts, which barely fit over the diaper. She threw him a t- shirt and they carried their bags downstairs where Rob was waiting eagerly with his bag. They had a quick cup of coffee, loaded the car, and left. They stopped at a gas mart on the small town square and filled up.

Four hours later they caught a glimpse of towering hotels and casinos along the beach. They had stopped once and Beth changed Ryan's diaper in the car. Ryan was embarrassed as Rob watched the spectacle along with other people at the truck stop. We aren't expected at the hotel until 9:00 so let's stop at a Wal-mart.

They stopped at one just a mile from the beach. They split up and agreed to meet again at 9:10 at the car. Rob and Ryan went to see toys and video games. Beth picked up a few things including a pair of goggles for Ryan and Rob. She bought some potato chips and a bag of Little Swimmers and went back to the car. Both boys were waiting and they headed towards a Ramada Inn. It was oceanfront with two pools (one outside and one on the seventh floor roof) They checked in and headed to their rooms on the third floor. Ryan and Rob shared a room and Beth had her own. Beth handed them the potato chips and opened their room. She helped them put their bags in. She changed Ryan in front of Rob.

"How about we stay in our rooms until ten and then I'll come in here and we'll go to the beach." She left and went into her room. They relaxed and ate potato chips until ten o clock.

Beth came in holding a beach bag. She was in a two-piece and looked quite fit. "Guys let's get ready to swim" Rob went into the bathroom to put on his swimming trunks. While he was doing this, Beth changed Ryan into a swim diaper. It was orange and plastic. Ryan pulled swimming trunks over it just as Rob came out of the bathroom. Beth grinned wickedly.

"You boys want twenty bucks?" She had their attention "I dare you both to go to the beach in just swim diapers and t-shirts." Ryan looked surprised and slowly pulled his trunks down, grinning, exposing the orange diaper.

"Come on Robbie-Twenty bucks" Ryan said grinning.

"Well-okay but no word of this leaves here."

"Fine." Beth said smiling.

"Well come on lay down on the pad." He hesitated than obeyed. He was diapered quickly and Beth took the trunks. "Let's go to the beach, guys!" She giggled wildly and led the two waddling boys to the elevator.

Beth laid out a towel and set the bag down. She grabbed three pairs of goggles and gave two to the boys. All eyes were fixed on them, two older boys in T-shirts and bright orange diapers. Ryan removed his shirt and grabbed his goggles, and waddled to the ocean. Rob and Beth followed.

The water was warmer than Ryan expected. It was odd to get in the water in just a diaper, almost surreal. He was a bit thrilled to be seen in just a diaper but his fear vanished when he went into the ocean. They swam for hours and body surfed also. It was evening when they returned to the towel. She changed Ryan into a Pampers and he was slightly embarrassed, but he didn't care, they were complete strangers. He put a T-shirt on and waited for Rob who was also changed into a Pampers out in the open. They returned to the room where Beth gave them each a twenty. There was a purpose behind this episode, though. It was to acclimate Ryan to being seen in diapers. Since Rob was dry he slipped on a pair of shorts. Ryan had to be changed though. He slipped shorts over his diapers and they left to find a place to eat.

Beth wondered why Rob left the diaper on but she didn't say anything to him. Maybe he was trying to help support Ryan in this tough time. That was the purpose of this vacation. She had planned it after Ryan's diagnosis. He wasn't as depressed anymore. They ate at a Red Lobster and went shopping. When they were finished Ryan needed a change, and to Beth's surprise, so was Rob. They were changed in a family restroom. She put Rob in another diaper, and he didn't seem to mind.

She told them not to stay up to late, and retired to her room. They played X-Box until about 1 and then slept. Ryan woke up early, showered, and changed himself. He put on a pair of sport shorts and a T-shirt. He woke Rob and to Rob's surprise, his diaper was wet.

"I wet the bed-" Ryan interrupted him.

"Nah, it's a diaper not a bed." Ryan threw him a new Pampers and told him the shower was open. He came out wearing just a diaper. Ryan helped him tape it tighter. "Aren't they comfortable?" Ryan asked Rob.

"Yeah, but I don't know-"

"Hey, if I can wear one you can." Ryan tried to make wearing a diaper sound manly and tough. Rob quickly dressed. "Robbie, wanna go for a jog on the beach?" Rob nodded wondering how to jog in a diaper.

"I'll tell Beth we're leaving." He went out the door and opened Beth's. To his surprise she was in a jogging suit and her hair was up in a ponytail.

"Bobby and I were gonna go Jogging on the beach. Is that okay?"

"Yeah. I'm gonna run to Wal-Mart and get some stuff. Be back in an hour. Oh-" she whispered "Is Rob still wearing a diaper? You two look so cute with your diapers on!" She giggled.

"Yeah see ya in an hour, Sis." He went to tell Rob. They took off down the stairs. They began jogging down the beach. You could tell they were diapered from a distance. Ryan's shorts were tight enough you could see the outline of the diaper and Robbie's shirt failed to cover the top of the diaper.

The two jogged 3 miles down the beach and then jogged back to the hotel.

Beth was waiting and saw they both were wet before they told her. She changed them on the newly made bed, apparently housekeeping came while they were gone. This time she made sure to powder Rob good. When it was Ryan's turn she knew he had pooped so she laid out the pad on the bed. She wiped him clean powdered him and put his new diaper on. They relaxed and ate lunch and Beth changed them both into swim diapers. They went down to the beach in just diapers and swam until dinnertime. As she was changing them at the beach she noticed Rob had pooped this time and she changed him in front of beachgoers. She powdered him extra and when she was finished gave him a playful swat. "Naughty boy." she giggled. They decided to eat and then visit the rooftop pool.

They swam until the pool closed at ten and then went to their rooms. Beth double-diapered both boys for the night.

On Tuesday night, she made sure the car was loaded for a quick departure. They set out their clothes for tomorrow, but their bags were in the car. While the boys weren't paying attention she slipped an unopened small package of Pampers into Rob's bag along with a note.

Dear Robbie,

These are for you. Keep them secret. Hope to have fun next time

you visit. Thanks for being so supportive of Ryan.

Love, Cousin Beth.

They went out to a local seafood restaurant and then went to a shopping outlet. Halfway through shopping Ryan's diaper began to leak. Beth changed him on the sidewalk as a small crowd watched the diaper change. He turned 20 different shades of red. Some older teenagers giggled at Ryan.

They woke up early and changed. They left the hotel and drove an hour then ate breakfast at a McDonald's. Two hours later they arrived at Rob's house. They said goodbye to Meg and Rob and drove to Memphis.

Beth let Ryan skip Thursday and Friday but told him he'd have to go to school Monday. He dreaded the thought of school. The nurse had been informed of his condition, and he was told to go to her for a diaper change each day during lunch.

He could change for gym in a stall, but Beth told him to just change in front of his friends. They would find out eventually.