Training Carrie
Chapter 1
I opened the door to the room where she had been waiting, naked. When
she entered the room several hours ago, her instructions had been to
strip completely except for her three-inch heels, put her clothes in the
armoire in one corner of the room, then close the armoire door. When she
closed the door, she heard the locking click. She tried the door to see
if it was truly locked, which it was. Then, continuing to follow her
instructions to the letter, she walked to the full-length mirror and
stood facing her image, feet apart at shoulder width and arms at her
sides. She was monitored continuously by hidden cameras, and I knew she
had made no detectable movements since then. She already showed
remarkable self-discipline, but she would soon be tested to her limits
and beyond.
"Are you ready?" I asked.
Lost in thought, she hadn't noticed the door open behind and to her
left. She jumped at the sound of my voice, then looked at me in the
mirror, her body still motionless, arms still at her sides. There was a
tremor in her voice when she asked, "Are you the one - are you my ...
trainer?"
"Your training Master. Yes, I'm the one." A faint smile appeared. "My
Master," she echoed softly. I couldn't tell if she was simply correcting
herself aloud, or if she was acknowledging my title. "I was hoping it
would be you."
"Why?" She thought for a moment, then responded, "During my interviews,
you seemed genuinely concerned that I was doing this for the right
reasons. I felt like you cared. I feel like I can trust you."
"And if you didn't think you could trust me?" "Look," she said, "as you
know from the interviews, it's been very difficult for me to express why
I need to do this. Until I arrived today and was told I was accepted, I
was sure I would be turned down due to my poor interview performance.
Even though I couldn't explain my reasons to your satisfaction, I know
this is what I have to do. But I still don't know if I have the strength
to see it through, and being with someone I'm comfortable with might
make all the difference."
It occurred to me to answer that she wouldn't find much comfort here,
and she wouldn't have much choice but to see it through. But she had
already been told what to expect in nonspecific terms - no need to sow
doubts in her mind at this late date. She obviously wanted reassurance
from me, so I gave it to her. "You've shown great strength and
determination just getting this far. Granted, the most difficult part is
ahead, but we understand how hard it was for you to deliver yourself
into this situation. If we didn't think you could do it, we wouldn't
have accepted you." She smiled.
"Are you ready?" I repeated She bowed her head, as if embarrassed. "I'm
so afraid," she finally replied softly. "If you go through with the
Ceremony, you will have constant cause for fear, for a very long time.
We've tried to make that very clear to you. This is what you said you
wanted."
Barely above a whisper, she said, "I know, but then we were talking
about the future. Now the future is here." Then she took a deep breath
and said, "Ok, I'm ready." "Here's the document," I said, holding up the
parchment on which the Agreement was written. "I want you to read it
carefully, one more time. This is your last chance to change your mind."
She turned and walked slowly to me. It was obvious to her that I was
admiring her body as she walked, yet she kept her arms at her sides,
making no attempt to cover herself. By her own accounts and our
assessments, she was a modest and sexually repressed woman. I couldn't
imagine how very hard all of this must be for her.
I had seen her naked before, during her last interview. Then as now, I
thought she was stunning: shoulder-length reddish-brown hair, green
eyes, strong jaw, high cheekbones, perfect teeth, clear complexion, a
slightly voluptuous body, large but not too large breasts - no implants
- and good muscle tone without looking muscular. Per our direction, she
wore no makeup except lipstick, yet "glamorous" would have been an
appropriate description of her face. Her only negative was that she was
slightly thick-waisted, but we would improve that with diet and exercise.
Our eyes met as she reached for the parchment. Suddenly she froze, then
jerked back her hand. I was puzzled, something obviously happened, but I
didn't know what. Then the moment passed. She reached out again, took
the parchment, and began reading. After a second, I put a hand at the
top of the parchment and lowered it, and her hands with it, until I
could see her breasts over the top of the parchment. "Don't obstruct the
view," I said when she glanced up at me, giving her a taste of the
control I would soon be exerting over her. She blushed slightly, but
kept reading. As she read, the trembling visible in her hands and
breasts progressed to shaking. At last she offered back the parchment,
and said, "Seeing it in writing terrifies me. Could I please have a
drink before we start, to steady my nerves?"
"No," I said. I took back the parchment and handed her a small key.
"Here's the key that unlocks the armoire. You will begin the Ceremony
with your clothes on. Put on your blouse and skirt, but leave the other
things, you have no further need of them. Come out through this door
when you are dressed, in one minute. You know what is expected of you
during the Ceremony. There will be witnesses, don't embarrass me." I
left the room, leaving the door open.
She emerged on schedule into the "throne" room, which was connected to
the waiting room she came from by a short, featureless hall. The two
doors she passed through locked as they closed behind her. From now on,
she was on a one-way journey.
She looked at me, seated in an ornate chair on a raised platform - thus
the name "throne" room. Considering the Agreement she was about to bind
herself to, it was appropriate that she was facing me seated on a
throne. She saw the parchment on the low table in front of the platform,
then glanced up at the two video cameras, one over each of my shoulders
near the ceiling. She didn't seem to notice the two cameras on either
side of the room, certainly not the two behind her. She avoided looking
at the door to her left, opening into a pitch dark room. She knew the
Ceremony would end with her entering that room alone, to end her old
life and start a new one.
"Stand at the table, across from me," I said. She moved to the table and
resumed the pose she had held for so long in the waiting room, making
steady eye contact with me. Naked or clothed, she was beautiful. I
paused to see how she would react to the silence, in a room she hadn't
seen before. Fear was visible on her face, and her body was still
shaking.
"Why are you here?" I asked. She was silent for some seconds, as if she
were summoning the will to speak through her fear. "I want a new life, a
different life," she finally said, in a barely audible whisper.
I was sure the room microphones would catch anything said here, no
matter how soft or loud, but I still asked her to speak a little louder.
She repeated her last statement, her voice clearer but still weak.
Pointing to the parchment, I asked her, "Have you read the Agreement on
the table in front of you, and do you agree to the terms?"
She glanced down at the parchment and said, this time in a more normal
voice, "Yes, I agree fully to the terms. It's what I want."
"I want you to pick up the parchment and read it again to yourself,
slowly and completely, then return it to the table," I said.
She did as I said, still trembling. I became concerned, because she was
taking longer to read the Agreement this time than she had before. She
would not have been allowed to back out at this point, but it was better
psychologically if she entered the room willingly. Finally she stooped
to return the parchment to the table, then stood erect and waited. She
seemed a little more relaxed.
"This what you want?" I asked. "It's what I need," she answered quietly.
"Remove your clothes," I said, intentionally using a commanding tone for
the first time. It took her a few seconds to get started, then a few
more seconds to take off the blouse and skirt. She was clearly shaking
while she stripped, she knew each step of the Ceremony was taking her
closer to the dark room. Also, I think the presence of the cameras took
her over a new threshold; but she didn't realize she had already been
taped naked, during her final interview. Not seeing anything nearby to
hang her clothes on, she dropped them to the floor. Since she had been
told to keep her shoes on in the waiting room, she assumed she should
keep them on here, so she resumed her pose after removing the blouse and
skirt. "Your shoes too," I commanded, and she removed the shoes, her
breasts swaying as she bent at the waist.
I had seen her undress once before, during that last interview. And of
course, I had seen her naked just a few minutes ago. But seeing her
gracefully strip under such obviously stressful conditions just now, I
was more impressed with her than ever. She didn't seem at all impressed
with her own beauty, and didn't realize the reserve of strength she
possessed. When she was naked and had resumed her pose at the table, I
continued instructing her, "Kneel, sitting back on your heels, with your
back straight. Position the parchment closer on the table, so you can
read it without bending forward. Then rest your hands, palms up, on your
thighs. Also, refrain from pressing your lips together, always leave
your mouth open slightly." She immediately opened her lips.
When she was kneeling and had moved the parchment closer and positioned
her hands as ordered, her thighs were nearly touching, so I added, "Your
legs should be more open, move your knees as far apart as possible, then
straighten your posture." Here I paused for a moment, to allow her to
reposition herself and recover whatever composure she could muster under
the circumstances. This was her first experience at being under such
strict control, and she was responding very well. Her legs were open
wide, but obviously weren't spread as far as possible. Good, we would
work on that later.
Finally I said, "Now you must read the Agreement aloud, so anyone
viewing this ceremony will know that you understand exactly what you are
agreeing to, and what you are binding yourself to."
She looked down at the parchment and began reading the articles of the
Agreement. Her voice was weak and wavering at first, but became louder
and steadier as she proceeded. During the reading, she seemed to begin
coming to terms with the situation, perhaps she realized that all her
choices were behind her now, so she could begin to relax and go along
with the process. Here is some of what she read:
"I Marlene [last name omitted] enter into this binding agreement freely
and without reservation."
"This Agreement is between Marlene [last name omitted], hereinafter
referred to as the Slave, and the Personnel Development Corporation and
its designated agent, hereinafter referred to as the Master."
"The Slave understands that this Agreement, once signed by the agreeing
parties, may not be rescinded by the Slave for any reason, and may be
rescinded by the Master at any time, for cause."
"The Slave agrees that henceforth the Slave will irrevocably surrender
all freedoms, all choices, and the Slave's given name, to the Master."
"The Slave agrees to enter upon a program of slave training administered
by the Master, understanding that the type, duration, and severity of
this training will be solely determined by the Master."
"The Slave agrees that the Master has the right to use the Slave's body
in any way the Master sees fit, and to inflict on the Slave any physical
or psychological punishment deemed appropriate by the Master, for any
real or perceived infraction by the Slave, or for any other purpose
whatsoever."
"The Slave understands that, by entering into this Agreement, the Slave
renounces all legal rights and recourse."
"Agreed to on [date]."
She finished reading then sat quietly, her eyes lowered. I tossed a pen
onto the table, and it skidded to a stop on the parchment. The sound of
the pen hitting the table startled her, and she jumped. "Sign it," I
ordered. After a moment's hesitation, she picked up the pen and signed
the parchment at the bottom, with barely a tremor in her hand. Then she
placed the pen back on the table sighed heavily, and resumed her pose. I
couldn't remember anyone before who had performed the ceremony with such
poise. Training her was going to be an exquisite pleasure.
"Stand up," I commanded, and she rose in one fluid motion. I stepped
down from the "throne", gathered up the bonds, and went to put them on
her. They were custom sized for her, manacles for each wrist and ankle,
a collar for her neck, and a waist belt. They were made of high strength
stainless steel, mostly for effect - much lighter hardware would have
been adequate to simply restrain her. The collar and belt were segmented
for flexibility, but the wrist and ankle manacles were solid metal, with
a single strong hinge opposite the locking clasp. Each could be removed
with the same small key. Each was provided with numerous simple
attachment rings around its circumference, but also had a special set of
quick-connect attachments, that allowed the wrists to be quickly and
easily hooked together either in front or behind, or attached to her
belt, collar, or any other fixture having similar attach points.
She stood quietly while I put the bonds on her. They were all slightly
too snug, especially the waist belt, since our plan for her training
included a rapid body fat reduction and a weight loss of between 10 and
15 pounds. When all the bonds were secured, I attached her left wrist to
the belt, behind her back, then attached her right wrist to the left
one. Her hands were effectively crossed at the wrists, behind her back.
Touching her bare skin for the first time, I grasped both of her
shoulders from behind, and felt her continuous trembling. I spoke softly
in her ear, "Your life will be lived by strict rules from this time on.
Here are your first two rules: One, every command must be obeyed
instantly. No exceptions, no hesitation. You will comply with each and
every command you are given, either immediately or after whatever
punishment and coercion is necessary to obtain your compliance.
Obedience will be much easier for you than resistance. You will not be
able to avoid pain, but total and instant obedience will minimize the
amount of pain you receive. Two, never speak unless you are ordered to
speak. Even if you are asked a direct question, do not answer until you
are told to answer. Nod your head if you understand these rules." She
nodded her head slowly.
Still holding her by the shoulders, I turned her to face the darkened
room, and felt her take a deep breath. "Go through the door," I ordered.
"When you enter the room, a single light will come on, illuminating a
spot on the floor. Go to the illuminated area, turn facing the door,
kneel in the posture you were just shown, and wait." I gave her a push,
and she began walking. I watched her go through the door, then pause the
few seconds it took for the room to recognize her and activate the
spotlight. She walked to the illuminated circle, turned, knelt, and
positioned her body as she had been told. As she raised her eyes and
looked at me, the door began to close automatically, and she gasped.
Then the door locked with a loud metallic click.
I folded the Agreement and put it in my pocket. She had no knowledge of
the law, and to her the Agreement represented a commitment to a new way
of life. But in fact it was meaningless mumbo-jumbo. The video and audio
recordings of her reading the Agreement was all we needed, I would burn
the parchment later.
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